#youngwoon

Its weird. My heart is heavy yet relieved. I havent been well recently and Youngwoon’s departure made my heart ache yet tear in relief. I never thought about you leaving because i guess somewhere, i imagined you standing on stage with our 14 other stars, shining brightly. While some cried for your return and some cursed for you to leave, i felt conflicted because a part of me honestly did not know how i felt. I wanted you to stay with suju till the sun rose from the west but i also wanted certain elfs to stop attacking and screaming at you, insulting you for simply breathing.

Youre not perfect, nobody is and youve made mistakes, we all admit it, but I hoped to see you change. In my religion, no one should judge others (tho im not perfect and am guilty of it) and only God should. And i know, suju adores you. Who am I, a mere fan, to accuse you of being a terrible person, when the group i adore supports you to the moon and back? I dont know how to feel about it still, but i’ll support you wherever you go.