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At the end of the day do what you want and do it in a way that makes you happy. Express yourself through any healthy outlet and don't let a soul change your mind. I have learned that others are unhappy with themselves so they want to create a dark cloud over your head. However you are strength and love and you shine through any dark cloud that comes your way, and really that is all that matters. Be dope. Be you. 

The center of interest or activity is what we define as focus. focus. Something we must step back and tell ourselves to do from time to time. Shit for some all the time. Focus. How do we want to center and why? These questions and more when I think of how one should, focus. At times it's a lil fuzzy, sometimes not clear at all. Something we should all remember though is aside from many things we need to take the time to focus on ourselves. We cannot continue to focus and put energy into other things when us, you, we are not taking care of ourselves. Remember your purpose y'all

Something about the other night .. I mean. I'm going to try and be simple about this but, I'm feeling sort of ample about this.. It seems that I have found a friend.. Not just someone I can confide in but someone I can vibe with, side with, and maybe one day ride with. In due time, it's decided. Yet when I'm with You.. I'm just feeling some type of way. I just can't say what I want when I'm around ya. It could all be so simple, until what we call word vomit consumes my brain and the words I was supposed to say become the words I didn't.. the words I said become lost within minutes. Due to the lack of relevancy compared to the amount of importance there is when I'm, With you.. So when I'm around ya it could all be so simple but when I'm around ya I'm tried for words and my feelings still are ample, because when I'm with you it's REAL.

Honestly life is good.. A mix of the right people and how you go about things makes all the difference. Stay positive!

This songgg 🔥🔥 her voice 🔥🔥 all the vibes in this song...

I promise you .. wanting something or someone you can't have has got to be one of the craziest feelings. Something you can't describe or put into words. What I'm trying to say though is when that something or someone is soooo close that you could have it. But to not call it or them yours is what we like to call protection or "in order to not lose this". Having that something or someone could damage what you already have or what you've already built so that's why you don't slap a label on it stating "mine". Shit, good things come with time. Actually great things do. Yo, but when that one thing is just sooooo close it's hard to believe that you may not ever get to call it yours because of what you already have. You somehow still feel great about it but kind of stuck... especially when it's someone. It's like you're stuck in a great place. Why do we think that being able to claim something makes it that much better when you probably have the world right now. Maybe I'm just too much in my head. So until then you make moves and hope that, that something or someone becomes the reason why you make those moves.. or how you make those moves.. or the support system that motivates you to make those moves. Unless this is already true then can you really not consider it yours.?

Your president took 48 hours to make a statement about the events that happened in Charlottesville, Virginia ..but when Kathy Griffin posted that pic hmmmm.. yeah stop.. please My president responded right away at injustices of this kind. Wait though.. this is blatant racism and hate! The last thing I want to hear is anything about "beliefs". Walk a mile in someone's shoes who is constantly oppressed, judged, mistreated, and many other things but most importantly... BLACK .. because nothing can change that fact. Then let me know if you feel the same about another's "beliefs".

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COMPLACENT: "showing smug or uncritical satisfaction with oneself or one's achievements". As I sit here and think about all things around me. I realize that I have always been kind of complacent. It's quite saddening honestly. When it comes down to it I'm done being complacent. I slowly but surely grew out of the part where one may feel unsatisfactory about themselves, by taking control of my health and understanding every once of beauty within and out. Yet still there is another side to it..! Constantly sacrificing happiness and great opportunities to protect others feelings or just to take the easy route. Really it is bull shit. Those who find themselves getting complacent have got to sit back and think about your benefits and feelings. Don't continue to become complacent with people, jobs, goals, social injustices, etc. "Do what makes you happy and be where you find peace". "Don't settle for less than what you deserve". "Know your worth". All these things and more are what I yell in my mind from time to time. We should all do this and remember that if it was easy everybody would do it. Reach your goals show yourself you deserve what you worked oh so hard for.