#youwillheal

I thought that loving you meant drawing away

so far from myself, until I finally returned

I realize you only broke me apart to pick me back up,

over and over.

I thought it was therapy.

I thought I was healing, each time you glued me back into

a vessel big enough to

house your insecurities, yet

small enough to

keep me trapped.

___

After all that soldering, craftsmanship, and care,

it wasn’t enough to keep the voices out

or the wind in your hair.

You dropped me & i shattered ( & set my spirit free)

You left & took secrets & pieces with you (& they’re no longer me)

But between fractals of ego & disillusion (dis-illumined)

I found myself beyond the point of fixing (fixation)

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And I’m grateful you broke me (the cycle of breaking)

Because darling, I swear you’ll find

fragments of you 

without place

outside the inferno region

of this expanding cosmic space.