Warning: non-con, nsfw, uses of drugs, mentions of violence, emotional blackmail, this is NOT a healthy relationship.
Extra: inspired by Satanophany.
“Please don’t leave. I promise I’ll fix this just―don’t leave me here alone.”
Dazai tightened his grip around you. He doesn't- never wish for things to go this far, yet when he opens his eyes there you are, trembling and crying. Bruises that has been hidden underneath the bandages, just like him. The only thing he doesn't want you two to match.
It's like there were two Dazai to begin with, one at day and one at night. You're unfamiliar with the nighttime Dazai, he sounds much more, void. You knew he was a former executive of the mafia, yet you never actually 'witness' how he was back then. Until now that is.
He was so gentle, so caring and sweet before dusk, it's the Dazai you fell in love with, the detective who always teases Kunikida until he snaps or pushing his paperwork to Atsushi, claiming that it's how he 'teaches' his subordinates. He would sometimes surprise you with gifts, a bouquet or some sweets, or he would take you out on a lunch, dinner date and treats you, not using a certain blonde's money, of course.
But, as he used to claim, the night belongs to the mafia. Dazai before dawn was completely different. You didn't know what triggers him to be like this, he was desperate in a way, desperate to keep you by his side. He doesn't take things lightly, as he kept you locked in your shared apartment. The first time your escape failed, he had chained your hands to the bedposts. The second time you fail, your legs was chained as well. As for the third time... He literally forced aphrodisiacs down your throats and had his way with you. Dazai enjoys a nice game of cat and mouse, but it ends here. He trusted you to not be so foolish enough to run away from him, yet it appears that he was wrong.
When he woke up the next morning with you, chained to the bed, he had frightened. When he unchained you, ignoring the sore hips and legs as an aftermath of last night's event, you back up right away when you saw him extend his hand to you. The sight of you unconsciously covering your head, tears streaming down your cheeks, all the visible bruises on your body and the purple-tinted red hickeys all over your neck and chest makes him clenched his teeth. He can only mutters apologies like a broken records as he embraces you.
Dazai helps you clean yourself, then he proceeds to clean your wounds, wrapping them in bandages and carries you to the sofa. He held you tightly in his arms, you could felt his tears dampening the fresh bandages around your neck, and it makes you hesitate before wrapping your arms around his body, returning the hug. He looks like a whole different person now. It's almost unbelievable how this man was the same one who ravaged you last night.
The only thing you never notice was the smirk hanging on his lips. Of course he knew this. How could he not? It was an act. If Dazai didn't claim you right there last night, he'd lost you to someone else, and that was the last thing he wishes for. The way he saw men fawning over you like moth over flames makes his blood boils. He knew he had to take matters to his own hands.
A part of him was scared that you would one day leave him like how his friend did. He just wanted to have something precious for once, he just wanted to not lost what he never wanted to lose. Old habits dies hard as he resolved to the mafia way. He just wanted to keep his darling safe, and you understand that, don't you?
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Warning: crack, fluff, some suggestive contents, a bonus ft 15!Dazai & Chuuya. Fuck off if you're tryna file a complaint on me.
Best with: Uninvited School - Blue Archive OST
Dazai
He knows what this is. Ofc, what do you expect from this man?
Will try that out even when you two are at the ADA. He doesn't give a damn about his co-workers covering Kyouka's eyes.
Might use that to initiate a make out session in the office.
His style is using one hand to trap you as his other lift your chin up so your eyes are locked.
"Uh...Osamu..? What are you doing?"
You knew that moment when you asked Dazai whether he knows what a kabedon is, you fucked up. As by now, you're trapped between the Agency's nearest wall and your beloved Dazai's arm.
His free hand spare no mercy as he grabbed your chin, forcing you to look into his eyes. If not for the ruckus everyone else is causing in the background, you could've focus more on those brown orbs you adore so much, but alas, this isn't your shared apartment, but the Agency, and well, Kyouka is there too.
Your background was a Kunikida who had broke his who-knows-how-many pen in this week, a Yosano in the back sighing as she was covering innocent Kyouka's eyes. At the same time, the Tanizaki siblings were reacting differently, as Naomi were fangirling over the scene, her "I want you to do that too, dear brother~" didn't went unheard, Tanizaki, on the other hand was flushing as he tries to refuse his little sister. The luckiest thing were probably Atsushi was accompanying Kenji out for a job, while Ranpo was too busy munching on his snacks, though the scene didn't went unnoticed to our great detective.
"Now, what do you say we continue this later, just you and me in our bedroom, hm?"
Dazai whispers in your ears, right before Kunikida strangles the man as he dragged him away, claiming he won't let that bandage-wasting-device ruin the perfect scenery of the office anymore.
Chuuya
He knows what this is, like Dazai. But due to the height (dis)advantage, he may or may not perform this to his lovely s/o.
If you beg him till he deems enough, he may consider giving you what you want, but would be a little different.
He'll use his leg to trapped you instead, so instead of a kabedon we'll have a ashidon. Oops?
Jokes aside, I personally think he'll be using one hand and one leg on both side so you cannot escape.
"Your... wish is my command, princess."
You could've swore you felt him sighing as he press on each syllable. And how did this happen again? It kinda cost you a bottle or two of Chuuya's favorite wine, plus one night with you wearing his favorite lingerie set, which of course, he chose that out for you himself. All of that, just for a fleeting moment of recreating your favorite scene in a certain shoujo manga. Was it all worth it?
But right now, as you, trapped between the ginger and the wall, you felt no regret. It wasn't exactly like how you imagine it would be, as he traps you with a hand on this side, and a leg on the other side, supposedly due to your lover's (dis)advantage of heights. But it's counted, right? This still count as a kabedon, right?!
You could saw his smirk, the one he always did before he beats up the enemies, and that moment you knew you fucked up. Chuuya took his chance while you were still loading and leaned in, his face unbelievable close to yours, "You wouldn't mind if I claim my payment right here, would you?"
Oda
God. This man. Where do I even start?
Like our boi sushi, he won't know what this is until he asked his friend Dazai.
Definitely not Dazai laughing his ass off in the bar while Oda is just like "Oh, i understand now." as if nothing just happened.
Man is a walking pole I tell you so he'd definitely be able to do this without flaws.
His style will be using both hands as he leans close enough to kiss you, leaving no escape, the pressure from this man feel like he's going to eat us-
When you first asked Oda for a kabedon, you honestly didn't think it'll be something like this. He admitted that he didn't know what that is, so at time like this, Oda'd seek help from his best friend. Dazai, was more than happy to assist him in this, so the two spent a whole night at Lupin studying about kabedon, while Ango in the back refuse to add this 'weird' knowledge.
So when the tutoring session end, Oda decided to try his newly acquired skill on you, like you asked for. You, caged in between his hands, your back was against the bedroom wall, the red-ish hue on your cheeks didn't went unnoticed as Oda leans in to steal your lips for a brief moment.
As you would describe, Oda's kiss taste like adulthood, filled with bitterness. The slight taste of caffeine and the harsh, painful taste of cigarettes, mixed with a hue of whiskey, just like him. And you love it, you love the addicting bitterness you can never get enough, and the mafioso loves that sweet, not-so-innocent taste of yours as well.
But worry not, for the night is still young. And who's to say Oda will let you go that easy?
Atsushi
Needs to be persevered.
Too precious for his own good.
He mistook that for a type of rice bowl at first but after Dazai explains what it is (cue the whole ADA holding their laughter in the background) sushiboi almost fainted.
The first time is kinda awkward so you had to show him how it's done.
Kinda backfired on him, poor boy-
"(y/n)..? What are you doing?!"
The white-haired flinched slightly as you cornered him to the nearest wall, hands on both side so he can't run away.
"Showing you how it's done, of course!"
Earlier today, when Dazai was talking about kabedon down the cafe, Atsushi couldn't help but ask what was that. Maybe the tiger's fur has, erm, overgrown in the ear, so that's why he mistook it as a new kind of ricebowl. Dazai was staring for a good while before burst out in laughter, which quickly spread to the Tanizaki siblings, and Yosano, even the infamous detective Ranpo, who was currently enjoying his parfait had to pause a bit so he can join the wagon.
You were running an errand so by the time you came back, everything has ended, but luckily for you, you have Naomi at your back! She told you everything, even that part later on when Dazai had to explain what a kabedon is to Atsushi. So an idea popped up in that small, mischievous head of your. Why not show him how it's done?
And that leads us back to the present as you were cornering Atsushi, the pinkish hue spreaded all over you two's cheeks. Yet what surprised you was that Atsushi decided it's his time to strike back as he leans up and claim your lips. The sudden act made the gears in your head stopped, inevitably, your hands slowly slipping off their positions, so he took that as a chance to grab your wrist and pinned you down the mattress.
"You know, (y/n). I am a man too, and as they said, men are hungry wolves. So why don't you let me have a taste then?"
Fyodor
This man? Yes, he speaks Japanese fluently, even better than a Japanese person even. But when it comes to culture and stuffs he's a complete fool.
Luckily for him, the (beloved) clown is there to assist!
Nikolai gave him a private tutoring session later, he even prepares some documents (shoujo manga) to help his friend understand faster, though I doubt this is needed with his intelligence...
After the tutoring session, he'd achieved the level of a almost-perfect kabedon. With one hand and one leg on both side, his free hand is free to lift your chin, as you were forced to lock eyes with him, he'll take no time but lean in for a quick, chaste kiss that's just enough to make you yearn for more.
When it comes to this foreign language, Fyodor is confident that he doesn't sound one bit like an outsider. But he doesn't pay that much focus to culture and anything else, because to him, language is just an another tool he uses to achieve his utmost goal.
So when you first brought up the topic of a 'kabedon', he had no idea what that is. But Nikolai, who was, coincidentally present at the moment, decided to jump in, "No worries! I'll teach you everything you need, Dos-kun!" before dragging his best friend somewhere else.
And the jester stays true to his words, as he brought out everything you need for a, erm, lesson? From illustration to videos as examples, even a dummy from where ever the hell he keeps it. He has everything he needed, and to make it even more, fancier, as he claimed, Nikolai even took them out from his cloak, just like Dora*mon.
Results? Well, now you can enjoy the feeling of a shoujo manga heroine with your beloved man, as he had mastered the art of kabedon, with one hand on the side, and one leg on the other side, the demon can seize the chance to grab your chin, forcing your eyes to met his violet irises, which you once told him they're like a kind of drugs, since once you've gaze upon them, you could never escape.
As you lost yourself in his eyes, Fyodor had his lips pressed against your in a swift movement, but the moment didn't last long, as the kiss were quick to come and quick to leave as well. But then there comes another chaste kiss, follows by another, leaving you hungry for more.
"I have to admit, I do enjoy your helpless state, myshka. Why don't you show me more?"
15!Dazai + 15!Chuuya
You were going to try this out on them, but it backfired, of course. And now we have an uno reverse card situation. But again, who wouldn't want to be sandwiched between these two?
Who would've knew a small shenanigans of your could lead to such huge consequences? You, trapped between the most powerful duo of Port Mafia, and maybe the whole Yokohama even.
It was when your braincells decided they're gonna take a break for today and let the stupid part do all the work, so as you three were in Dazai's office, you, out of all questions decided to ask them about kabedon. The two young boys exchanged a look before nonchalantly replies in unison,
"No. Care to teach us?"
If it were to be your everyday self, you would've refuse because there is absolutely no way they can't know what it is. Unfortunately, your braincells are on their vacation, and you waltzed right in their hands. So you asked them to stand over the nearest wall, and after struggling for a good while, congratulations, you managed to trapped the two in your arms. Their backs pressed against the wall as your hands rested right by the side of their heads,
"I guess... It looks like this?"
Before you could leave, or could even register what was happening, Dazai and Chuuya had quickly pulled you back. As by now you became the trapped one, Dazai on your right and Chuuya on your left, they tower over your body.
"I think it's our turn now. Don't ya think so?"
Followed by Chuuya's words, a kiss was placed on both side of your cheeks. You couldn't possibly imagine you, being toyed by two younger boys like this. But oh how the table had turned. Dazai, being the faster soon places a kiss on your lips, ignoring the complaints coming from the ginger.
"Now you are mine~"
"Hey! Since when was she yours, you suicidal freak?!"
Chuuya, didn't want to be left behind, suddenly pulls you towards him and claim your lips in a rougher manner comparing to his partner.
When you two parted, Dazai was holding onto you from behind, only now you see him acting like a true child. And Chuuya, who obviously doesn't want to lose, holding you close to him,
To the anon I accidentally private answer your request without finishing 😭😭 prompt 7 & 38 with Dazai!
Warning: uses of drugs, non-con, dub-con, slight nsfw, lovesick!Dazai, this is NOT a healthy relationship.
“You’re weak. You need me.”
His voice came out a mere whisper as his fingers trail your fragile body.
Dazai has a habit of saving what's best till last, be it the strawberry on the shortcake you occasionally brought him, or the quail egg in the meat bun you two share on a trip down Chinatown. Even you. He knows that patience is a virtue, but he can't help himself when it comes to you. Just the sight of you is enough to make the brunette lost his composure, he wants you to be his and only his.
To him, you look utterly gorgeous, the way you waltz in the agency, the way you greet other members with that soft, angelic voice of yours. Love is blind, and that leaves no exceptions, not even Dazai can escape it. And of course he knew that. He had seen not one, but many who gone mad for love, and his only miscalculation was that he thought he could escape Cupid's arrow.
Alas, the last straw breaks the camel's back was when he saw you talking in such a casual way with a man he never met. He knew he must not let his old mafia self to have a grasp of him, yet here he is right now, standing right in front of him, staring at the void in Dazai's heart.
"You and I both know that we will eventually lost what we never want to lose. So why not act now before it's too late? Or is it that you prefer to see her cold, dead body in your arms, or maybe you prefer to see the fair lady in someone else's arms?"
No. Dazai wants you. He wants you to be his, and his only. Tightened the grip on his palm, he decided to let the demon prodigy, the former mafia executive takes place just this once.
You wake up to a familiar ceiling. It was Dazai's to be precise. You had seen this far too many, be it the countless times when you come over and cook for the detective to make sure he eats properly, or when you brought him some sweets you claimed to had 'accidentally bought too much' just to check on Dazai and his drinking habit, or those sleepless intimate nights when you two were moaning each other's names.
Dazai's fingers never stopped even once, by now they had already trailing up your thighs to your slick cunt, ready to dip themselves in your heat once more. He knew that you're awake, and yet the idea of stopping never once crossed his mind. His eyes cast over you, the way don't shine like how they used to sent chills down your spine, and the only thing you remember before falling into the hell of pleasure was his fingers making their way in your aroused heat and his soothing words sounds like a lullaby yet the same time sounds like calls from the abyss,
“I’ll make you feel so good you won’t even be able to think about anyone else.”
Warning: mention of suicide and violence, hint of suicide attempts (reader, Dazai), Chuuya being an affectionate drunkass, slight guilt-trip in Fyodor's part.
Notes: Based on personal experiences. A little self-indulge. Chuuya's part came out longer than I expected whew-
Best with:
Phantom - HI3 (Dazai's part)
Inherit - HI3 (Chuuya's part)
Storm - HI3 (Fyodor's part)
(*) - Honkai 4.8 trailer
(**) - Honkai 5.0 trailer
(***) - Honkai 4.1 trailer
Dazai
An empty shell expecting the first ray of dawn (*)
He was surprised, to say the least. It reminds him of how most member of the ADA reacts to his suicide attempts (ch 2)
Dazai is smart enough to notice how his friend, who's now his s/o has been feeling down lately. You don't talk as much as you did before, you doesn't focus on your work or what he said most of the time, how the dark circles under your eyes increasing.
So one night, he took you out to your, and also his comfort place - Lupin. After a few drinks, when your sober state has long gone, he finally broke the silence and asks you what happened.
You have been having a hard time lately, but it isn't work that's worrying you. Everyone in the ADA treats you really good, it's just that you can't stop the negative thoughts flooding your mind.
"Hey, I've been thinking about your invitation. I think I might go with you."
"My, you're really funny~ We've been going out for quite a while already!"
"No, I meant when you asked me to join you for a double suicide. I think I'm ready now, Osamu."
His heart suddenly drops. You're joking, right? You were the one makes him wanted to live, even just a little longer so he can be with you. And now you're telling him that you want to throwaway your life? Dazai's words came out like he was on autopilot,
"Don't die. Please."
Dazai can't tell are you making a happy or sad expression right now as you smiled at those words.
"It's the first time."
What? No, no, no. Your first time? What first time? The Demon Prodigy in the past is now having a trouble understanding his drunk lover, how cute.
"The best I was told that, if that's what I've decided then they won't stop me anymore."
The fuck was that? Honestly, it kinda reminds Dazai of when Atsushi first join the Agency, and the newcomer was the only one helped him when he failed, what he claimed was a suicide attempts.
He suddenly pulls you in, embracing you tightly. He had lost someone important once. And he doesn't want to, doesn't intent to lose them again.
"I'll tell you as much as you want to hear. Just... Please. Don't leave me alone..."
His voice cracked, just like the strong facade you've been struggling to keep all this time. Clinging to him like a lost child, you cried as if you had never cried in your life.
Chuuya
When the darkness seized the long night,
Did it envisage its end at the hands of a shooting star? (**)
He's gonna flip the table for real. Man is pissed hearing that bullcrap.
No, he isn't mad at you. He is mad at himself for not paying attention to this sooner, and at those who didn't treat you the way you deserve to be.
He knew that you were from an abusive family, since he was the one picked you up from that hellhole you crawled out from.
Chuuya asked for a paid vacation so he can spend time with you, listening to you, take you out on dates, spoiling you rotten in the desperate hope that you'll feel better.
"Come again?"
"Chuuya, it really is the first time I was told not to die."
"If it was someone else I'd say that's a load of bullcrap... But it's you... I trust you."
When you started befriending Chuuya, you mention that you aren't interested in dating, and the ginger agreed on this. To you, it was the fear of an abusive partner, like how your parents turned out. To Chuuya, it was the fear of losing someone he loves. Whatever the reason is, you two had to make sure to yourself that you won't fall in love with the other.
He didn't fail to notice the bruises and fresh bandages you've been covering up on your arms every time you two hang out. When he asked what happened you told him that you fought with some thugs who picked on you, but Chuuya knew you were better than that. So he asked again and again, until you finally confessed it was because of your parents. When one party left, the only victim left was you.
Having no one you can crash on to hide, you had to suffer everytime they're in a bad mood. If lucky enough you'll be spare with one or two slap across the face, but if not... There was a time when they were drunk, and you were pinned against the wall with a knife against your throat. It was lucky that they didn't kill you at that point, for they claimed that they won't be able to sell a haunted house.
"Hey, don't die."
"Why of all sudden?"
"Dunno. Just feel like I want to say so. We're friends, right? Isn't that what friends should be doing?"
Everything still felt like an old dream to you, from the day you muttered up the courage to ask for help from Chuuya, to the day you finally moved in with him, and to the day he confessed to you.
Occasionally, when he gets a rare day off from the executive duty, Chuuya would enjoy his wine collection with you. He teaches you everything he knew, from the simplest thing like their names, what they're made of, how strong they are, to how you can tell the difference between one that's been aged well and one that isn't, or where can you get his favorite one, Pétrus.
Chuuya is known for his love to alcohol yet somehow can't tolerate it, so that night, when he took glasses after glasses, to the point he'd mistaken you with his ex-mentor, Kouyou.
"Ane-san, I know that I'd agreed with- hiccup! her that we aren't looking for something over friendship - hiccup!"
"But I just can't help it. She was so fragile, yet she still tries to carry all those burden by herself... I can't help but saw somewhat my mirror image in her... The way her fire won't go out no matter how hard we tried to extinguish it."
"I think I'm in love with her."
Your face flushed a deep shade of red hearing the not-so-indirect confession Chuuya gave you. That's how he truly thinks of you?! Whilst you were still panicking at the sudden confession, Chuuya was already out cold on the sofa, and if you listen closely, carefully, you can even hear him breathing. You smiled at the sleeping executive as you pull the blanket over his body. Maybe it's time you give love a chance it deserves.
Fyodor
But even the weakest amongst us fight to defend their faith and belief (***)
Let's be honest, this man? He doesn't look like the type to actually, be in a relationship, since he's too busy chasing his ideal world, the promised land.
But when he does? Hoo boy.
Honestly, he might be a little surprise hearing so, but the surprise look won't last past a second on his face.
Will sit down and listen to you, if the root of the problem is something he can fix, he'd offer to help you (without involving killing or, ehem, brainwashing anyone, hopefully...)
Fyodor's cold hand cupped your cheeks, his other free hand held your hand tightly, as a glance it seems to be an intimate act, yet his eyes scream the opposite. He rolls up your sleeve, revealing the new scars trailing from your wrist to your elbow.
"Myshka, mind telling me what is this?"
You can't remain silence forever, because if there's anything you've learnt, that neither lying or the silent treatment works with this man.
"Did you cut yourself again, (y/n)?"
You nodded. It couldn't be helped, old habit dies hard and you can't help but resort to the blade. What else can you do? Your beloved Fedya wasn't there for you, and the blade was whispering to you, to take it, and just one small slice should relieved you from whatever you're feeling. But one definitely wasn't enough as the blade carved you like a stone.
Fyodor let out a small sigh as he cradles you in his arms. He didn't wish for you to hurt yourself like this. Because he is the only one who can hurt you. Yet whenever he let you out of his sight, new scars would grew rapidly like mushroom.
"You know I never wanted to see you got hurt, right, malyshka? I'm very sad and disappointed."
Another nod. God, you feel so terrible. You shouldn't have done that. You don't want to disappointed him. When you realized, your head were leaning against the soft materials of his shirt, his coat wrapped around you like a blanket, his pale finger petting your soft hair.
"Don't die, my myshka."
Your eyes widened. "It's the first time someone had told me not to die..."
"I'll say as much as you want. Now, stay with me, will you?"
Since I kinda missed the Kinktober so I'm here to make NNN a Nonstop Nutting November 👀 Also I want to try write more nsfw contents so... Here we are!
First week: Brownish Red ft Oda Sakunosuke and Dazai Osamu
Sypnosis: Pure filth with the duo slipping you some special chocolate Dazai learnt in a book.
Second week: Honeymoon ft Nakahara Chuuya
Sypnosis: Your first night with your beloved husband. It was, memorable in many ways.
Third week: False Paradise ft Fyodor Dostoevsky
Sypnosis: The road to hell is paved with good intentions.
Fourth and final week: A fox's mischief ft Dazai Osamu
Sypnosis: Wandering in the woods has helped you get to meet the legendary nine-tailed fox. But it seems that he's taken a bit more liking to you than he should be...
I'll try to work on these as soon as I can! No contents just yet because...
"Hehe, it's a secret~ Still, if you really want to know, it's not as if I can't tell you~"
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Warning: Crack, some angst in the bad endings, OOC even maybe. Random thoughts in a mental breakdown. Spoilers for Storm Bringer. Character deaths mentions.
Notes: None. I just want to distract myself.
Love interests:
Dazai Osamu - 1 True Ending, 1 Good Ending and 2 Bad Endings
The mystery type
"Posterboi", yes, he's on the poster for the common version of the game, the limited version ft all 5 love interests (except for Fyodor because he's in the secret route)
Ranked #2 in the popularity poll
Is loved by all the fangirls
Likes to fool around with MC
All of that disappear when you got out of the common route and head for his route
FUCK PLEASE GO BACK
Shout out to Dazai slowly opening up gotta be my favourite genre
Will have a CG where he takes you to Lupin and slowly opens up to you about his past
Best bed scene in the whole game
One of the bad endings is where you two committed a lover's suicide together and succeeded.
Nakahara Chuuya - 1 True Ending, 2 Good Ending and 3 Bad Endings
The rich guy who'd buy you everything as a gift, jewelries, fancy clothes, a store, a building even?!
Candidate for the next mob boss
5/5 (actually 4.5) on these criterias:
The (soon to be) mob boss
Cruel, cold to almost everyone else except for his 'family' aka the mafia
Is actually a nice person
Will treats you gently, like a princess when he's head over heels for you
Gap moe (he likes dogs)
So inevitably, he ranked #1 in the popularity poll
Is almost everything the Italians hates about 'romanticizing the mafiosos'
His route is basically a whole "FUCK GO BACK" like Dazai, since we'll focus on his traumas and his past more.
He will opens up about his fear of not being a human, about the calamity that lives inside him
Has a CG where he takes you to visit Rimbaud's and The Flags' graves.
That one route would make the players put the Switch/PS Vita down and ask themselves why are they here, just to suffer.
Best kiss sounds in the whole fucking game I say. His bed scene makes you went from angsty mood to instant horny.
One of his bad ending is about how Chuuya lost control of the calamity inside him - Arahabaki when he saw you, killed before his eyes by the enemy, and with Dazai out of the picture, there isn't anyone there to stop him anymore.
Nakajima Atsushi - 1 True Ending, 1 Good Ending and 1 Bad Ending
That one character make everyone goes 'hell I could adopt him even not flirt with him.'
Cute, shy boy
Is cute when needed and sexy when wanted
Makes you wonder how can an angel like this even exists
Has good kissing sounds *if you know what I mean*
Drifting off the common route we dig deeper into his past, about the beast inside him, about the orphanage and the headmaster
A CG where he'll cry in your arms and you soothing him, reassure the boy that it's all in the past and he isn't alone now
Akutagawa Ryuunosuke - 1 True Ending, 2 Good Ending and 2 Bad Ending
Tsundere type
Foul-mouthed
Eventually will slowly opens up to MC
God he's so cute and precious
Needs a hug for all the traumas he's been through
His route basically focus on his past and how Dazai affected him so much
He has a CG where he sat down and talk with you about Gin and how he grows up in the slum, about why did he crave for power so bad, and why he wanted to be acknowledged by his ex-mentor.
3rd best bed scene in the game.
Kunikida Doppo - 1 True Ending, 1 Good Ending and 1 Bad Ending
Workaholic type
A man who dedicates his life to work
The handsome one with glasses
It's really fun watching him slowly falling for you, especially when he has this "58 standards for the ideal woman"
He'll slowly crosses them out just for you 💖
His route focus on the reason he dreams of an ideal world, his ideal world
Will has this 'behind the scene' flashback about The Azure King's case and Azure Apostle's case 2 years ago with the death of Rokuzou and Sasaki.
A CG where he holds you tightly in his arms and speaks with a broken voice, teary eyes about how he's so scare that his ideal might consume him one day like what happened to Azure King. He is whom chases his ideals like the moth chasing flames, but deep down under that perfectionist, workaholic mask is how he's insecure and scared that his ideals will burn him down like the flame that burn down the moth.
2nd best bed scene in the game.
His bad ending is basically when his ideals finally consume him and Kunikida became the 2nd Azure King.
Secret route: Fyodor Dostoevsky - 1 True Ending and 1 Bad Ending
After you finish everyone's route, a new, hidden route will be unlocked. And it's the Russian man, the mastermind behind everything
To be honest, this is quite of a short route. No common, just straight to his route
Also a mystery type
The smart, prodigy type
The one who has this aura goes "run for your life" or either "damn he's hot"
Expect an unhealthy relationship when you're in this route
This man will uses you like a pawn on his chessboard
Gaslighting, manipulation, abusing, you name it. Everything is in this route
What good ending? No good ending with him for you missy. Only true end or bad end.
WORST BAD ENDING IN THE WHOLE GAME. Please don't ask what it's like.
Fandisc: 2 fandisc with one being the current timeline, the other is about when Dazai is still in the mafia.
Bonus contents for 1st fandisc:
An extra route for Fukuzawa
A Bad Ending in common route ft a 3P, a Dazai x MC x Chuuya sandwich *chef's kiss*
An another Bad Ending in common route ft a 3P, an Atsushi x MC x Akutagawa sandwich
And a new Bad Ending in secret route leads you to a Dazai x MC x Fyodor sandwich
Bonus contents for 2nd fandisc:
A Mafia!Dazai route
An Odasaku route
An Ango route
A Bad Ending in common route that's extra spicy ft a 4P with the Dark Era Trio?!!! *chef's kiss*
Playing Honkai Impact with the BSD men (Dazai, Chuuya, Kunikida and Fyodor)
Note: Crack, OOC even maybe, random ideas at 2AM while I do the Honkai grinding. Might do a Genshin version later if I feel like it.
Genre: Crack, fluff, if you squint hard enough there'll be 4th wall breaking and some spoilers for Storm Bringer.
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Dazai:
Is willing to play with you, and he is kinda bored so he needs something to kill time in the office when he's not sleeping or messing around with Kunikida.
SUPER, like, super lucky. First 10 dorm supply and he already got 3 S-Rank Valkyries????
Man makes you question your luck because just 10 roll in any banner and he WILL get all the rate-up character, weapon or even stigmata.
"F2P btw"
That certain player who skips the story just to play the game.
Said that he's gonna read it later but never will. Too lazy to do that, but does read the comic/manhua version when you brought that up.
But he does read Elysian Realm, including the main story.
Is a simp for Elysia and the other Seele aka Veliona.
Got them at SSS with full gear as well.
Man also got Stygian Nymph at SS2 like how-
Sometimes when he's too lazy or bored he'll throw the phone to you or Atsushi to help him with the daily tasks.
HATES, absolutely hates Otto with a fierce passion. Will switch to Chinese VA if he had to or simply unplug the headphones when he doesn't want to changes VA back and forth too much.
Man started you by almost jumped out of the bed when he first heard Otto's voice in Memorial Arena.
Was suprised af hearing Welt's voice too. Will use that as the reason to 'persuade' Kunikida into playing the game.
"Hey Atsushi-kun, help me a bit will you? Just skip the materials event and play enough to reach 600 BP points and you're good to go!"
With that said, he threw the phone to his subordinate and immediately went to lay down on the couch. Poor Atsushi knows nothing and was fumbling with it for a good while until you took Dazai's phone from his hands.
"It's alright, I will do it for him. You can get back to work, sorry for that, Atsushi."
Chuuya:
Is okay with it actually because he does want to relive some stress, and because you told him to cut out on the cigarettes so he needs something that can distract him.
Enjoys the story enough to play the game with you. That is, until he read Void Heavens & Diane's Sojourn.
Was crying at the part when Herrescher of Void told Fu Hua that Kiana's existence is built upon lies and that she only exists to serve as her vessel.
He cries for the whole night in your arms because that reminds him of what he's been through back then. He was lucky enough that he is, actually a real human being. Still, deep down sometimes he wishes he could be a normal person, for if weren't because of Arahabaki inside him, he wouldn't had to suffer like that.
Didn't touch the game for a whole week after he finished Thunders over Nagazora.
Cries even harder after the end of Theater of Domination and the birth of Herrescher of Flamescion.
Immediately whale for Kiana. He whaled so much in just ONE DAY that Hoyoverse had to contact him and ask is he sure that he wants to continue the transaction.
He had all Kiana's battlesuits at SSS and with proper stigmata sets + weapons for them.
Did whale for Himeko as well because why not? Aunt Himeko deserves it ❤
Those doesn't left even a dent in his black card. Will let you whale as well, as long as his princess is happy ❤
"You have quite the collection there, Chuuya. By this rate they're gonna give you a Kiana golden statue as a gift."
"They are?!"
Chuuya widened his eyes in suprise. He didn't expect to get anything back, he just wanted to see Kiana's growth, for he saw a glimpse of himself in the valkyrie. He admires those with a strong will like that, maybe it was a part of his younger self who admires the heroes in those stories which he convinces himself that he will never become someone like them.
"Well, they might be. I heard that a company use to sent a wedding ring as a token of appreciation for their most loyal customer." (*)
Kunikida:
Absolutely not. He "will not waste his time on such things."
Too busy to afford a hobby, no?
But when Dazai shows him Welt's voice?
He was so suprised his jaws could fall off right there on his desk.
Still not going to play because he insists you that his schedule is already packed. But he will listen to you when you ramble about the game though.
Might ask you to lend him your phone so he can read the story at one point.
He bursted out at the last bubble universe in In The Deep where Welt, Herrescher of Reason turns his back against humanity instead of fighting for them like he always did.
He was scared that he might become like that. Sasaki and the Azure King case still haunts him. He was afraid that one day he will be like him when he is fed up and let his ideals consumes him.
Please hug the man. He deserves a vacation and someone who'd be there for him.
Fyodor:
Honestly, he isn't too fond of the idea of playing games and such.
Will try because of curiosity when you show him Otto's voice.
Does read the story properly, and whilst he shows no interests in the valkyries, he find the Overseer amusing.
Is one hell of a lucky man as well.
When he saw Dazai in the Memorial Arena rankings, he'd starts a race to beat the other. He does owns enough valkyries and equipments, but if he felt it isn't enough he'll whale just to beat Dazai. Of course that's the same case for our beloved detective.
Isn't happy after he finishes Kolosten and Thus Spoke Apocalypse. He doesn't understand why does Otto have to go so far for Kallen.
Is amused again when he saw the fake Otto in A Post-Honkai Odyssey though.
Eventually will quit the game after Otto is gone because it no longer amuses him.
(*) This actually happens iirc I've read an article about a game company in China sent their most loyal player a ring upon their wedding as a token of appreciation after all the money they spent for the game.
Sypnosis: "I had a sickening dream. A dream where you were dead."
Notes: This was based on my thoughts about what would things be after BEAST!Dazai's death. A little angst won't hurt anyone, no? *wink*
You stood before your lover's grave. Except for you, no one seems to be around. He left with no regrets, as if you weren't there. No one would grief over his dead, a silent dead.
Maybe there was someone who cried for days, who refuse to function properly, who would gone right after his dead. Maybe.
One who seems to be the grave keeper stood next to you,
"Such poor guy. Neither his family or his friends showed up at the funeral. He shall remains in no one's memories I suppose..."
But... You were there, right? There was no doubt that you were his significant other, and he was yours. Then... Why did it sounds like you weren't present at his funeral? You should be the first one to know about his death, right?
You look around in hope that there would be a grave with your name lies next to his. Yet nothing was in sight. So you were the one who stays. That moment when you collapsed due to the shocking fact was when you realize it was all just a dream. You look to the side, he wasn't there. It couldn't be?!
You rushed out of the bed, down the stairs, searching for him all over your shared apartment in fear that he might have gone alone.
Your fear did not died down even when you saw him in the kitchen, not even when you were hugging him so hard, it's like the moment you let go of him, he would disappeared into thin air.
You were afraid of losing him. Afraid of losing your beloved Dazai.
He was confused at first, but then he wrapped his bandaged arms around you, returning the hug. He could felt your body was shaking, and Dazai did not like this at all, so he hugs you tighter, as if saying 'I'll protect you.'
You could only manage to explain briefly before you bursted into tears in his arms.
"I... I had a sickening dream. A dream where you were dead."
Ah. So that what it is. He had a glimpse that you were having a nightmare, but never did he think that it was about his death.
Dazai had countless suicide attempts in the past, and it has been like that till he met you. His suicidal thoughts did not dies down, much like your fear, but he refrain himself from attempting it. He has you by his side now. Of course, you both fear that it's just a matter of time, so the two of you had made a vow.
"As long as one is alive, the other shall not die. If one is gone, so will the other. Be it together or not."
You cried so hard that your voice went hoarse, your throat feels like it's burning and your eyes are swollen red. It was as if you were trying to cry until your tears went dry.
It took you a long, long while to finally calm down and talk to him. From intertwining your hands with his to gently snuggle against his chest, you just wanted to feel Dazai's presence, so you can be sure that he really is here, in flesh, and not some kind of illusion.
"It... It felt real, Osamu. I..."
You tumbled with your words, it seems that you haven't fully recovered from the impact that dream gave you. After all, who wouldn't be like that after seeing the death of their beloved ones?
He frowns before pulling you into a tight hug. His warmth calms you down.
"It's alright, (y/n). It's just a nightmare. I've told you that I'll always be with you, right?"
They said that 'Till death do us part.'
But in this case, it's 'Even death won't do us part.'
You and Dazai were two souls, shattered to pieces by life. You two pick up those broken pieces and put them back for the other, and then you took their hands, you carry each other's burden, and be the light guides the other through this cruel world.
Dazai ignores your protests, he picked you up, bridal style and carry you back to your shared bedroom. He lies down with you, pulls you into a hug and finally place a kiss on your forehead. He has always been so gentle with you, as if you were a fragile doll made out of glass.
You snuggle against his chest once more and took a deep breath. Dazai smells of bandages and coffee. It can't be helped, after all, you were the one who told him to replace his sake with coffee. It's your way to refrain him from drinking too much alcohol.
"If you want to drink that badly then why don't you try a cup of coffee instead?"
Of course, Dazai has nothing against it. After all, your freshly made coffee smells and taste better than the spicy, bitter sake.
"...Osamu?"
"Yes, dear?"
"If you want to go, can I tag along then?"
"Of course. But what if I went to hell?"
"I'd go with you all the way down there."
Dazai smiles. He kisses you again, this time it was on the lips. Outside, the moon shines upon your rings.
