The War Outside by Monica Hesse.

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there is this huge knot in my stomach. i feel like theres this huge weight on my shoulders and it's about to break me. im almost physically in pain. i just want to sob and bawl my eyes out. im getting so sick of this. its getting to the point where i litterally can not handle this anymore. and its sad, because i shouldn't feel this way. no one should have to feel this way. everything else is numb. my nose is getting that funny feeling and my eyes are tearing up. i just want to fucking scream. i love you. with all of my heart i do. but i can't take any of this anymore..i can't even go out with two friends to the movies without us fighting. you act like you don't trust me and you take everything the wrong way. i don't know what to do. i really..really don't....