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“Shaam ki roshni mein kuch khushi ka rang hai

Magar sooraj ki rukhsati mein ek udaasi ka sang hai

Din ka safar khatam hua, raat ka aaghaaz hai

وحتى عندما لا أكون بجانبك ، فقط اعلم أن صلاتي ستكون

{ quotes: I.B.Vyache+these violent delights by micah nemerever/motional motion sickness, phoebe bridgers/anais nin/Sufjan Stevens/uk/Bluets, Maggie Nelson/Albert campus//photos:pinintrest }

I always thought I was just like any others of the hundreds of thousands of high school students out there, albeit one living a slightly shorter life than usual. But you cared for an uninterresting girl like me. You, who have no need for relationships like friendship or love, chose none others than me! Perhaps I’ve spent 17 years waiting to be needed by you. Just like cherry blossoms wait for spring!

sometimes I think I must deserve it. or else I don’t know why it would happen. why’d you never say any of this to me before? the whole time we were together, why did you never tell me any of this? I don’t know. I suppose I didn’t want you to think… I was damaged, or something. I was probably afraid you wouldn’t want me anymore

anyway, don’t be a stranger.

do you ever think about what could have been?