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Hey, you guys...or whoever is watching...my name is Montana...but feel free to just call me Tana. I’m eighteen, from Toronto...and I’m a freshman in university! I’m undecided, as far as a major goes...and it kind of doesn’t matter anyway...because aside from all of that I’m also pregnant. So, I’m due in March...which would be like...me having to go on leave in the middle of the semester, so I’m not going at all second semester...so I can kind of sit around and think about life for a year without...having to be forced, I guess. Yeah, that’s it. I’m honestly just doing this because I’m bored and waiting for the melatonin to kick in.

I’m in the floor of my room right now...pardon the mess, I had to tear apart my bookbag again, because I couldn’t find the piece of paper that has my log in to my mathlab access for school...you know, so I could log in and bomb a quiz, which I totally did. Also, I couldn’t find the shirt of Roderick’s that I sleep in last night...so I tore that up too...but like...not as frantically as the bookbag.

Anyway, I really don’t like school to begin with. I had to meet with the people in charge of like...academic assistance...for those who need...academic assistance? They were assholes and didn’t give me the accommodations I really needed. I’ve failed two exams already, because when I get stuck on questions, I obsessed and didn’t get to finish...but of course, that’s on me...because I didn’t study enough. Bullshit, but okay. Oh, yeah, I have autism too. I’m on the spectrum, and I’m considered high functioning...but I have some compulsive behaviors that are like...still reoccurring...and now with the baby I have to do like LDL, which means like...daily life skill stuff...so I’m still in therapy for it. I was going to be discharged...because I’d met my social skill goals but...now I’m not and I’m still here...and working with someone on life skills. Which, by the way, was a bummer because originally I had a 24...25...somewhere around that, year old girl as my therapist and she was super nice and like relatable, but now they have me with this woman in her mid-thirties who has like, two kids...I guess to get experience but yeah.

Okay...so I covered school, sort of life...oh, yeah, my boyfriend’s name is Roderick. He’s literally the best person in the world. This is like...one of the few times you’ll probably ever see me without him or like...at least him being somewhere in whichever house I’m in...because we’re usually together. I love him to pieces, and now we’re going to have a baby together...and I’m honestly excited. He has a channel where he posts covers...and I’ll link it below, because he’s good...and you should check him out. Hell, like, half my high school glee club has youtube channels for music. I’ll just link a different one in each video from now on!

I also have snakes...but...my family is caring for them now where they don’t hurt me...which is like...understandable...but I miss them. Roderick has mentioned a dog in the past, but like...I’m terrified of dogs, so I’m not really about it.

Anyway, I’m trying to think of anything else I missed...Oh, on the music thing! I also sing, so maybe I’ll post covers. Probably not, because I’d rather just vlog, because my life is a fucking circus and two of my friends are boyfriends and they fight like really pissed cats 24/7. Plus, my best friend...well, my girl best friend...I also have a guy best friend who is actually my ex-boyfriend but now he’s married to a man...no, I wasn’t his hag, we were like 15...shut up...so, yeah, my girl best friend just had babies and they’re adorable and like...Jane’s actually Beyonce, twins and sass and all, but better. So, I’ll vlog...to you know, show my friends and our crazy life together...because we’re honestly a family...like a real family.