#zeugeread

I am so glad I read the book, with what I had in mind. The personal reasons will be talked about later.

This book beautifully tugged my sleeves as I read it, the pain, the ongoing feeling of one wrong thing and things will fell apart, the way they showed two different dynamics of family and love and the way Eleanor always felt like wanting to hide, her personality was always surrounded by her insecurity and self doubts and the anxiety, the mf anxiety and the trust they built and the way Park despite having flaws still was there when she needed the most, did everything that was good for her. I just augh..

The book has an open ending and a lot of things left upon self interpretation which makes it so so hard to read in a good day, I feel wanting to know more but that's not how life works and ahhhh..

Was it a happy ending? Maybe, was it a sad ending? Maybe... Maybe Maybe Maybe..

Now for the personal rant, this book had the quote of she looked like art and that quote was kind of shallow, and humane, and it was personal and that was a reason I picked this book. The plot was like so much mirroring my life, it was like a volume turned up version of my life which made it a miserable read but in the end it was a closure I needed. Until the very end.. it showed true love. And the reason this book was personal, was him, who said he loved me, that wasn't the same. It wasn't a love that was doomed(like the book) but a love that was choosen to turn sour.