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“To Sayaya

Happy 19th birthday

This morning, when we met, I let out a small cough and you quickly asked me “Are you OK? Did you catch a cold?”, you’re so kind for caring about my health condition in such a way. Thank you for always welcoming me with your kind and relaxing voice and your warm smile. 

Despite we aren’t in the same team, I don’t know since when, we became this close. We’d always talk whenever we’ve got free time on work, and we LINE each other almost everyday. 

You always look so calm and gentle, but in the reality, you’re one of those people who always give their best in rehearsals, dancing and singing with all their strength, sweating a lot and giving in their all. And by looking at that, I always get inspired and think “Alright, I gotta give my best too!”. 

Even though sometimes I’d keep on showing you the pics of my cat over and over again, you’d never look annoyed by it and instead always reply like “He’s so cute. His paws are so cute. I wanna go meet him!” and I truly love you for this kind reactions of yours. 

One day I mailed you “Sayaya, thank you for everything” and you replied to me “I was thinking that I’ve been super happy for being able to meet Yokoyama-san, too”, which also made me happy.

I feel like I’ve been saved by you many times. By your speeches, by your actions, simply by you being here. 

You never show your weak side, and I always worry that maybe you’re carrying too much on your shoulders. But I’ll always be by your side so, please, whenever you’ll need someone to talk to, come to me. I might not be of much help, but I wanna be of support. 

I wish for your 19th year to become the greatest year for you so far. 

Let’s keep working hard together from now on too, alright?

Also, let’s go to a Cat-Cafe soon.