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This sounds really dangerous... broken ankles kind of dangerous...

Yeah, it’s crazy. I hope they weren’t standing in the pit. I was wearing Docs and when my toes were stepped on, it really hurt.

That's great news! I hope so too!

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Aww that's great! I keep my fingers crossed for you!

I have caught something too, unfortunately a new job isn’t it. I wish us the best of luck with all this crap.

pure cuteness

i just answered question number 20 below, dear mae, but onto the other ones:

49. Do you make wishes at 11:11?

never, and i don’t know why i should? is there something special about this time? 

39. Do you get stressed out easily?

This one is hard to answer, because I'm more used to focus on my negative traits. Let's see if my therapist did his job well ;)

1. I'm a caring person. When I feel like I can help someone with either hug or a pice of advice, I do it. You can say that I'm better at solving other people's problem better than my own.

2. I'm honest, sometimes really blunt. Some people mistake it for rudeness, but I usually mean no harm. For example, when I see that someone's behaviour will lead to inevitable disaster I'll be the one to say it loud and clear. The same goes for the more trivial matters like hairstyle, clothes, etc. 

3. I'm open-minded. I don't have a sense of superiority towards others. I'm usually curious and have a constant hunger for knowledge, so I like exchanging opinions with others. 

4. I'm a forgiving person. Like, even if someone did something bad to me, I'll forgive them eventually. That doesn't mean that when someone is treating me like a piece of shit, I'd say "that's all right, I forgive you, let's be pals". No. It's more like "you treated me like a piece of shit, I forgive you, but I don't want you around anymore so gtfo". 

5. Hmm... (I'm running out of things to say^^) Well, I can say I'm also loyal to people I care about, but I won't stop anyone by force if they want to leave. Some people just come and go and that's natural.

Yes that’s how it will end up, because you’re the better friend here, honestly.

Aah, you'll never accept that you're the one who helped me become a better friend the most this last year, will you ?

I can't even count how many things I was able to accept & change about myself, only because you were there. I'll repeat it until you'll accept it.

I always looked up to someone in my life... I always needed someone who I'll admire for things I wasn't able to do. & one day, many months ago, you became that person. If I was able to change so much, it was thanks to your support, to my personal strength but also because among all those persons I always admired, you were the only one who never, ever, looked down on me... even if I was the one that put myself lower over you. Every single person I admired, because I couldn't help myself, took advantage of it, willingly or not... until you.

You can't even begin to understand how that changed my way of seeing myself. & because I can now see myself as a good person, I became a better friend. You can't be a good friend if you put everyone on a pedestal & spit on yourself.

You are a great friend. Don't ever think otherwise just because you think you're too grumpy or too honest or too whatever you think you are.

Nnnnh. Okay I’ll do my best.

Generally, even if I don’t feel really fine myself, if I see a friend in need, I’ll overcome my sadness to help her/him. Actually, helping people makes me feel better because I find motivational words most easily when I’m trying to cheer up someone & then I can apply them for myself.

continuation of this, I’m pretty good to support other’s dreams. I don’t really believe in “impossible” & I’m good to help people believe in themselves. I like to push my friends to actually see their dreams as goals because even if the real “dream” is really impossible, there’s always a compromise to make to find happiness.

I’m compassionate. Sometimes it’s a real problem, because I’m also supersensitive… but even when I never experienced a pain myself, I try to understand it. Combined with the fact that I’m a good listener, I usually understand people pretty well. The day I admitted that everyone “works” differently, I improved. I usually know when to approach someone in pain, when to talk to them, when to leave them alone because I can read their reactions. I would say that I’m just good at acknowledging & deal with others’s pain & personality because I know how to put myself in their shoes. Does all of this even make sense ? I was just thinking of how I’m often a mediator between people & how my friends come to me because I’m the one who’s gonna explain why this person acted like this & what she was probably thinking & what you should do now to help them.

… now this is getting difficult. Hum. I’m open-minded & curious. I like talking with people & learning things so it may be nothing, but I’m not someone who will look down on other people or who will not want to admit she’s wrong. If I’m wrong, it’s okay. If you teach me something it’s better. I have my ideas & I will not just agree to anything someone could say, but I can question myself too.

aah. I’m loyal. I always said that as long as you don’t stand between me and my dreams, we can be friends until death. (which is what my mother did & well… it didn’t end well.) I can accept & understand a lot of things, I can forgive & give others chances as long as the other respect me as a person. If the other really disrespect me, I’ll end the friendship & never look back. This happened too. But that’s why I still have so many friendships that lasted for so long… Most of the friends I have today have stayed around for the past 6 to 9 years now. & I’ll stay with them forever.

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