I thought about you today. Really thought about you. I thought about how proud you would be of me, and how much you would love my daughter. She's spunky like you. I thought about where you would be right now if you hadn't been taken too soon. I thought about your laugh, and how you would be belly laughing at me right now for crying. You always thought it was so funny how emotional I am. I thought about the trip I was supposed to take to see you, and how much fun we would've had; how much trouble we would've gotten into. I thought about how even though you moved to Cali and lived there for most of your life, you never gave up your Canadian identity. Everytime the Canucks play the Sharks, I can see you dancing around, wagging your butt in everyone's faces when the Canucks scored a goal. I thought about you today, and how much my heart hurts because I miss you so much. I know you're not in pain anymore, and that brings some relief, but I don't think I'll ever be able to patch the hole you left in my heart when they summoned you as an angel. I know you're running the show now, because that's just how you are. I thought about you today, like I do every day, and will continue to do so until we meet for beers to watch the game. Catch you on the flip side, beautiful. xo
