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Saddened because no pics, But Excited because I have lots and lots to tell you.. THE KW afterconvention Report on Ozine Fest 2007 Will air Simulcast from Blogger on APRIL 5, 2007, THURSDAY NIGHT I will get you some previews. 1. Chanced to talk to Sir Eric Go and told him of what AK said to me last time 2. Barrage of DeathNote, Haruhi and yeah, Bleach and Naruto Cosplayers (of course, with the GSD Group Cosplay at sight also) 3. Heavy Bonding moments with the Zen and WTF?! Cosplay Team as I embedded on them. 4. One of our WTFR's won in the individual cosplay competition because of the oh so damn good costume 5. Jet Pangan, Sam Concepcion and Stephanie Cuevas Guestings Whooops. that's all that I can spoil! wakoko! Check out this thursday night here on Multiply

Im getting the haywire of the next 2 weeks..this April Friday will be my Grade Report and the Beck Premiere. Saturday will be the heavily-laden Zen Honbu Meeting Sunday will be KW 15 Report Next Saturday will be Twist's birthday What more??? I am assured of having heavy thoughts on my trips..And that's the subjects of my next KW personals and Multiply Exclusives -HeAdIn'-OuT!-

This is a sent letter to Anime Kabayan,, and only persons whom I personally chose to read it will know my utmost decision to leave Zen Otaku Honbu. I will leave the Honbu on 21 July, 2007, After I resign as moderator the day before... Here is the whole resignation letter to Zen Otaku Honbu admin Anime Kabayan "AK, sana ikaw lang muna po ang makaalam sa aking desisyon...Saka ko na po ipapaalam sa iba sa tamang panahon.Ngayon po, simula noong hindi ako nakapunta sa isang event. feeling ko. isa na akong inutil sa Honbu.. Nadadamay ang honbu sa aking kainutilan..Saka po, hindi po sa nagtatanim po ako ng sama ng loob or anything, pero ako po na napakaaga sa event pero yung iba ko po na mga kasama ay nalalate ng dating at ako po ay naiinis dahil nga ako po ay gumigisng ng maaga pero yung iba ko pong mga kasamahan ay dumarating ng alas-dose o di naman kaya ay mas late na halos matapos na yung event kung dumating po sila.Saka po, mayroon po akong kinaiisan sa honbu na mga member, at hindi lang po sila member lang..May isang junior mod din akong kinaiinisan..Pagkatapos ng Mangaholixx kahapon, napagtanto ko ang isang desisyon na maaring ikabago ng ZOH...at yun ay magresign bilang moderator at iwan ang Honbu isang araw pagkatapos kong magresign..alam kong mahirap at masakit ang mawala ng tuluyan sa ZOH dahil lamang sa mga rasong nabanggit ko sa itaas, ngunit di ko talaga lubos maisip na iiwan ko ang honbu dahil lang sa mga rason na ito..Ayoko nang madamay pa sa maaring malaking gulo kung ilalahad ko pa at hahayaan ko na lamang na iwan ito sa honbu na tanging ako lang ang nakakaalam.Hindi ko naman po kayo iiwan kaagad ng ganun ganun lang,, binibigyan ko ang sarili ko ng dalawang buwan na palugit..Hanggang July 20 na lang po ako maglalagi bilang senior mod ng Honbu.at simula July 21, hindi na po ako magpopost...Mahirap nga po ang mawala ng tuluyan sa ZOH, dahil dito ako nagsimula at dito rin ako naniwala na magagawa ko ang aking gampanin bilang tagapagbalita..Ngunit kailangan ko rin po na magmove on at magmature bilang isang anime otaku...At yun nga po ang kahihinatnan ng aking desisyon...Muli, salamat po sa halos 2 taon kong pagiging isang Kapamilya sa piling ng Zen Otaku Honbu.... -KiRa-YaMato-    "

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Wheeew. what a day 1 of the 6th philippine toycon. And the aftercon of the First day of the event will be online on the 24th of June, 2007. Anyhow. I purged some contacts on my Yahoo! Messenger. and I deleted them not because I just wanted it to delete it. I have a deep reason on why I deleted them. They are all things of my past. and my anger of course.. Last Friday. I thought to myself. The shadows that the past had left me still haunts me. And it's kind of bad because, Hey, I resigned to move on and to meet new friends, not to haunt me again with evil spirits that lurked me for the past 2 years. And I decided to talk with my trusted assistant. He should not give me news about them anymore. It's just like...........................the same since day 1 until the day I resigned. (oh god, hate me now for being an Athrun-ic Emo) The only consolation I got was to ready myself for a probable next time.. And remove all what has been left of me traces of them. I've been hating them. and the things I hate about them should be made also in due time, And. they wanted ME to STOP or ERASE my latest sig on WTF?! which reads "Shame on *name of old forum*, Shame on *name of old forum*" Just look at what they sent to me.. Kuya Kira, I know that you think that I'm not worthy to tell this to you, but I'll do so for the sake of our friendship. Napansin namin ni Sir Anime Kabayan ang isang parte ng signature...... Maybe I don't need to quote what part of that sig is. I know firsthand ang mga hinaing ninyo about the *unnamed* forums. And I know the very reasons you had to leave it. But do remember that your memories you left in *unnamed* are still there. Your account is still open for log-in, and you can come in anytime, announced or otherwise. That's how much we valued your contributions in *unnamed*. So nakakalulungkot lang talagang isipin na nagpalabas po kayo ng ganitong kadestructive na statement, and public pa. Kung meron po kayong sama ng loob against anyone of us here in *unnamed* please tell us PERSONALLY. Huwag niyo na pong idamay ang buong forums. Kung specifically kay Sir AK at Genzo Sanzo po iyon, sabihin niyo po iyon kay Sir AK. Whatever you will say, tatanggapin niya iyon nang maluwag. Why do they need me to stop? Are they still controlling me? HECK NO! I'm not in their control anymore since 2nd of June. So I HAVE THE FREEDOM and the JUSTICE to DO WHAT I NEED TO PLEASE.. So please. I don't need to remove my sig. I will tell all what my problems are in due time PUBLICLY. so that you may know what are your biggest wrongdoings that have you done to me PERSONALLY... They may hate me for doing this. but i'm just paying back on what they did to me.. What an EMO-ing post. and Forgive me for being one (i know i know. I'm NOT SUITED to become EMO). This ain't be the last time. and for sure. Ill be an awkward EMO once anything goes wrong with me.. KW Aftercon of Toycon. 24 June -HeAdIn'-OuT!-

Last Thursday, napagawi ako sa WTF forums upang alamin ang ginagawa ni Kira, pero nagulat ako sa sig niya sa naturang forums: "Shame on ZOH!"Agad akong nag-online sa YM sa pag-asang maka-usap ang mga kapwa ko sannin. Pero si PBN ang online ng mga oras na iyon. Sa pamamagitan niya, nag-abot kami ng PM sa kanya sa WTF forums at hilingin sa kanya na alisin ang mapanirang sig.Ngunit sa pag-aakala kong magiging maayos na ang lahat, ngayong gabi ay nag-post ng retaliation post si Kira sa kanyang Multiply account.Ito ay malinaw na kontradiksyon sa kanyang mga huling pahayag dito sa ZOH.Kaya sa naging sannin online conference meeting namin sa YM! (kami nina Jamibu at tetsugaku-sha) nitong gabi lang ay nagpasya na kaming gumawa na ng aksyon. Sa abot ng aming makakaya ay nangalap kami ng mga ebidensya (mula dito sa ZOH, sa WTF, sa kanyang mga blogs at maging sa YM status na aking agad nakunan) upang maiparating ito sa mataas na pamunuan ng WTF?Hinihiling namin ang inyong kooperasyon. Nagpasya kaming mga sannin na maglalabas kami ng mga sariling pahayag sa isyung ito na dadalhin namin sa WTF? At hinihiling ko rin sa iba pang mga anbus, lalo na kina PBN at soulassasin547, maging sa Hero TV insider na si synth na tumulong sa pagsulong ng kasong ito.Layunin ng ZOH sa pagsampa ng pormal na reklamo laban kay Kira ay ang paglinis ng pangalan ng Zen Otaku Honbu, higit sa lahat kay Jamibu na siyang lumikha ng ating pinakamamahal na anime forums. Sinasabi na namin sa inyo, na kung anuman ang dahilan ng paninirang ito ni Kira ay mababaw lamang.Sana, kung matalino ang mga namumuno sa WTF forums, ay tiyak na hindi magtatagal ang membership ni Kira doon. Huwag sanang mauwi sa labang ZOH vs. WTF kung maiimpluwensyahan ni Kira ang buong WTF forums. Samakatuwid, ito ay sinimulan ni Kira, kaya lalabas na ZOH vs. Kira lamang ang laban na ito.Labag man sa aming kalooban, ngunit kailangan nating gawin ito upang maayos na nating mailunsad ang bagong website at bagong forums ng Zen Otaku Honbu. Now the war has just begun... I have my cards. I have my words. I have everything to say in 10 paragraphs or more about this. They waged it. so do I.. I get the feeling that they really are so very much guilty over what I have done. And they are doing it the hard way they can.. I already made words to my new friends that they should not be involved in this. And I am saying my sorry to them in advance. This is only a war between Me and "them" They do me this and that. I have been humiliated for the past 2 years. I have been marked by others as a moron, a stupid. a blind loyalist. And those were the key points that had made me not an anime otaku but a nut. a fool. a stupid cow. And now that I have left. So do I start my rehabilitation. To find more new friends. and to find what is my true calling.. I have my cards, Trump Cards,  And I'm not scared to lay it down.... -HeAdIn'-OuT!-

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TO: Anime KabayanRE: PERSONAL COMMENTWala ba siyang naaalala sa first ZOH meeting? Hindi ba niya alam ang mga plano? Nakalimutan na ba niya ang advocacy ng ZOH? Sige, uulitin ko:1. ZOH will stand as the advocate of "quality Filipino adaptation in quantity" of ALL TITLES. 2. ZOH will act as the bridge to unite the Filipino otakus from ALL WALKS OF LIFE. Mahirap bang unawain ang dalawang ito?Let's just do this to end things once and for all: AK, send a PM to the WTF! admin containing THE TRUTH. Don't make it public. Just tell them the fact that Red "kira yamato" Mendoza is MAKING A BIG FUSS OVER NOTHING. No one is angry at him rather sad due to his immaturity, irresponsibility and recklessness that will ultimately cause him more trouble to himself. The ZOH staff are neither ignorant nor stupid of their fandom. They just don't want to aggressively assert their preferences to their fellow otakus to merely satisfy their whims not like the fanbrats/purists who keep on insisting their "tunnel-sighted" views which the staff despise.Once we've done this let's forget that the issue ever existed in the first place. The ZOH will be celebrating their 2nd anniversary in a few weeks and is therefore still young. It still has A LOT of things to accomplish in DUE TIME.tetsugaku-shaSannin, Zen Otaku Honbu If you read this. you better ready your swords.. because the next time they hear you lambasting..they will kill you!! Although I love Tagalog-dubbed anime and that's my stand. I changed my views. Nobody will ever believe in what they are doing. And please. don't bother talking to them. they will not be involved in this issue and will never be involved in a petty issue like this. it's very (quoting my former EIC) stupidly preposterous..yet. they made it more.. And There won't be any anniversary to be celebrated. because ZOH is already Dead..