#youtubesucks

Cat meeting the greatest daily art creator ParashockX

Thats the non seasonal pfp btw

Fue una de las mejores decisiones que he tomado para mi contenido. Honestamente, es un gran alivio poder hacer directos con música sin la constante preocupación de que me borren el VOD. He estado usando música que me encanta, y saber que el stream se quedará ahí como un respaldo de mi trabajo es un alivio inmenso.

Además, he vuelto con un objetivo claro: quiero llegar a ser afiliado. Esto sería un paso enorme para poder dedicarme de lleno a hacer streams de arte en el futuro, y cada seguidor me ayuda a acercarme a ese sueño. Por ahora, no uso el micrófono, me da penita después de tantos años sin streamear, pero ya le agarraré confianza.

Gracias a todos los que ya me están siguiendo por ahí. Si aún no lo has hecho, ¡te invito a mi nuevo hogar!

Hello everyone! I just wanted to take a moment to say how happy I am to be back on Twitch.

It was one of the best decisions I've made for my content. Honestly, it's a huge relief to be able to stream with music without the constant worry of my VODs being deleted. I've been using music I love, and knowing that the stream will stay there as a backup of my work is an immense relief.

Additionally, I've come back with a clear goal: I want to reach affiliate status. This would be a huge step towards being able to fully dedicate myself to art streams in the future, and every single follower helps me get closer to that dream. For now, I'm not using the mic, I'm a bit shy after so many years without streaming, but I'll get the hang of it.

Thanks to everyone who is already following me there. If you haven't yet, I invite you to my new home!

Youtube can eat a bag of assholes and choke on the dingleberries. They age gated the video.

Here is the #13 EP for Tara Dikoff called GAIN. Watch and support my video to give it back to Youtube, the employer of fucking morons.

I write this to put it out into the universe that I am currently going through a phase of incredible, extraordinary and overwhelming loneliness. I just can’t take this anymore... I spend all my free time watching shows/ videos/ interviews involving friends or just groups of people also, I find myself addicted to reaction channels on YouTube so that I don't have to watch funny videos alone. I am going mad. Please if anyone in any part of this universe is reading this, I NEED HELP!! I don't want to go to therapy cause I don't want my parents to freak out and also it is just too expensive. But honestly, this is really, getting on to me. I spend hours after hours watching countless number of videos/ movies/ series just to see people socialising, I listen to podcasts to make myself feel like I have people to converse with. Throughout the day I barely speak 5-6 sentences with 5-6 words in them. It's mostly me telling my mom/ dad if I will drink milk or not or some shit like that... I have disabled all my social media accounts ‘cause they were too addicting but now I am just addicted to YouTube, I spend a few minutes watching the videos on YouTube but spend hours together scrolling through the comments section 'cause it gives me a sense of community and a feeling of belongingness. As if it were not enough that it turned my entire frikkin like upside down, this coronavirus situation is indeed driving my insane. I can't take this anymore... God!! It ain't like I don't got any friends, as a matter of fact I have plenty of 'em. But there's only little that you can talk about with people whom you've not spoken with for almost an entire year and even if there are ones with whom I have managed to stay in touch, it is just not the same thing conversing over a phone plus there really are not many topics for us to talk about considering all my 'friends' are ones from school and school ended an actual 3 years ago. I mean there is RKM with whom I can discuss politics and cricket but that is a) a boring conversation to have with a friend and b) not so engaging when you have to do that over phone because when you are talking to a person, in person, you actually have a lot of time to recollect topics you want to discuss and just the physical aspect of it adds sooo much to a conversation, but when you have to talk on a phone, irrespective of it being an audio or video call, you've got to remember all that you want to say at least 5 minutes before you make the call so that there are no awkward silences in between. IT’S JUST NOT THE SAME! I really would love to go hang out or do such similar 'fun' stuff but the 'demic is giving us all a hard time and even if it weren't for the 'demic I just don't want to waste my parents' money on my pleasures plus I am lazy, not to forget the fact that I am too addicted to YouTube to even want to move out of my room and that I think 'hanging-out' is plain boringg. 

I don't know manhhh I guess I will just die of boredom. I really want to make this blog non-anonymous and public, that way I can have actual interactions with people  other than myself but I'm afraid doing so will affect my writing style and I may end up writing less for the love of it and more to pander to what excites people... I don't want to ruin the fun of the one activity I am able to do despite all that's been happening right now in my life. Nope, not for a gazillion dollars. (I am not completely trashing the idea of going non-anon 'cause I may do that in the future if I mature enough as a writer to not get affected by the likes/ dislikes of my readers)