#~rambles

thinking about JJ Maybank who bought a hot tub and some string lights. thinking JJ Maybank who climbed on that tree and put those lights up. thinking about JJ Maybank who was trying to do something nice for his friends after having been dealt some of the worst cards life can offer. thinking about JJ Maybank who tried to force himself to be happy because he had no more energy left in him to survive being sad. thinking about JJ Maybank who just wanted to be loved and appreciated. thinking about JJ Maybank—

*weeping* i love my moots so much im gently placing a kiss on your forehead or alternatively cheering for you!!! good job!!! im so very proud of you and how far you've come!!!!! you're wonderful and amazing and so deserving of love and i love you so so so much!!!<3333

if JJ had been a girl (almost) no one would've shipped jiara but everyone would be down bad for JJPope and JJ x JB