#zeroreaders

The worst thing in this world is when you have extremely strong, loving feelings for someone but you cant tell them that you do. you are too scared to do so because even though they may be few, your past attempts at relationships haven't exactly worked out for the best. a person may not guess right off the back but even though i am big, strong and can have a tough outer shell i am nothing but a jumble of emotions and am extremely sensative. i am a lover not a fighter, but i just cant bring myself to prove to the world. The biggest guy can feel like a mouse next to the right girl. and when i am around her that is how i feel, i am helpless without her. i try and ignore my feelings but even if im undistracted for 5 seconds those thoughts surface and dont go away easily. i believe that is one of the reasons i became addicted to Trading Card Games, including YuGiOh and Magic: The Gathering. when i have to think about strategies and what i am going to do next my mind becomes occupied and i dont think about much else. Now i know very few people will read this and even fewer (prolly 0) will understand the true meaning behind it but i need somewhere to put my thoughts and it feels nice to share these thoughts with others. i am a mad (as in crazy) lion and she has tamed me and doesnt even know it.