For the rest of the movie Louis barely pays attention. He’s too focused on the words that Harry said. They keep echoing in the back of his mind: There are people who don’t experience sexual attraction. That’s Louis. That’s what he’s got to be. He wants to know more. He wants to meet people who are like him, who know what it feels like and how confused and scared it makes him.
there are two things louis is confused about. the first is his sexuality, or lack there of? he guesses. the second is why all of a sudden he has feelings for his best friend.
prompt: ACEFIC? Louis and Zayn are best friends who hang out all the time and everyone jokes about them being in love/life partners/boyfriends. They're both so hung up on the idea that dating = sex that they're oblivious to the fact that the joke isn't really a joke maybe until one of them starts going on dates with someone else? Maybe...slowly realizing that sex isn't everything, they've been more than friends for a while and figuring some things out. Non-sexual intimacy ok? Okay!
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“No,” Zayn said, taking a slow step towards Louis. “It’s real life. I’m…” he trailed off and looked down at himself, then back up at Louis, shrugging. “Well, I think - I’m pretty sure I’m a ghost or summat.”
only fools rush in>>i’m crying why am i such zouis trash?? i miss it so much oh god my zouis heart
The night feels like it moves quickly, melting away as they all get steadily drunker; Zayn watches the boys eat and laugh and shove each other around and feels suddenly very glad to be with them, incredibly lucky to have all of them to himself. Especially you, Zayn thinks, looking over at Louis. The bar lights are dim, as usual, but there’s a dull little ceiling lamp above their table and it illuminates Louis just enough as he smiles back.
Louis sat staring at his phone as Tabby ate her lunch of spaghetti hoops on toast. It had been a week since he met Zayn, and he is yet to make his move.
"Daddy, you sad?" Tabby innocently asked, red sauce trickling down her chin. Louis lent over and whipped it off.
"Do you remember last week when daddy had a sleepover with his friend?" Louis asked, Tabby nodded, poking her finger through the soggy toast.
"The man was scary, not you with too many drawings," She said pointing to Louis' tatted arm.
"So you don't want him to be my friend?" Louis asked, his daughter came first in everything, and if Tabby wasn't ok with it, it won't happen.
"I duno daddy, Mrs Smith says you shouldn't make sumtions. Not sure what that means though," Tabby drifted off a little, Louis grinned at his daughter and her way of thinking.
"assumptions princess, it means you would find out more about people before you say if you like them of not. Like you didn't like Loki at first but then you made friends didn't you," Tabby made a face a little, she was petrified of Loki until he came and curled up on her lap.
"Ok daddy, you be his friend. I pick later," She says, finishing off the rest of the hoops.
"So should daddy ring him? Maybe ask him on a date?" Tabby picks up, her eyes widening
"Like on Enchanted when they go to the ball and park and fall in love?" She quickly gushed, jumping onto her feet "Daddy you take him ball?" Tabby asked, Louis laughed, ruffling her hair.
"Maybe princess, now finish your drink I'm going to ring him." Louis garbs his phone and walks out of the room, after a deep breath he hits dial.
It's painful listening to each ring go by, with no answer. Just as Louis is about to give up a deep voice answers
"Ello?" Zayn asks, his voice rough
"Hey Zayn, it's Louis." he says trying to stay as calm as possible and sound confident.
"Oh I was wondering when you were going to call," He said, Louis smiled
"I nearly didn't, until Tabby insisted I took you to a ball," Zayn laughed at the other end.
"Sorry to ruin the fairytale but I can't dance, but I'm sure you look good in a suit" Louis chuckled
"I look amazing in a suit, so your just missing out," Zayn laughed "So maybe not a ball, but what about lunch some time?" Louis suggested, Zayn hmm's over the phone.
"I sleep in the day though," Zayn finally says
"Well I sleep at night, and I have used up my one nights babysitting for this month. Plus I am the one making the move which means I have the authority to chose when and where. So I say next Tuesday at 1 o'clock in the Olive press" Louis says, Zayn chuckled down the phone.
"Fine, but I get to say no flowers. You bottomed so really you're the girl," Louis scoffed, laughing a little.
"I'll see you there with no flowers. Bye,"
"Bye," Louis hangs up the phone and sighs. Was he making the right choice. He hasn't date in years for a reason. The person he dates will never be no 1 in his priorities, that will always be Tabby and some people can't deal with that. But Zayn's different, he stayed even when Lou was certain he would walk out. Zayn makes his stomach swirl and puts a smile on his face.
....
"Come on Tabby, if you don't hurry up we will miss the bus!" Louis shouts from the kitchen. It was finally Tuesday morning and they were running late for school and work. Tabby finally comes out of her room, her hair in bunches like Auntie Lottie had taught her and her school uniform all a bit crumpled as Louis never had the time for ironing.
"Ready daddy," She says, pulling on her small Mary Jane shoes.
"And you look beautiful as always, now come on princess," Louis hands her the small pink rucksack and pulls his coat on over his green work polo.
"Wait daddy you crooky," Tabby said, Louis bends down so Tabby can straighten out his collar. After she does he presses a kiss on her cheek and grabs her hand.
"Come on princess, looks like we might have to run today" He grabs his own bag and they quickly leave the flat locking the door behind them.
The bus is just at the end of the road when they arrive at the bus stop, pulling in just in time. The same people he see's every morning give him a nod which he returns. London's a funny place, no one is really sociable enough to say 'good morning' like where Louis grew up. But they still would hold the bus if Louis was running late.
"Mornin Alby," Tabby says to the old bus driver, beeping her pass on his machine.
"Morning Tabby, have a great day at school," The old man's voice is gruff like his self but really he is a sweet heart.
"Have a nice day bussing," Tabby says like she does every morning and drags Louis to the back at their normal seats. Like every day they place their bags under their feet and watch early London mornings go by.
"Daddy has his date today," Louis says, Tabby looks up to him smiling.
"Are you going to the ball, have you got a pretty costume?" She asks, Louis laughs shaking his head.
"Unfortunately no princess, I'm taking Zayn out for lunch at the olive press," Tabby pouted when he mentions her favourite place to get pasta.
"But daddy that's our place, Mr Antonio will miss me," Louis laughs, Tabby is such a charmer she has everyone loving her and giving her free things, mainly ice cream.
"I will get you pasta for your tea ok, I can heat it up and it will be like we went together ok?" Tabby nodded leaning against Louis body.
They arrive at their stop, say goodbye to Albert and cross the road.
"Have a nice day at school princess, uncle Li is picking you up to take you to ballet ok?" Tabby nods.
"Ok daddy, be good on your date. Get him flowers and chocolate," Louis laughs shaking his head
"Maybe darling, I love you," He calls as she stars to head towards her friends
"I love you Daddy, bye." He watches as she joins her friends in the line and then walk into class. Louis takes a deep sigh and starts walking down the road to the day care.
Louis works at Safe hands child day care. He started the second year he sent Tabby, he was working shitty shift after shitty shift at too many cafe's and diners, all with an awful pay that was never enough for his bills. Louis had always loved kids, always. Having so many siblings kind of guides you in that direction.
So he spent the morning doing arts and crafts, like they did every Tuesday morning. And like always the kids covered him in glue and glitter, decorating him more than the paper in front of them. But he didn't mind, their giggling and smiles made up for it.
It was finally half 12, and the parents were arriving. Louis was nervously checking the clock every minute, he knew he had to leave now but Katie's parents hadn't arrived yet.
"Jill I kind of have a date in 20 minutes, will you be aright if I go?" Louis asks, Jill sighs rolling her eyes.
"Fine Louis, but you are on potty training tomorrow," Louis would agrees to whatever she said, He runs into the staff room, grabbing his bag and coat. There was no time for him to change as the bus will be there in 2 minutes. He yells a tanks to Jill and shoots out of the day care and runs down the road getting to the bus just before it shuts its doors. You see Louis was never good at being punctual.
Antonio greeted him on the door with an over the top shake and kiss on the cheek.
"Mr Louis, there is a gorgeous man coming in asking for your reservation. You never called but I gave him your usual table," Antonio said in strong Italian accent.
"Thanks Antonio, that would be Zayn. He's nice isn't he," Louis looks over to where Zayn is looking down at his phone, Antonio scoffs
"Nice no, beautiful angle yes. Now go Mr Louis, to your date" Antonio kisses his cheek and sends him off towards the table. He takes a deep breath as he arrives at their usual booth in the corner.
"Hey sorry I'm late," Louis says, Zayn jumps a little looking up and smiles. God he had a beautiful face.
"No problem, the enthusiastic Italian kept me occupied," Louis laughed sitting down "Seems like he has a bit of a thing for you, do I have competition?" Zayn asks wiggling his black eyebrows.
"No it's Tabby they all have a thing for. Bit of a charmer that girl is, has everyone falling for her. Even Albert the grumpy bus driver." Zayn laughs, he stares at Louis for a minute and then pints at his polo.
"So, I guess you work at a nursery?" Zayn asks, Louis nods looking down at his glittery and messy shirt.
"Sorry I didn't have time to change, it was arts and crafts Tuesday and they kids like to decorate me. I can go change," Louis says grapping his bag, Zayn garbs his wrist.
"No it's fine, it's cute really. I knew you would have a job like that, I thought maybe a pe teacher though," Zayn says, Louis raises his eyes brows.
"Really, why did you think that?" He asks, Zayn rests his head on his fist.
"Well there were loads of pictures of you playing footie in your room," He pauses or a minute, looking him up and down "And you defiantly have the body and stamina for it," Louis laughs!
"I'll take that as a compliment babe," They chat and then Antonio comes over to take their order.
"What will it be Mr Louis?" He asks, a pad in his hand.
"The usual please, also could I possibly have Tabby's to take out. She was gutted she isn't invited, worried you would miss her Antonio," He laughs, shaking his head
"She's my favourite customer Miss Tabby, I make her extra special pasta and her favourite cake," Antonio says, he bowled head shining in the light
"Thank you Antonio, she will love that," He then turns to Zayn who is watching amused.
"What will it be Mr Louis' gorgeous date?" Antonio asks, Zayn laughs but Louis notices the slight pink his cheeks go at the compliment.
"I'll have a margarita pizza please," Antonio nods scribbling it down on his pad "oh also I think we better have a bottle of Champaign," Zayn says smirking, Antonio furiously nods and runs off, his apron flapping behind him.
"So," Louis starts, his fingers knitting together in front of him.
"Soo.." Zayn replies, Louis lets out a soft laugh.
"I thought you would be a meat steak kind of guy," Louis says looking across at Zayn.
"I would if it's halal and not pork," Zayn says, Lou lets out a 'oh' sound.
"So your Muslim?" Louis asks, Zayn nods.
"I used to live for the religion. When I was younger, a teenager it was all I did. I spent months learning Arabic and going over the Qur'an. But then I discovered things like sex, booze and weed." Louis laughs
"Not as much anymore though?" Louis asks, Zayn shakes his head.
"Not as much as I would like to be honest. My family are quite committed but we have always been laid back with it all. My sister were never forced to wear headscarf, and they didn't much to be honest only for like religious occasions." Louis' face seem to light up at the word 'sisters'
"You have sisters? How many?" Zayn chuckles at Louis' enthusiasm.
"3, Doniya, Waliyha, Safaa." Louis smiles "They are the best, but they are still in Bradford so I hardly ever see them?" Zayn softly said. Antonio interrupted them with a bottle of champers on ice.
"the best n the house for Mr Louis and date," He says, pouring them both a glass of luxurious liquid. Louis took a small sip and sighed, it was like liquid gold.
"Wow, this is good stuff Antonio," Louis said, Antonio nodded
"Only the best for you," He then left, leaving the men alone.
"So we're both Yorkshire through and through," Louis said rolling the glass around in his hand.
"Where you from?" Zayn asks, sipping the fizzy liquid
"Doncaster, I love it there but Tabby's mum lived here and we both though it would be better for me to move down." Zayn nodded, he didn't want to press on the whole how come you have a daughter when you're gay? kind of thing.
"So any siblings?" Zayn asks
"Yes 7, all of them are half though" Louis said chuckling a little at Zayn's socked face. "Are you ready for this, I'll go oldest to youngest." Zayn nods leaning closer "So there's Lottie who you kind of met, Georgia who is dad's, then Fliss, the Twins Daisy and Phoebe and the other twins Doris and Ernest," Zayn nods
"When did your mum and dad split, if you don't mind me asking?" Zayn quickly adds at the end.
"Of course not, I was young. But they are both happy now, my mum remarried last summer and everything is great,"
They carried on chatting getting to know each other, when their food came they shared each others. Laughing as Antonio came over with free ice cream, which was possibly the best ice-cream they had ever tasted. Now all was left was the last trickle of Champaign and Tabby's pasta to take out.
"So, Mr famous DJ who is the most famous person on your phone?" Louis asks, a little tipsy from the champers.
"well, me and Naughty boy are pretty tight. Shahid is a good bloke," Zayn says, rolling the glass around in his hand "What about you, met anyone famous? Well apart from me," Zayn said cockily, Louis just laughs.
"Apart from footballers you probably have never heard of but are like God back home no, not really." He paused for a minute and then said "Except when I was 18 I saved up months of my wages to get front row tickets to see The Fray. I got a shout out for being the mental guy on the front row." Zayn laughed as Louis grinned.
"I have to admit I have never heard much of their music," Zayn says, Louis pulls a shocked face.
"What, you must have heard How to save a life. That used to be my signature song, blasting it out on the key boards at Toys R us," They both laughed
"So you worked at Toys r Us?" Zayn asked, Louis nodded laughing.
"Mate I think I have worked everywhere. I could barely keep a job for a couple months. Every single bloody coffee shop at home, every restaurant. Toys R us, asda, Costa I could go on. There was one point, when I first moved to London I was working two different Costa shops and a restaurant in the evening. Jaz couldn't work obviously because of Tabs, so it was all on me." Louis says, sadly smiling. Those were the hardest times of his life. Being a parent when he didn't want to be, being with a girl he only has to because he slept with her when he was way too drunk and confused about his sexuality. But now he wouldn't change it for the world.
There was a silence at their table for a few minutes, Zayn was intrigued by this man. Every time he speaks he lets on a little more about himself but then cuts it out. He want to find out more and most of all help him.
The silence was cut off by Louis' phone, a reminder that he has to leave.
"Shit, I can't believe it's 4 already." Louis said, smiling at Zayn. "I have had a very nice afternoon, but I have to say, your next on making the move," Louis said collecting his stuff, getting his bus pass out from the bottom of his bag.
"Hey the least I could do is give you a lift, to wherever you are going," Zayn said, Louis smiled and nodded
"That would be really nice, thanks Zayn I spend way too many hours on the bus." They both make their way over to the till. Louis pays the bill and Zayn gives Antonio a large tip.
"So you come again soon, yes?" Antonio asked, Zayn chuckled looking across to Louis.
"We'll have to wait and see about that Antonio. You know he could turn out to have the worst habit that I just haven't discovered yet," They laughed and said good bye leaving the restaurant.
Zayn boldly took Louis hand and guided him to the BMW tucked away in the corner.
"Impressive," Louis said, slipping into the sleek leather chairs. It's been a while since he was been in a car with actual leather seats, not grim patterned material.
"So where am I taking you?" Zayn asked, pulling out of the car park. Louis tells him the address of the dance school and they drive off.
"Are you picking up Tabby?" Zayn asked, Louis nods relaxing into the comfy seats.
"Yes, Tuesdays Ballet day then a week on Friday is the big performance," Louis said, the feel of pride bubble away. When give the opportunity to show off his daughter he will, as much as he can.
"I can take you both back to your flat if you like," Zayn shyly suggests, looking away from the road to give him a quick glance before looking back.
"Are you sure, I don't want to seem too cheeky?" Louis says, picking at a glob of glue on his t shirt.
"It would be my honour, plus I think I need to stop being the scary man in Daddy's bed," Louis laughed, shaking his head.
"Ye Tabby said she wants to meet you so she can decided whether or not we can be friends. She's got it all planned out you know so I am preparing you of many questions to come."
When they pull up to the ballet school Tabby is waiting outside in the bench, Liam next to her and what seem to be Sophia sat on his knee. Louis can't help but grin at how happy his friend looked.
"I'll just go out and get her, won't be a sec," Louis says, leaning over and giving Zayn a quick peck on the cheek.
When he steps out of the car Liam is wiggling his eyebrows.
"Look at you, all smug getting snugly with your new DJ," Liam said, Louis smacked him on the arm.
"It was a good afternoon, that's all I'm saying," Louis said.
"Daddy did you tell Antonio I was sorry?" Tabby sweetly asked, looking adorable in her pale pink tutu and leotard.
"Sure did princess, and he has given you some treats for when we get home," Louis says, picking tabby up and putting heron his hip. She instantly wrapped her arms around his neck, snuggling her face into his jacket.
"Well I better get going, hot date is waiting for me and all. I'll leave you two to do whatever you have wanted to do but no around a 4 year old," Louis said, Liam scoffed giving him a one armed hug, Louis kissed Sophia on the cheek and headed back to the car.
"Daddy why we go this way?" Tabby asked in a tired voice, she was always knackered after ballet. Louis stopped to talk to her.
"You remember Daddy's friend Zayn?" She nodded
"You went to Antonio without me," Louis nodded
"I Know baby I'm sorry but Zayn is driving us home so we don't have to take the bus. It's quicker which means you can have your pasta faster," She giggled at Louis rhyme.
"Ok Daddy, Uncle Li give me estions," She said looking up at her father, Louis just laughed
"It's questions babe, but I knew he would," Louis said opening the back door, Zayn turns around with a big smile on his face.
"Hey Tabby, I'm Zayn," He says, Tabby giggles whilst Louis straps her up.
"I know that silly, Daddy tell me lots," Zayn laughs
"Really? Does your daddy talk about be a lot?" Zayn asked, Louis looks up to give Zayn a glare.
"You don't have to answer that princess, now look after you bags for daddy please," Louis puts her pink bag next to her and gets into the front. telling Zayn the address.
"Zen, where your home?" Tabby asks, Louis turns himself so he is sideways, Tabby and Zayn both in his eye line. Zayn looks back at her in the mirror.
"I have a house next to the Themes, you know the big river?" Zayn asks, Tabby shakes her head looking at Louis.
"Yes you do princess, remember Uncle Li took us on the boat trip?" Tabby nodded her head, soon remembering.
"You home alone?" Tabby asks, Zayn nods.
"yes apart from my bearded dragon called Arny," Zayn says, tabby gasps.
"You have a dwagon, real dwagon?" She asks, Zayn laughs.
"Kind of, he's like a small dragon. But Arny isn't mean or scary he is a softy really." Tabby nods, going silent for a few minutes, looking out of the window as they came closer to their home. They drove down the high street just around the corner from their flat, where Louis does all his shopping. Tabby looks at every shop as they stop at the traffic light, inspecting everything on the fake people in the windows.
Gasping when she comes to the smaller manikin in her favourite shop, the Disney shop. Where Louis has to go a couple times a year to spend a painful amount on shit expensive dress up that Tabby just loves.
"Daddy look, look daddy," Tabby yells pressing her face against the window. "New princess dress, daddy it's so pretty," Tabby says her voice amazed. Louis turns around just in time to catch a glimpse of the purple dress before the traffic lights change.
"Baby you just got a new Elsa dress not too long ago, and it still fits you fine," Louis says, signing when he see's Tabby's desperate face. It pains him knowing he can't buy him everything his daughter wishes for.
"But daddy it so pretty, and it's Repunsal and she's my favourite ever ever ever." She says pulling her cutest face.
"Then why didn't you get that dress when Nana kindly bought you a new one?" Louis asks, Tabby frowns
"They didn't have it then, Daddy can we get it please please please?" She begs, Louis firmly shakes his head.
"No, you know you can't. Your birthday is in a few months, you will just have to wait," Tabby's upper lip wobble, on the verge from crying, opening her mouth to argue but Louis is not going to ruin his day in front of Zayn "Tabitha, you carry this on and straight to bed with no pasta or cebeebies," He says in a quite but firm voice. Tabby instantly knows when he uses that voice and her full name she has to stop.
Zayn suddenly felt very out of place, yes he understood Louis was a father and that meant he had to use discipline. But he hadn't seen Louis like that and it made him feel a bit odd. Also it made him upset that he has too much money to know what to do with, as it is just him; whilst Louis is struggling on what he has. It made him want to help him even more, it made his feelings for him increase again a little. Dare he say he was falling for the bloke?
"Here we are," Zayn said pulling up outside the flat, he smiled widely at Tabby and Louis.
"Thanks Zen, you are ok and nice I will say to Uncle Li," Tabby said un buckling her seatbelt and grabbing her bag.
"Thank you Tabby, you are very nice as well. Bye," Zayn says as she hops out of the car
"Bye Bye Zen," She shut the door leaving just Louis and Zayn in the car.
"I'm sorry, she's just upset about the dress. She has been waiting for it for a while now," Louis said, rubbing his face with his hands.
"Don't worry about it Lou, Tabby's a 4 year old girl and I have 2 younger sisters I know what it's like." Louis smiles at Zayn, making them both feel warm inside.
"Ooh, nick name now. I'll have to think one up for you " he said wiggling his eyebrows "But really thanks Zayn, for the lift and for not freaking out about Tabby." Zayn shook his head
"No thank you for being such a nice person and making me want to get to know you and be in your life. And thanks for today I really enjoyed it," Zayn said happily
"So shall we be seeing more of each other?" Louis asks, biting down on his bottom lip.
"Most defiantly,"
..
Later that night, after a stroppy girl finally had a bat and went to bed Louis fell into his bed and looked up at the ceiling. This was his life, trying to support himself and his daughter on the measly wage he gets per month. Spending hours at the kitchen table with Liam by his side trying to work out all the bill taxes and loans: Putting money aside every week so he will have enough when it comes to birthdays and Christmas. And worst of all letting her princess down when he can't get her everything she wants.
And where, in all of this, did Zayn fit in? The gorgeous, wealthy, incredible Zayn. He could see anything he likes and just buy it, Louis doesn't even have time to worry about his wardrobe and style. He would never go shopping to buy anything for him, it only happens when Lottie drags him to town and insists she pays for some new clothes.
But he wanted Zayn to fit into all of this, and his mum always told him if you want something bad enough you will make it happen.
So he grabs his phone of the bedside table and text's 'Can you be my Zee?'
I have more to this which I might post. I just think it is so cute and I had to finish it.
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Liam was chewing the inside of his lip as he watched Niall plucking at his guitar strings, both of them sat on the blonde's bed. He sighed as he noticed the slow, sad-sounding quality of the vague music Niall was playing. "Ni, are you okay?" he asked gently.
"No," Niall replied simply, still watching his fingers as he continued to play. "It's been two weeks, Liam."
With a sigh, Liam nodded, "I know." He wrapped his hand around Niall's fingers on the neck of his guitar, stopping the sad little melody. "He could still wake up."
Niall shook his head slowly. "My dad was in an accident and came out of it fine. Now Zayn's been in an accident. Fate's only gonna give me so many chances."
"Don't talk like that," Liam sighed. "C'mon, let's go check on them."
Both boys hopped up off the bed and headed for the door, pulling shoes on before making their way onto the street and off towards the hospital. After ten minutes of silence, Niall asked quietly, "What would you do if you were in Louis' position?" Glancing up at Liam, he elaborated, "If it was me in the hospital."
Liam only spared it a moment's though before he shuddered and shook his head. "I wouldn't be good."
"I wouldn't, either," Niall agreed. "If you were in that hospital I would be a bloody mess. I dunno how Louis keeps it together."
"I guess… I guess Lou deals with things differently to us. When we're upset, we hide from everyone. When Lou gets upset, he snaps and takes it out on everyone else."
"So when he's distraught, he bottles it up, where we would probably cry like nothing else," Niall hummed. "Maybe."
The two walked through the hospital doors and up the stairs towards Zayn's room. Liam lightly bumped Niall with his hip as they approached the door, earning himself a small smile. That smile disappeared, however, at the sound of a shout from inside the room. With a worried look, Niall pushed the door open.
"How dare you?!" a furious voice screeched, making both Niall and Liam jump.
"If you care so much, where the hell have you been for the past two weeks?" Louis demanded. He was on his feet beside the bed, hands in fists and eyes blazing. "Where've you been all goddamn year?"
"I have three daughters to look after as well," the other voice snapped.
Louis scoffed. "My mum has six kids to look after and still keeps in contact with me."
"Hello, Trisha," Niall offered nervously.
Trisha spun around to glare at Niall and Liam just inside the doorway. Her face softened slightly at the sight of the blonde. "Niall."
"Liam, this is Trisha, Zayn's mum," Niall explained. "Trish, this is Liam, my boyfriend."
The fire in Trisha's eyes reignited. "Boyfriend." She looked Liam up and down in disgust. "What does your mother think?"
"She's quite happy for me, actually." Heading over to Louis, Niall carefully placed a hand on his friend's shoulder. "Calm down, Lou," he whispered. "This's why Zayn said meeting his family would be a bad idea, yeah? Sit down, c'mon."
Louis didn't move for a moment, then huffed out a sigh and slumped down into the seat beside the bed. "I just want to wait for him to wake up without having to put up with her bitching about my sexual orientation."
"I don't want my son associating with homosexuals," Trisha stated, spitting the word out as though it was dirty.
"Well, this homosexual would rather not be associating with you," Louis shot back.
"Louis."
Everyone's focus turned suddenly to Zayn, whose eyes were partially open and watching Louis.
"Don't fight with her," Zayn rasped, weakly clasping Louis' hand.
Louis was so stunned he barely moved in response, then suddenly wrapped Zayn up in a hug. "Don't you ever do that to me again," he muttered.
Managing to bring a hand up to hold the back of Louis' head, Zayn croaked, "No promises."
"Zayn," Trisha hissed.
Niall reached past Louis to press the call button for the doctor. "They'll wanna have a look at you, mate," he told Zayn.
"Why?" Zayn moved his arms as Louis pulled up. "How long've I been out?"
"Two gorram weeks," Louis stated.
"Oh." Zayn attempted to sit up, but hissed in pain and decided not to move. "Right. What happened?"
"Ah, Zayn, so good to see you awake," the doctor grinned as he entered the room. "I'm Dr Forsyth, I've been taking care of you since you arrive. Well, not as much as Louis, here, has," he added with a chuckle.
Glancing up at Louis, Zayn croaked, "That's new."
Louis raised his arm to give his boyfriend a playful slap, but decided against it and stuck with poking his shoulder. "I'm trying, remember?"
"Yeah, I remember," Zayn smiled.
"Dr Forsyth," Trisha spoke up, sounding more than miffed. "Can you please make that boy leave my son alone?"
Dr Forsyth glanced between them. "I'm sorry, ma'am, but unless Louis has done something illegal, I'm not really at liberty to ask him to leave."
"I'm Zayn's mother," Trisha huffed. "I demand he be removed from the room."
"Actually, as Zayn is over eighteen, he's the one to make those calls," Dr Forsyth replied carefully. "Zayn, do you want Louis here?"
"What kind of a question is that?" Zayn muttered. "Of course I want him here."
Stamping her foot and looking rather childish, Trisha exclaimed, "Zayn!"
"Mum, can you just go?" Zayn sighed, rolling his head to the side and closing his eyes. "Your screeching might've woken me up, but that doesn't mean I want you here."
Before Trisha could respond, Dr Forsyth asked, "Could you just wait out in the hallway, Mrs Malik?"
Trisha huffed and marched out the door, slamming it behind her.
"Thank you," Zayn sighed in relief.
"I deal with a lot of parents," Dr Forsyth explained with a rueful smile. "It's all in the eyes and the tone of voice." Once he had finished checking the various machines Zayn was hooked up to, Dr Forsyth asked, "Do you feel any aching?"
"My head hurts," Zayn replied. "And I feel kinda stiff all over."
Nodding his head and taking notes, Dr Forsyth assured him, "The stiffness is probably just from lack of use. At this point, I'd say you will be up and about again in a few days. Just take things slowly."
"Thank you."
"Press the call button if you need me." With that, Dr Forsyth gave the boys a nod and left the room.
There were a few moments of silence before Niall stated, "You didn't half give us a scare."
Louis snorted and squeezed Zayn's hand tightly, reaching to the table beside him to grab a glass of water for his boyfriend. "Scare is an understatement. I was fucking terrified."
"He sat beside you the whole time," Liam told Zayn as Louis helped him drink a few mouthfuls of water.
"You did?" Zayn asked, looking up at Louis. "You sat with me?"
Rolling his eyes, Louis muttered, "Of course I sat here. What, you expected me to go along to my classes as if nothing was wrong? What if you woke up and I wasn't here?"
Zayn had to smile a little. "Thanks, Lou," he whispered, holding Louis' hand to his lips and kissing it gently.
"This is fantastic," Niall whispered excitedly in Liam's ear.
"Yeah," Liam murmured, smiling slightly at his boyfriend's enthusiasm. "Yeah, it is."
It’s a little bit short, but I’ve had a bout of writer’s block :( But on positive note, I get internet at home in THREE DAYS!! I’m so keen :D
I also have exams in a couple of weeks, but we won’t talk about that.
By the end of the day, the three had watched the rest of Firefly and the accompanying movie, Serenity. Liam checked Niall's temperature again and ruffled his hair. "You're almost back to normal."
"'M never normal, what're you talking about?" Niall giggled into Liam's shoulder.
Shaking his head, Liam kissed Niall's forehead and sighed, "I should head back to my room. I've got a couple of things to catch up on, now."
Niall pouted. "Awwww."
"I'll come see you tomorrow," Liam promised. He stole a quick kiss from his boyfriend, then scooted past Louis to hop off the bed. "Louis'll look after you."
"Sure," Louis shrugged. Wrapping his arm around Niall's shoulders, he looked up at Liam and asked, "You still here?"
Snorting, Liam gave them a wave and headed off, patting his pocket with a smile when he felt the key there.
"Bye, Liam!" Niall called out. "Love you!"
"Love you, too, Niall!" Liam called back with a smile, pulling his shoes and jacket on before heading off out of the house. He hummed to himself the whole walk to campus, jumping when he nearly walked straight into someone at the door to his building. "Sorry."
"S'alright, mate," the other boy replied. "Hey, you're Liam, right?" Liam nodded slowly. "Harry," the boy introduced, sticking his hand out for Liam to shake. "Niall's told me about you."
Chuckling, Harry commented, "He told me you were shy as anything, so I wasn't sure if I got the right guy."
Liam had to smile a little. "'M not like I used to be."
Harry just nodded. "Well, sorry," he half-laughed, waving Liam through the door. "Didn't mean to stop you." Just as Liam was about to walk away, Harry added, "Oh, you're friends with that Zayn guy, right?"
"Yeah…" Liam nodded slowly.
"You might wanna go talk to him," Harry suggested. "Wasn't the happiest of chappies when I saw him yesterday."
With a nod, Liam hurried away. He bypassed his own door and headed straight down to Zayn's, stopping before knocking so he didn't sound frantic.
The Zayn that pulled the door open was not the chilled, calm Zayn Liam had first met. This Zayn looked sleep-deprived and almost needy, not unlike Niall currently, Liam had thought. "Liam, I need him back," Zayn whispered.
Liam studied Zayn's tired state, then looked him in the eyes. "Now?"
Zayn nodded.
"Got your keys?" Liam asked, shifting his feet a little uncomfortably. When Zayn nodded again, Liam stepped to the side to let him out. As they headed down the hall, Liam asked, "D'you want me to come, too?"
"Please," Zayn confirmed tiredly.
Liam glanced between his dorm door and Zayn, then nodded his head and followed him out the door of the building.
"'M I keeping you from sleep?" Zayn asked as the two wandered down to the street and towards Niall and Louis'.
"Nah, just study," Liam shrugged, watching his feet with his hands deep in his pockets. "Missed my class this morning looking after Niall."
"How is he?" Zayn asked conversationally.
Smiling a little, Liam nodded, "He's feeling better. He was all clingy and tired this morning, but we spent a while watching Firefly and Serenity and his temperature's come right down."
Zayn nodded his head. "Never watched Firefly," he commented.
"Really?" Liam asked, surprised. "Lou loves it. Him and Ni were quoting the best parts while we were watching."
"I know Lou loves it," Zayn sighed, kicking at the ground as they walked.
"Y'know…" Chewing his lip, Liam noted, "Lou's been saying a lot that you and him never really did anything like me and Ni."
"What, like watched movie or go on little picnic dates or look after each other when they were sick or cook each other breakfast?" Zayn gave a rueful smile when Liam nodded. "We didn't. Not ever. We watched a film or two, but we never got to the end of them because we... got distracted."
Watching the ground, Liam asked, "How'd you get together?"
"Went to the same high school, didn't we? Me and Niall and Lou. Niall and Louis were inseparable, but at the end of our last year, me and Lou got really drunk at a party and ended up sleeping together. It's disgustingly cliché, but that was it for us. We woke up together the next morning to the mum of the guy who ran the party looking at us with hands on her hips and stuff. We kinda… pretended we were together to get out of the awkwardness. After that, we just kept doing it. Lou and Niall had moved in together and I'd go 'round lots, and nights would usually end with me and Louis in bed together. It just… we just became a thing."
Liam nodded as he took this information in, turning them so they were heading up the front path of Louis and Niall's home. "There's more to life than sex," Liam shrugged before unlocking the front door.
"Niall gave you a key?" Zayn asked, surprised.
Liam glanced back. "No, Louis did."
A pained look crossed Zayn's face. "Never did that for me," he whispered.
Swallowing hard, Liam stepped inside and kicked his shoes off.
"Liam, is that you?" Niall's voice drifted down the hall.
"Yeah, I'm back," Liam called out. "Lou, can you come here for a sec?"
There was a shuffling sound, then Louis emerged from Niall's room. "Yeah, what's…?" He slowed to a stop halfway to the door, his eyes stuck on Zayn. He didn't even open his mouth, just stared at him.
"Hi," Zayn whispered.
"Liam, what's going on?" Niall asked as he poked his head through his door, blanket clutched around his shoulders. His eyes widened a little at the silent staring match.
Liam felt the need to start the conversation going before he was crushed by the awkwardness, but Zayn spoke first. "I'm sorry, Lou, please take me back," he blurted out.
Without a word, Louis rushed up to him and wrapped his arms around Zayn, burying his face in his shoulder. He took a deep breath in, filling his lungs and nose with the smell of Zayn's cologne.
"'M sorry," Zayn repeated, clutching at Louis tightly.
"No, I was a dick," Louis mumbled into his shoulder. "And you're right. I don't listen and I'm self-centred and I don't know how to look after anyone that isn't me, but I want to. I wanna try to do this properly, Zee."
Liam slowly and quietly moved around the hugging boys, creeping down the hall and guiding Niall back into his bedroom. "Guardians of the Galaxy?" he suggested.
A grin spread across Niall's face. "How are you so fucking perfect?"
"'M not," Liam mumbled as he searched out Niall's laptop.
"Shut up, Liam," Niall laughed. "You just got our mates back together again, and you've been looking after me for way longer than anyone else would, and now you're just casually suggesting we watch an amazing movie while our mates are having a moment in the hallway."
"How much of a moment?" Liam asked, bringing Niall's laptop and a handful of DVDs over to the bed.
Niall ducked his head out the door, his grin only widening. "They're kissing. But, like, 'deep and meaningful' kissing, not 'eating each other's faces' kissing." Closing the door, he giggled, "They're going all cutesy and nose-bumping."
Frowning a little as he helped Niall back onto the bed, Liam asked, "Do we do that?"
"Don't compare us," Niall scolded lightly, swatting Liam's thigh. "That's what split them up in the first place."
"For, what, a whole two days?" Liam asked with a chuckle.
"I know, it seems so stupid," Niall grinned, cuddling into Liam's side. "Now, c'mon, let's watch this movie and hope we aren't subjected to the sounds of them having sex."
xXx
Niall sighed when moans and grunts eventually floated through the wall almost two hours later. "Bloody hell," he muttered, hitting the wall once.
"At least we finished the movie," Liam supplied hopefully, but Niall shook his head.
"If we were still watching the movie, we could just turn the sound up," he pointed out. "This way, we've gotta listen to them."
"At least they're happy?" Liam more asked than stated.
Snorting, Niall told him, "They'd be happy bathing each other in chocolate and spending an entire day licking it off again. Doesn't mean we wanna bear witness to it." He hammered his fist against the wall when the two next door only grew louder. "'N it's not like we make noise back at them."
Liam laughed a little at that, then scrunched his nose up at a particularly loud noise. "We could."
Niall raised an eyebrow at him. "What're you suggesting?"
"Nothing," Liam replied quickly, eyes wide. "'M just saying. We could. If we wanted to."
Side-eyeing Liam for a moment, Niall rolled his eyes at the loud groan of satisfaction from the next room. He scooted a little closer to his boyfriend, nuzzling up under his jaw. "Do you want to?" he asked.
"Uh…" Liam swallowed nervously.
"You've got real confident about everything except this, eh?" Niall chuckled, pressing his lips against Liam's throat. "I guess 'cause you've had practice with everything else."
"P-possibly." Liam curled his arms around Niall's waist, relaxing into the soft kisses the blonde scattered over his neck and jaw. "Do you want to?" he asked quietly. He felt Niall's lips curve up into a smile.
"Kinda, yeah," Niall murmured, sliding his hand from Liam's elbow to his shoulder. "Not if it makes you uncomfortable, though."
Liam ducked his head a little and pressed a small kiss to Niall's lips. "I want to."
The grin Niall gave him was blinding. He shifted a little so he could see Liam's face. "D'you wanna be the one making the noise?" he smirked. When Liam blushed scarlet, Niall giggled, "Didn't think so." He moved them so he was lying on his back with Liam hovering above him.
"Are you sure you feel okay for this?" Liam asked worriedly.
Nodding, Niall assured him, "There's nothing a good orgasm can't solve."
Liam frowned slightly. "You said that about snogging."
"Same thing," Niall smirked, leaning up to steal a kiss. "Now, good sir, do with me as you wish."
With a small nod, Liam ducked his head a little and started pressing small kisses down Niall's neck. He nosed along Niall's collarbone, his fingers skirting around the hem of his boyfriend's T-shirt. "Can I?" he whispered shyly.
"Do whatever you want," Niall murmured, petting Liam's cheek. "If I don't want you to do something, I'll stop you."
Liam swallowed hard, but brought Niall's T-shirt up over his head regardless. Pausing, he lightly nudged the pendant resting against Niall's chest.
"Loki," Niall smiled, gently stroking Liam's hair as they both took a moment to remember their Christmas.
When Liam brought himself back to the present, he kissed his way down Niall's chest, stopping just below his navel to slowly tug down the blonde's sweatpants. Taking a deep breath, he pulled Niall's boxers down his legs, hating how hot his face felt as he took in the sight of his boyfriend's half-hard cock.
Noticing the brunette's blush, Niall ran his fingers through his hair. "Hey, you don't have to-o…" he stuttered, eyes widening at the feel of Liam's lips pressing against his dick.
"Is that alright?" Liam frowned, pulling back slightly.
"Yes," Niall rushed out. "Sorry, you just surprised me."
Taking that as positive, Liam ducked his head again and pressed a few more kisses along Niall's length, watching it stiffen as his lips brushed over the head. He peeked his tongue out between his lips, giving Niall's tip shy little licks.
"Jesus Christ," Niall breathed out in a moan, head tipping back. A slightly louder noise left his mouth, making Liam flick his eyes up to make sure he was okay. "Christ, don't look at me like that," Niall groaned, flinging an arm over his eyes.
Liam was worried for a moment, but continued on the assumption that Niall was simply finding it more arousing. Which made him blush again. Sliding his lips around the head of Niall's cock, Liam sucked gently, feeling his heart thud harder against his ribcage when his boyfriend moaned. He curled his palm around Niall's length and stroked him slowly while he lapped and sucked at his tip.
"Fuck, Liam…" Niall moaned, one hand fisting in Liam's hair while the other properly covered his eyes. "Yeah, yeah, yeah…" His breath hitched, hand tightening in Liam's locks. "Liam-" He came with a grunt before he could finish his warning, hips jerking up and a long groan leaving his parted lips.
Once Niall had finished, Liam swallowed and lifted his head. "That was good?" he asked.
Niall huffed out a moan, pulling Liam up and kissing him deeply, tongue chasing the taste of his cum in his boyfriend's mouth. "Was fantastic," he mumbled against Liam's lips, still panting. Both of them had to laugh when the sound of someone irately banging on the wall filled the room. Sighing in an attempt to compose himself, Niall asked, "How're you so good at that?"
Cheeks turning bright red, Liam admitted, "My sister was talking to me about it once. She said to pretend it was an ice cream."
"Fuck," Niall panted, managing a breathy laugh. "You talk to you sisters about blowjobs?"
"No, she was talking to me," Liam corrected. "I was sat wishing the floor would open up and swallow me." Glancing to the satisfied smile plastered across Niall's face, he added, "But I'm glad it didn't."
"Speaking of swallowing…" Niall threw the brunette a cheeky smirk and cooed when he blushed. "I wasn't expecting you to. You didn't have to," he said with a sudden seriousness. "I don't want you to feel like you have to do things you don't like."
Shaking his head, Liam tucked his face into Niall's neck and mumbled, "I wanted to."
Niall brought a hand up to brush through Liam's hair. "You're amazing, Li, I hope you know that."
"Only because you tell me," Liam replied, pressing a tiny kiss to Niall's neck.
They stayed that way for a long moment, then Niall sighed, "'M getting cold."
Liam pulled back with a small frown. "Can't have that, not when you're sick." He helped Niall back into his boxers and sweatpants, then pulled his own T-shirt off before cuddling up with the blonde and covering them with the blankets. Once he had Niall's neck pressed against his collarbone and his hair brushing under his chin, Liam sighed contentedly. "Really love cuddling with you."
Humming happily, Niall murmured, "Me too."
xXx
By morning, Liam was happy that Niall was better, and since it was Saturday they decided to get out of the house for a while. They spent the day just walking around the shops in the area, then went back to Liam's room to eat pizza and watch movies on his laptop before falling asleep cuddled together in his bed.
But on Sunday morning, Niall and Liam were startled from their early-morning kisses by loud knocking on the door and a call of, "Floor meeting! Common room! Floor meeting!"
Liam frowned as he hopped off the bed and pulled a T-shirt on. "We've never had a floor meeting before," he told Niall.
"Oh." Niall slid his feet to the floor. "S'pose I might as well go, too, since I'm here."
"Yeah." Without bothering with shoes, the two boys headed hand in hand out into the hallway, following the flow of students to the ground floor common room. They found themselves a seat on the floor when they arrived, glancing around at the others from the ground floor, who all looked just as confused, and maybe more disgruntled, than they were.
"Morning, everyone," Helen, an older woman and one of the accommodation officers, greeted with a slight smile. "I know it's probably a bit early for some of you, but we wanted to tell you this now before you find out through social media." She sighed and clasped her hands in front of her. "I know this will be hard for a few of you to hear, but it's better you find out from me than Facebook.
"One of the people from this floor was involved in an accident late last night on his way back. He's been admitted to the hospital, but things aren't looking promising."
Liam glanced around the room in an attempt to see who was missing. His heart dropped suddenly. "Was Zayn with Louis last night?" he asked Niall quickly.
"Yeah…" Niall's eyes widened in horror. "No…"
"I know our injured resident wasn't one for making friends, but a couple of you would know Zayn Malik," Helen continued.
"Fuck…" Niall whispered.
Liam suddenly gripped Niall's arm. "Louis."
"Shit…" Niall patted his pockets quickly. "Liam, where's your phone?"
"Uh…" Liam scrambled to pull his mobile from his pocket, hands shaking as Niall snatched it off him and quickly dialled Louis' number.
Niall chewed his thumbnail as he waited, cursing loudly when it told him Louis' phone was off. He jumped to his feet. "Which hospital?" he asked Helen.
"I'm not really allowed to tell you," Helen sighed.
"Bull shit! Which hospital?" Niall demanded frantically.
Liam stood up and put a hand on Niall's shoulder. "Please, Helen, we need to make sure Zayn's boyfriend is okay."
With a nod, Helen told them the name of the hospital.
"C'mon." Niall grabbed Liam's sleeve and the two ran from the room. "I need my phone," Niall stated, stopping at Liam's door. He huffed when Liam fumbled with the lock. "Come on, Liam!"
"I'm trying!" Liam finally managed to open the door, Niall hurrying in and grabbing his keys and phone before pulling the door shut again.
"Hey, wait!"
The couple stopped to see Harry running down the hall after them. "We've gotta-" Niall started.
"I know, lemme give you a lift," Harry offered.
No questions asked, Niall and Liam followed Harry to the car park and hopped in the back of his SUV. Liam would have commented on how nice the car was, but was too busy worrying about Zayn and Louis to really think about it. "Please hurry," Niall begged, chewing his thumbnail as Harry drove them out onto the road.
"I will."
They were soon pulling up outside the hospital, Niall and Liam scrambling out and running through the doors. "Excuse me," Niall blurted out as he nearly stumbled into the front desk. The woman behind the desk glanced up at him. "We're looking for our friend Zayn Malik?"
The woman silently typed something into the computer to her left. "Room 207," she told them. "But it's only family-"
"His family couldn't give two shits," Niall muttered before dragging Liam by the hand toward the stairs. They hurried up the flights of steps to level two, then quickly found room seven because Louis was sitting silently on the cold lino floor outside of it. Niall sat himself down beside his friend and touched his shoulder. "Lou?"
Louis burst into tears.
Alright, guys, voting time.
I’m not sure whether I want to keep Zayn in this story or not. I have no problem with the choice he made to leave the band; it was right for him and I respect that. I’m just not sure if I should keep him in my stories because he’s not in the group anymore. Like, he signed out of the group, I kinda feel like I should write him out of my fic. But if you guys still want him in, I’ll keep him in. (I’m also not sure where I wanna take this bit, so yeah.) Let me know what you’d prefer. I know killing him off is pretty awful, so that may or may not happen if you guys reckon he should go, but there’s always the possibility.
Sorry for my ramble. Please send me an ask with whether or not you want Zayn to stay in the story. I write these for you guys, so I figure you should have a say.
Stay the Night, I Promise That I Won't Bite>>I love zouis, I need more i've been deprived for too long
Louis thinks vampires are absolute rubbish. Liam's ancestors were mad and he's just plain paranoid. There's just no such thing as vampires!...or so he thought.