i'm also an accomplished butcher!

my most lukewarm bb takes get more people disagreeing with me than me saying suzaku is a great character actually blows my mind. if you know cg, you know you’re still dealing with a fandom that worships lelouch and blames suzaku for everything but tumblr is based abt him for some reason

hikkimori rooms be dark but my lights are always on how else am i supposed to fu king see at night

i can endure the physical pain but the emotional pain is hard

and if you think "wow has tanz eaten or drank anything in the last 24 hours" then the answer is no :( but sometimes even the power of knowing you're understandably unwell after having to sleep through the pain of hunger and waking up at 3:30am to try to fix that only to find out you're just not allowed can sometimes make you crash out a tiny bit

secretly i make all this effort so i can prove to myself “i tried” and that would make the inevitability easier to accept. if i cant be given reason, i’ll make my own proof

Maybe i’ll nuke this blog after all