san🕊️

i love being up early but i love being up late. and i love getting lots of sleep. what now.

idk who needs to hear this but just bc it's ending doesn't mean it never happened !!!! wonderful memories are not simply undone because the person is no longer in your life. it counts for something. and it's okay to look back with fondness bc that was still time invested no matter what

i wasn’t supposed to be a person i should be a well-loved mug or a worn paperback book or a favorite hoodie or a keychain plushie or something

i want to be a sweet and friendly girl but there’s all this anxiety. and the horrors

and rage

yeah and also the rage

"you look happier" is one of the best compliments >>>

having friends is so cool like here’s a person i love soooo much and i get to make inside jokes w them and make them laugh and be there for them when they’re sad and share in their suffering as well as their joy. what a beautiful and sacred thing. friendship is holy

from the bottom of my heart, wakanda forever is one of the most beautiful films ever created. chadwick’s presence was weaved throughout every scene and every word. you could feel him on the screen despite being absent. you could see him in the land of wakanda. this movie was for him and had so much love and passion behind it for him, but this movie was also for us. for everyone who still mourns his death. for everyone who is still shocked that he isn’t with us anymore. this story of grief, love, and torment being so tangled to the point where you don’t know how to separate them hit so hard, but deciding that you have to let go instead of watch world burn gave me chills. i cannot thank chadwick enough for being our black panther, but his legacy will always live on because of these films. may generations to come know the way he brightened the world.

still thinking abt Queen Ramonda striding into the room with sheer goddess-like elegance and power and her jack-ripped arms and obliterating all of France in a single statement 

how does one become friends with a cloud?

i hope every single one of you who watched hometown cha cha cha know that the shot of hyejin throwing the bouquet up into the air was intentional. that the fact we don't see it fall to the ground is intentional. it's being thrown to audience. it's for us to catch. to give us the hope for a future filled with love in all its different forms. it's wishing the blessings of healing and growth and camaraderie and love upon us. we only have to reach out and catch it. i hope you all can catch it.

Despite All My Chub I Am Still Just A Rat In A Tub

Despite All My Wrath I Am Still Just A Rat In A Bath