#youngalexander

But, Sam is definitely not dating Amy again. Sorry to be crass, but "been there, done that." 🤷‍♀️

Young Alexander - Trailer

I no longer live life in the now, for I feel that my life is irrelavnt to time I spend days wondering and thinking about how may my words become better, How my rhetoric transform into the smooth I wanted life to be my best friend with all thats in it A sad truth is that when life doesnt go as planned it just becomes an acquaintance horrors that I have faced as the years passed I run from a self created nightmare called me I run from who i am who was and fearful of who i may be With nothin to stablize me . There is no anchor that can hold me down No one is there to bring any light to my own darkenss the past current and future relationship with any one has taught me well - for that i am grateful The con is the fire it brought to my brain full of confusion and the heartache that has taken over a organism of peace Speak of her as i speak of my fears i dare not to  To show bravery i must. She was my everything my world my castle on a hill in the sky. Until the sky turned grey and all my futuristic fantasies become the morbid reality I feel no pain so tears do not fall down from my eyes but just droplets of water I asked for the LORD for strength to move on and try to reconcile with myself to never make the same mistake twice But a fool never knows better She was there when i wanted but never appeared when i needed her My eyes blood shot red from the truth that has appeared to me I am no longer her one and only she is nothing but a myth to me shame to her and myself. Never found the right love or then ill still be there Never found love at all or then she will still be with me I roam aimleslly with no destination wishing there was a home with my name attached a smile that could melt the cold from heart All i receive is cold sweats and heat chills in a bed that is only my own Will life promise me pleasure or will pain continue to knock on this door of misery. I pray to no longer be a prey to lifes wicked vengeance I will smile even though i do not know what is to come

DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT.

YA engraved teapot (pre-fire)