#za7r

okay.. yeah, you’re right. 

Dib: So here’s the thing, from my perspective...

I know that while Zim and I were separated all those years, Zim and Sev were seeing each other for a part of it. Zim told me this recently, and I could kinda guess from the way they look at each other. And, I mean, I also tried seeing other people in those years on Earth, not that it ever worked out for me, because I didn’t know if I’d ever see Zim again. I don’t think about any of those people anymore. 

Zim told me he’s ultimately chosen me because he still has feelings for me, as I do for him, and he wants to be there for Liz. Sev is supportive of that, too. But I get the impression Zim is not over Sev, even if he doesn’t want to admit that. If Zim has feelings for both of us, then I am open to trying to work things out between all three of us. I like working with Sev, I respect him, and I’d like to get to know him more. I admire what he’s done for Zim, to really help him become a better person, honestly. I mean, Sev was the one who pushed Zim to come back to us, even though he knew Zim was going to choose me. 

But I’ve started to feel bad making him “choose”. Whenever I ask him about Sev, it seems like he doesn’t think he can tell me how he truly feels. To be fair, though, I’m still trying to figure out how exactly I feel about it, myself; the idea of some sort of poly situation. I basically just got Zim back, and I’m still sorting through all of THAT baggage too. And with Zim and Sev still flirting apparently, I don’t know... I do want Zim to be honest with me, and to be happy, but I think I do still need some time before something like this. 

I can talk to Zim about a poly relationship in the future. But I have other personal fears that come with that. What if Zim ends up only liking Sev after all? What if Sev is actually the better person for him instead of me?

I just don’t want to lose him again.

so i saw something kinda weird today