...'cause I realized it's been a year since I was last in love, like for real.

A whole fucking year has passed by...so fucking quickly!

But anyways, I just miss being needed in both an emotional and physical way...and the other way around. Sometimes it's just what I need...but I can't. And when I finally get someone to cuddle with for one night, I'm satisfied for a few days, but then I just want more...but that I can't neither!

...where I'm gonna complain about my life, so I'll hide my thoughts behind the "Read more"-button, because I know that some of you might not care and stuff...

But first of all, don't take this 100 % seriously...I just had a bad day (I think), so now I think I'll just let it all out, important or not.

So today I went shopping with my family, and the main thing for me was to get a pair of new shoes...which I got, but despite the amount of clothes and other stuff I tried on, there wasn't a single thing besides those shoes that fitted me or looked good on me in my opinion - so 6 hours of shopping in two malls actually gave me only one pair of new shoes...

And then another thing that bothers the shit out of me: After my and Seline's NOTH promotion in our city, I decided to make a video of our video clips and pictures we took meanwhile, and since I don't have any great video editing program, I'm using Windows Movie Maker...but anyways, I completed it yesterday and I tried to convert it to a file that can be used to play it, and then it said that something was fucking wrong, and I can't find out what the fuck it is! It's just so typical...I know I'm late, 'cause it was NOTH promotion week last week, so I don't really need a editing program fucking with me!

And last, my work - no, don't get me wrong, I love my work, but 4 workdays á week...I can't handle it...plus my mom already kind of planed every non-workday I have with things, so I kind of feel I don't have a vacation at all...everything is just planned, I can't stand it. Of course I could just say no to some things, and I probably will in the end, but it's just that even when it's not vacation I'm not with them that much, or at least not my mom, so I kind of feel like I need to be with them now that we both have no excuse not to.