Synopsis: Mingi told you that he wanted to wait until marriage to have sex, and you were willing to wait it out.
Pairing: Song Mingi x F!reader
Warnings: loss of virginity, abstinence (not for religious reasons), unprotected sex, creampies, praise, pet names (baby, angel, good boy like one time), missionary, premature ejaculation, it's pretty vanilla ngl, lingerie, desperate mingi, not proofread
a/n: This fic almost jinjja killed me. It's my first time writing anything like this and my first time actually writing smut that's not in headcanon form. The ending is pretty rushed bc I was ready to delete this whole story. I'll be trying improve my writing so I can stop self deprecating in my author notes lmao. Hopefully y'all enjoy regardless!!
Mingi was open about his abstinence. He was the type of person who thought of sex as the ultimate form of vulnerability, and he wasn't well equipped to be vulnerable to just anyone, so he just chose to wait for the right partner to be vulnerable with.
Most of his romantic endeavors failed because of his preference. The same excuses were used every time he was broken up with:
“I just can't wait that long.”
“It's not that serious, it's just sex.”
“I don't want to end up pressuring you.”
He didn't necessarily blame anyone for not wanting him, but all of the rejection did leave a heavy feeling in his chest. Did these women only want him for his looks? Was he not interesting enough? Should he just cave in and have sex with the next person he meets?
All of these doubts and questions swirled through Mingi's head; until he met you.
The two of you met through a mutual friend, Yunho, and hit it off immediately. On the very first date Mingi told you about his abstinence, about his many failures in trying to form a meaningful connection, and how he plans on sticking to his morals. He further explained that he wanted to wait until he was married to have sex.
At first, you were taken aback. You were somewhat opposite of Mingi; you'd slept around quite a bit, so dating someone who was quite literally a virgin and possibly having to wait god knows how long to have sex? That wasn't something you thought you could deal with. Also, you weren't exactly thinking about marriage at the moment; you just wanted something casual. With all of this in mind, you were almost getting ready to break his heart again, but you didn't realize that Mingi would sway you so quickly.
He was so sweet and attentive. You always had a good laugh when you were around Mingi; there was never a dull moment between the two of you, even in silence, there was always some sort of energy floating around.
The first few weeks were pure bliss. You and Mingi were inseparable, always going on dates, staying overnight at each other's houses, MIngi would even bring you lunch on your break from work. Eventually he asked to be your boyfriend, and you accepted without a single doubt. You didn't care about his abstinence; you were willing to wait for Mingi, he had so much more to offer than just sex. That didn't mean that things didn't get… heated at times.
There were nights where the two of you would get into a prolonged makeout session, both grinding into each other desperately. Either you or Mingi reluctantly stopping before you two crossed the line. It was frustrating for you both, but you had to keep each other accountable.
A year had passed, and he asked you to marry him, and it'd be an understatement to say how excited y'all were. Wedding planning was hectic, but everything worked out fine. You and Mingi landed on a small, private ceremony with only your close family and friends in attendance. The reception would have more people and be like a day party than anything. You two even planned for all of the events to be earlier in the day so you can recoup and enjoy your first wedding night without being completely worn.
Your wedding was perfect, a few years back you never thought you'd be in this situation already, but being with Mingi meant that it was worth it.
Tonight was the night, and you were more nervous than you thought you'd be. To be fair, you haven't had sex in about a year and a half. Mingi was waiting just outside of the bathroom, on the bed, probably waiting for you to get out of the bathroom. You were fresh out of the shower, decompressed and stress free; for the most part. You lifted your head to the mirror that was above the sink, checking yourself out.
You wanted to make this special for the both of you, especially Mingi since this would be his first time having sex, so you decided to dress up a little bit.
You had on a white lingerie set embroidered with lace that actually looked a lot like the wedding dress that you wore in your ceremony and reception. It fit you in all the right places. The bra gave you a slight lift and further down your panties made your ass look perfect.
You were ready to walk out even though you were a complete bundle of nerves.
Mingi's eyes landed on you instantly as the door swung open, he was sitting on the edge of the bed with just a pair of grey sweatpants on, the top half of his body was bare and his hair was still a bit damp from the shower he took before you.
His jaw went slack as he took in your figure. He was already half hard from just the anticipation of tonight, but he felt himself growing just by the sight of you. He broke the tension first.
“Shit angel, you look so good.”
Mingi stood up and closed the distance between you, placing his hands on your hips naturally. In this position his eyes were burning into yours, the need inside of them unmistakable.
“Yes really, you look perfect.”
And then it was your turn to make a move. You placed your hand on his chest gently, feeling the sturdiness of his body and the growing beat drumming from inside. You pushed on him lightly, signaling you wanted him to back up, he complied. “Then get on the bed Min, let me take care of you.”
All Mingi could do was nod, his entire body was trembling from a mixture of lust and anxiousness. He'd imagined this day for a long time, and it was finally here. He wasn't completely innocent; he watches porn (well, at least before y'all got together. now he jerks off strictly to pictures and videos of you) and masturbates like a ‘normal’ person, so he wasn't completely clueless.
When you and Mingi discussed what would happen on your wedding night, both of you ultimately decided on going with the flow and not making it a big thing. But it was a big thing for Mingi, his first time. He was sure he'd enjoy having sex with you, but what if he didn't perform well? He was completely inexperienced, how could he possibly make you feel good? His mind started to spiral and you saw it in the subtle change of his expression.
Luckily for Mingi, you always knew how he was feeling and how to remedy it.
You pushed him completely onto the bed, his body going limp as he laid flat on his back. He looked back up at you, doubt still riddled over his face.
“Don't worry about anything, Mingi. I've got you.” You said in a somewhat teasing tone, but it was laced with truth. You were going to make sure that he had a great first time.
You climbed on top of him, thighs caging his hips in. You hovered just enough to not make contact yet.
“Can I kiss you?” You already knew what he was going to say, but you were still cautious.
Mingi answered quickly, breathing already labored “Yes.."
With that you leaned down to press your lips against his, and this felt like your first kiss with Mingi all over again. It felt electric, there was adrenaline coursing through your veins as you kissed your husband with frantic need. Mingi brought one arm around your waist and tangled his other free hand into your hair, deepening the kiss. Everything felt right.
You decided to take the lead and slip your tongue into his mouth causing Mingi to go breathless and let small whimpers escape, egging you on. You explored his mouth, making sure every inch felt the heat of your tongue while you started to grind down on his bulge; you could tell he was fully hard now.
Mingi pulled you away by your hair as he threw his head back, hips rutting up into yours.
“Jus-…just like that baby, fuck.”
You used this chance to change your target area towards the curve of his neck and collar bones, practically making out with it. You left small bites and hickeys all over, Mingi was squirming underneath you now, you knew that he needed more, but you weren't letting up until he asked properly.
Traveling up his neck with small kisses, you finally land on the lobe of his ear and bit down on it lightly. Then, you licked the shell of Mingi's ear, earning a strong shudder from the man.
“You want more, Min?” You whisper.
“Yes please, I want you so bad right now.”
You shook your head, that wasn't enough for you “Be more specific, I can't take care of you if you don't tell me what you want. Hm?”
There was a pause, like Mingi was genuinely pondering on what he wanted you to do to him. He's had so many fantasies about how this night would go, so naturally, he was stuck weighing his options.
“I…I want you to ride me first.” he mutters
“Good boy.” You smile, sitting up more and caressing Mingi's hair. He leans into your touch, reveling in the praise.
You begin to scoot down his body, trailing small kisses down his chest and nipples, until you eventually get to the waistband of his sweatpants. Wasting no time you pull down his pants and boxers down to about mid thigh in one swift motion. His cock sprung out and bobbed against his stomach, already leaking. He was big. You knew this already because you've seen every inch of him already, but you've never had him inside of you; mouth or cunt.
You wanted to taste him, so naturally you grabbed his dick and gave one small kitten lick on his slit before looking up to gauge Mingi's reaction; he hissed at the sensation, all of this was so new to him that it was a bit overwhelming.
“You feel so good, keep going.”
“What's the magic word?” You tease, wrapping your lips around his entire tip while sucking hard.
Mingi couldn't even answer, he just moaned loudly and bucked up to try and fit more of himself into your mouth, you didn't let him. He was already so close, you could tell he was by the way he was twitching in your mouth already. Cute.
As much as you'd enjoy him cumming down your throat, you wanted to save that for another time. You came very prepared today, you even prepped yourself earlier so Mingi wouldn't have to worry about doing it, you'd teach him how to finger you later; all you wanted right now was him. You just hoped you did enough to be able to take him properly.
You lifted yourself up once again, moving the crotch of your panties to the side and hovering above Mingi's dick. You grabbed hold of it, stroking him at a gruesome pace.
“I'm gonna ride you Min, but you have to take everything I give you. Okay?”
“I can be good for you, I wanna be good for you baby” He practically whispers it, the anticipation was too much.
You tease your hole with his tip for a few seconds, and then sink down on him slowly.
“Hngh- fuck wait..” Mingi groans before he thrusts up, making you bottom out. You feel him rut against you once, then twice. He lets out a long moan, the part of his face that you can see is beet red because he's covering most of it with his arm.
Mingi just came inside of you. You weren't disappointed or making fun of it; actually it was pretty hot. Yes, he was a virgin so it was only natural, but the fact that you could even make him cum that quickly gave you a huge ego boost.
“I'm sorry angel, I..I didn't mean to. It's just-”
“Shhh” you cut him off by grinding down on him, you could tell he was getting overstimulated by the way he was writhing under you.
“Can you go another round, or do you want a break?”
“No, no I wanna go another round. Let me… I want to make you cum too.” There was embarrassment in his tone, but also determination
Mingi lifted you off of him and flipped the both of you over. You were on the bottom now. He positioned himself back in front of your pussy with renewed focus. He pushed himself back inside of you slowly, making sure he didn't hurt you and cum again in less than thirty seconds.
“Gonna make my girl feel good” he panted. Mingi was saying it more to himself than he was to you. He was still overstimulated but pushed through.
Earlier, you didn’t really get the chance to register how big he was. Now you felt it with full force when he was fully inside of you again. You were now the breathless one as you clutched the sheets under you, searching for any way to ground yourself.
“Am I baby? Does it feel good?” He was genuinely asking —your pleasure being the only thing on his mind even as he was actively falling apart above you.
“Mhm” is all you could muster up.
MIngi held your hips in a bruising hold as he started to snap his hips forward; it wasnt' fast or hard, he was too scared to do that yet. He started at a hesitant pace. “You feel good too, you're so fucking tight. I'm not gonna last."
His words are getting filthier as he starts to speed up, fucking into you more recklessly. Mingi lacked technique, but his eagerness and size certainly made up for it. He didn't need to aim for a specific spot for you to start to lose yourself in pleasure when he was hitting every spot.
You could feel yourself getting close too; you weren't the only one who hasn't had sex in a long time.
“Mingi, touch me here.” you breath out as you grab one of his hands that have a steel grip on your hips and bring his index and middle fingers to your neglected clit; all red and puffy. You guide his fingers to move in tight circles.
“Yeah..” he mutters. Not needing your aid anymore in rubbing your clit, he sets his own pace that makes your pussy flutter around him. “Is my pretty girl about to cum?” The way you were squeezing his dick made him want to come inside you a second time, but he wanted- no needed you to come first.
You couldn't even tell who was louder: your moans, Mingi's, or the sound of your hips clapping together. Maybe it was all three, you didn't really care at this point.
“Yes Min, I'm so close. Keep doing tha- shit.”
It was all making you dizzy. You thought that you could last a little longer but you heard Mingi chanting your name under his breath; pure lust and need in his voice. Without even warning Mingi, you came harder than you think you ever have, your orgasm crashed through you as your back arched off the bed. Your hips were still greedily trying to fuck back into Mingi's as you chased to prolong your orgasm.
You clenching around his dick impossibly tighter and the way you were desperately grinding into him had Mingi following suit shortly after you. The only sounds that filled the room were pants and moans as the both of you came down from your highs. Mingi had completely collapsed on top of you, he was heavy but you really didn't care much as you were trying to recover from the orgasm you just had.
After a few moments Mingi finally freed you from his weight and rolled off of you, still trying to process what just happened. He turned to you with a smirk on his face.
“No doofus, we're going to bed.” you replied before you got up to turn on the shower again.
Mingi pouted, but he figured that the two of you probably did need to get some rest. There was always tomorrow.
