#yourfucked

He loved her, so he says

he obsessed about her, 

worshiped her then he pushed her away

He pushed so hard, she cracked

right down the middle

and exposed her soul to the world 

She sank, she sank so low

she drowned in this sorrow

He ignores her, drives her to insanity

She tries anything to make herself feel good...justified

No longer scared of the world

no longer scared of the consequences 

She slowly kills herself with self pity

 it consumes her

She awakened to the sadness, 

 the insanity of the world 

 She no longer sees colour,

 just black and white

 She doesn't recognize herself anymore

The girl she once was is long long gone

what remains is a shell of who she used to be

A shell filled with misery, sadness, nothing besides

alcohol abuse.....barely functioning

She wakes up, and wonders why? 

Is there anything to wake up for

Contemplating what to do..... 

Do I face the world, or drown it out? 

Do i continue breathing.....? It's too much effort.... 

You pushed me away 

You killed my soul 

You killed me.....