#ynblack

“Hey darling stop playing with mama´s wand,” you said as you saw how little Delphini took Bella´s wand from the shelf. It had been there since you saw your wife for the very last time. To be exact thirteen years ago.

Delphini looked at you and she seemed a little sad. You smiled at her and waited for her to put down the wand she wanted to play with. As she did so, you gifted her with a little smile and then you pulled out your own wand.

“Here. You can play with mine,” you told her and handed it over to her. Delphini looked at Bellatrix´s wand and then she took yours. You knew that she wanted Bellatrix´s, but there was so much dark magic in that piece of wood. You couldn´t let her just mess around with that wand.

“Thank you,” Delphini said and then she walked out of the room where you have been spending time together. You watched her dissapear and then you sighed, closing your eyes.

The flame in the fireplace started going out. It was already night, around eight in the evening. You didn´t want to, and even if you wanted to, you didn´t know how to make a fire, sice your wand was with your daughter at the moment. And as you didn´t let your daughter take Bella´s wand from it´s place, you didn´t take it neither.

When some sound filled the house, you looked at the doors. Being sure in that it was Delphini playing with your wand, you closed your eyes and just sighed. Then you heard some heals hitting the floor and you realized it couldn´t be Delphini. That made you stand up and you swallowed, hoping you weren´t in danger. What if someone broke into your house? You didn´t have your wand at the moment and you knew that you couldn´t fight against the people who broke in.

“Hello?” You asked, walking out of the room. When you arrived to the hall, you saw Narcissa and your heartbeat which had sped up few moments ago, started to calm down. “Hi Ciss-” you were about to greet her when another person stepped insdie of the house.

You couldn´t tell who was it. The person was wearing all black and had a hood on. You naturally backed away and kept watching that person. You had no idea who could Narcissa bring to your house and you didn´t know if you wanted to know at that moment.

“Hi Y/n,” Narcissa said “hi” back and when she saw how you were watching the person in the hood, she stood closer to them. “Take it off, she is scared.”

You watched someone lift their hands and they took the edges of the hood. Your eyes widened as you saw the woman take the hood dow. That shape of nose. The cheekbones. The lips and empty eyes. Black curly hair. It was her.

“Hey,” the woman said and you almost forgot what your name was. You watched the black haired insane woman who was standing in front of you and all you could do was just swallow.

“Hey,” you whispered her back under your breath and you had a need to touch her. So you would know that this is not a joke, not some stupid magic or not a dream. You wanted to rush to her and hug the insane woman who you haven´t seen for fourteen years but something made you stay at the same spot for the rest of the time.

“Remember me?” Bellatrix asked you and she had a smirk on her lips. She hasn´t changed that much. Not at all. Only thing which changed was her hair. She had some gray hair but it wasn´t that noticable. And she also seemed really tired.

“Bellatrix,” you only breathed out and that moment all of the memories you had together hit you. Your first meeting. The first kiss. How Narcissa was warning you about her and you told her she was so wrong. Everything.

“Yeah,” she said only and you took a careful step towards her. You kept watching her face and when you were just few inches away, your eyes were still connected.

“Oh my god,” you covered your mouth with your hand and blinked few times. You saw how she got older. In her face. You didn´t know where to look first and you totally forgot that Narcissa was standing there as well, watching you both.

“Will you finally kiss or hug me? Or should I show you my forearm so you know it´s really me?” Bellatrix asked you annoyed and without thinking, you hung yourself on her body, refusing to let go.

You wrapped your hands tightly around her waist. You could feel her ribs. She lost so much weight while she was gone, but your face landed on her chest, which hasn´t changed at all.

“You fucking idiot,” you breathed out what made both of the women look at each other in surprise. “Bella you are such an idiot,” you said again and you didn´t pull away from her.

“I know,” she whispered back to you and then a kiss landed in your hair. “I know, I am so sorry,” she apologized and you shook your head no.

“Mom?” you heard from the side and that was the only thing what made you pull away. You looked in the direction of your daughter and saw her holding Bella´s wand in her hand, watching you both in surprise. “This started vibrating. I wanted to tell you,” she said honestly and you felt warm tears run down your cheeks. You knelt down and called your thirteen years old daughter to you. As she arrived, you lifted her up and swallowed. “Why are you crying?”

“I-” you wanted to say something and then you looked at Bellatrix. As she saw the exact same type of hair she had, her eyes wide opened and she wasn´t able to move. When she finally did so, she looked at you with wide opened eyes. “This is your mama darling,” you told her and looked at Bellatrix. Your daugter looked at Bellatrix as well and none of you spoke. Narcissa walked away from all three of you and left you all alone to talk.

“I- you were pregnant?” Bellatrix asked you and you just nodded your head, letting the tears fall. Bellatrix seemed to understand what was happening and she looked at your daughter. She smiled a little and you took a deep breath. You didn´t know where to start, she had missed with those fourteen years.

“When they took you. I found out few days later. Narcissa was with me since then and she helped me with raising Delphini. But she has never seen Narcissa as her mother,” you explained and Bellatrix looked at Delphini. She seemed to realize how similar they were. You didn´t want to interrupt that moment and Delphini was watching Bellatrix just like Bellatrix was watching her. You knew that it wouldn´t be easy at the beginning since they both had the same character and you didn´t even know how would you make that work. But the most important part was that Bellatrix had came back. She was in your life now again.

“You are my mum?”

“Seems like,” Bellatrix answered her question simply and you watched them have the first conversation in their lives. When it seemed like this was all they wanted to talk about, you put Delphini down. You didn´t know what was going on inside of her at the moment and you let her leave, because she wanted to. “She didn´t know about me?”

“I wasn´t sure if you would come back,” you answered her easily and let Bellatrix overthink it. She was watching your daughter as she was walking away and when she probably disappeared from her sight, she looked back at you. With hope in her eyes. “I am sorry-”

“Don´t be sorry Y/n, I understand it,” Bellatrix said and she stepped closer to you. Many people would panic if she would do this to them, but you were the calmest you have ever been. When a pair of strong hands hugged you, you finally felt what you haven´t felt in ages. Love. Warmth. From the woman who you had been in love with since you could remember.

“I have missed you so much,” you said and Bellatrix kissed you softly into your hair.

“I have missed you too Y/n,” Bellatrix said back and you didn´t pull away. You kept hugging each other. After those fourteen years it was something you didn´t know you missed that much.

Not knowing how much time did you spend like this, you were happy for every single second you have gotten on her chest. You could tell from only one look that she had been in Azkaban, but you didn´t care. The same person who you loved, the same person you had a daughter with was back at that moment and you didn´t know what to do. You kept just hugging her and when warm tears rolled down on your cheeks again, you hid your face more into her chest.

“So, you are not mad at me?”

“I was at the beginning. But I am not anymore,” you said what you felt at the moment and you didn´t let go of her. Bellatrix seemed to be really happy because she let out a loud exhale and neither of you pulled away.

You were happy you finally had her home. And you were happy you could hold her in your arms. The toughts which had been filling your mind in the night when you were falling asleep all alone, have disappeared and you could enjoy the moment you and your wife finally had. The moment you had imagined that many times you couldn´t count it.

“How could I be mad at you?” You asked more from yourself and took a deep breath.

“I was asking myself the same question,” Bellatrix answered with humour in her voice and you smiled. You missed her so much. And now, she was finally there for you, so you could hug her, cry on her chest, argue with her, love her.

"I will get you," Narcissa said after your daughter while you were all getting ready to spend the afternoon in Narcissa´s favourite part of your property. You made sure your daughter wasn´t and couldn´t be cold and took an extra scarf just in case. Narcissa looked at you and you just shrugged your shoulders, knowing what would you get from her.

"It is not freezing here like on the North pole," she said only and you ignored her little note. Making sure you weren´t cold neither, you carried the scarf for your daughter out of the house, followed by Narcissa.

Your daughter... was a little different. The fact you and Narcissa got her through using dark magic was still on your mind. And you knew what could have happened after using that kind of magic, but your daughter was something you could never unlove. She was original and you loved her the way she was. Just like Narcissa did.

"Dromeda!" You called for her when she was so far away and your daughter turned to you as if she was standing right in front of you and there was no distance between you two. She walked closer to you and you knelt down to reach her level.

"Yeah?"

"You forgot your scarf love," you said and started making sure your daughter was all warm. When you were finished with wrapping the scarf around her neck, her pink cheeks let you know about that she was feeling cold after all. You gently pecked her cheek and then you kissed her onto her forehead. As you looked back into her eyes, you found your daughter zoned out. "Now you can go and continue in playing. I am right here with mom okay?" You asked her and Andromeda didn´t give you any answer. As always.

When she started walking away from you, you backed away. Narcissa hugged you with one hand around your waist and you leant into her, still watching the little piece of you and Narcissa walking in the garden.

"Do you think that she will be okay with it?" Narcissa asked you and you knew what did she mean. You looked up into her beautiful eyes your daughter got from her and frowned a little, letting Narcissa know that you didn´t really understand her question.

Still not answering you, Narcissa slid her hand lower and took your hand into hers. She was wearing gloves what made you think of that if that exact thing was the reason why her hands felt always soft. Literally always.

"Okay with what?" You asked out loud this time, still with the question in your eyes as you both started walking the path your daughter had walked few moments ago.

"With that she is different," Narcissa finished her own tought and you understood. You looked at the little blonde who was playing with the leaves at that exact moment and you sighed.

"I don´t really know. I can´t see into her head, but I know that she sees the other kids are different. Just look at Scorpius," you said but you knew that you wanted to defend your daughter. You didn´t have a need, you knew that Narcissa was in that with you, you just wanted to say it out loud. "She is our miracle. I can´t be thankful enough for that we have her at the moment. And what if she is a little different? If we would have ten kids, and all ten of them would have authism, I would love them the most until my life wouldn´t end. And even after that," you said out loud and felt Narcissa´s hand brushing yours.

"I love you," Narcissa breathed out and a little cloud of smoke left her mouth. "Have I told you already?"

"I don´t think I remember that," you said frowning, even though both of you knew that you both said it all the time.

"I love you."

"I love you," you repeated after Narcissa and looked her into her deep eyes. You could see how similar Andromeda was to her. They both had the same face, same cheeks and nose. When you looked at Narcissa, you saw your daughter. When you looked at Andromeda, you saw Narcissa.

"You didn´t get me," Andromeda approached you and appeared in front of you out of nowhere. You took a step aside and looked at Narcissa with that kind of look "you messed up," and she rolled her eyes.

"I will get you now," Narcissa smirked at Andromeda and she squeled. Not giving her mother a chance of catching her, she immediately turned around and started running away from you two. As you wanted to look at Narcissa and tell her that she would better follow Andromeda, you found her already passing you and running after your daughter.

"You won´t!"

"I will!"

You watched them both laugh. You watched them both run. The woman of your life you were ready to spend the rest of your life with and your daughter you were ready to keep your eye on. They were your two girls, the two most important people in your life and you couldn´t imagine your life without them.

It didn´t matter to you how they were. That Narcissa was a perfectionist. That your daughter had authism. Those were the parts of the people you loved which deserved most of your attention and you were prepared to give your attention to them, as soon as you would return into the Manor.

Your lips curled up into a smile when you saw Narcissa pick Andromeda up. She made a little twirl with her in the air. The giggling you could only see, rang in your ears. You exactly remembered what was their laugh like. Narcissa´s was tender, but a little deeper than it was when she was in her twenties. Andromeda´s was that little girl laugh you liked to hear. And when you heard them both, your heart couldn´t be even happier.

You moved in the bed as you felt pressure on you lower belly. Turning to your side, you placed your hand under your huge belly and stroked it, making your daughter feel safe.

“And when you will be here, you will meet all of your family members- you know, your mommy has a huge family,” you started with explaining and you felt another pressure run down your body. Your eyes wide opened and you sat up on the bed, swallowing. “What is happening baby?” You asked and that was when you felt it. Something wet ran down on your inner thighs and your eyes wide opened when you saw a wet spot under your bed.

“Bella?” You breathed out and the breathing sped up. “Bella!” You yelled this time and you could feel your whole body clench.

“Darling? Bellatrix is on the meeting,” Narcissa walked inside of the room where you were laying and she looked at you. As you saw you laying on the bed in the position you have been laying in and with the face expression you had, she got that something was happening. “Y/n?”

“Cissy- I-” you swallowed hardly and a whine left your mouth. “I thought you were on the meeting-”

“No, I told Bellatrix, I will stay with you and tell that to the Dark Lord,” she said and rushed to you on the bed. She really carefully sat down right in front of you and her eyes widened. “Darling-”

“Hurts-”

“Your water broke. Y/n, you are giving a birth,” Narcissa said and she immediately stood up. With a flick of her wand, she conjured few towels and also took another pillow.

“I- I am what?”

“It is okay darling, I am here with you,” Narcissa kept talking and she took few towels. “I used to be a nurse in the St. Mungos hospital earlier, when I was 20 years old maybe. Now we don´t really have time to take you to the hospital, only by relocation, but I am not sure if you can make it since you have cramps every two minutes already.”

“What does- what does that mean-” you breathed out and looked at Narcissa.

“Darling, you are going to give a birth here with me,” Narcissa told you honestly and your eyes almost fell out as she said this. You watched her preparing the whole room by using speels and you shook your head.

“No-”

“Yes darling, we don´t have enough time,” Narcissa said and approached you, gently placing her hand on your lower belly. “Excellent. The baby is turned with her head down,” Narcissa noted and she took you by your legs, when she realized that you shook your head. “Y/n, we have to get her out now. We can´t wait,” she said and tears came to your eyes with another contraction rushing down your body.

“Make it fast! Please!”

“Alright darling. I need you to spread your legs now,” she said and you didn´t even realize when did your panties disappear. You carefully spread your legs and cried out in pain.

“Cissy!”

“Alright darling. I see you´re opened to eight inches now. We need fourteen or fifteen inches. And you also need to breath pretty deeply okay? Can you do that?” Narcissa asked you and you nodded your head, taking a deep breath. Narcissa suddenly conjured something and she brought it to your mouth by magic.

“Wh-”

“Drink it. It will make it hurt less,” Narcissa said and the liquid landed in your mouth. You swallowed it and could feel that the part of the pain already faded away, but not as much as you wished.

“Oh-” you let out and Narcissa placed your hand under your belly.

“When I will say you will push, you will push alright?” She asked you and you looked down, realizing a drop of sweat running down your forehead.

“Cissy hurts!” You whined out when you fell into pain again and you heard the front doors shut.

“I am home!” Bellatrix yelled from the hall and you didn´t even know how, but you sobbed.

“Hurts Cissy!”

“Alright, the baby is alright. Hold my hand,” Narcissa told you and you took her hand and squeezed it really hardly. Your head started to hurt and you couldn´t help but squeezed her hand even more. “Y/n, I need you to push now. Now.”

As you heard these words, you clenched your teeth. A long whine was getting out of your mouth and you pushed, using all of your strength. You sqeezed Narcissa´s hand that hardly your holding hands were shaking together and you needed to push your knees together. Narcissa´s hand appeared quickly between your knees and she didn´t let you close them.

“Push,” she told you and you shook your head. “Bella!”

“Where the fuck are you?” Bellatrix hissed and you knew that she was close.

“I need you to come here,” Narcissa yelled and Bellatrix immediately appeared in the doors with even more palce face than usual.

“What the fuck Narcissa? Why couldn´t you take her to the hospital??” Belatrix raised her voice and she rushed to you, She took your hand and squeezed it really hardly, you had to hiss.

“Fuck!”

“Y/n, take a deep breath and then we will push okay? I can already see her head,” Narcissa informed you and you nodded, squeezing Bellatrix´s hand so hardly.

“Shit she has a squeeze,” Belaltrix murmured and you felt Narcissa´s hand on yout inner thigh.

“Go on,” Narcissa nodded and you took a deep breath, preparing yourself for pushing. When you had the oxygen in your lungs, you squeezed the hand, clenched your teeth and pushed as hard as you could. Pain hit you once again and you could feel yourself stretching out that much it hurt.

“Narcissa she is in pain! Make the pain stop!” Bellatrix said immediately and you continued in pushing your little baby out as if it was the last thing you were about to do.

“Keep going Y/n. I can see her head. I just need five more strong pushes and then you can rest,” Narcissa informed you and you nodded to her, laying all sweaty on the bed.

“B-Bella-”

“Yes?”

“Are you here?” You asked her and Bellatrix leant closer to you, even if she was holding your hand.

“Yes I am,” she answered you and you nodded, squeezing Bella´s hand, already pushing. You opened your mouth and a loud scream left it, feeling yourself stretching out the most as you could.

“Shit! Fuck!” You yelled and Bellatrix leant to your ear. She kissed you softly onto your jaw and then she moved upper.

“You are doing so well darling. Just keep pushing okay? Few more pushes and she is out.”

As you pushed, Bellatrix squeezed your hand, but gently. You were the one almost breaking her fingers and you were screaming from the top of your lungs at the moment, not liking the stretch at all.

“I am so sorry love,” Bellatrix kept whispering and you pushed and pushed, fighting for your baby´s life.

“Okay, only one more push. Can we?” Narcissa asked and Bellatrix threw a galnce at her.

“Give her some time for gods sake!”

“We can-” you breathed out quietly and you clenched your teeth once again, all of your muscles tensed and you pushed the little baby out.

“Amazing Y/n, amazing,” Narcissa kept telling you and you pushed and pushed as long as you could, trying not to stop, because you didn´t know then you could stop.

“I want to stop!”

“Cissy she want´s it to stop,” Bellatrix informed her and you started shaking on the bed.

“Please!”

“Cissy make it stop.”

“Bellatrix I can´t. Your baby is almost outside Y/n, last push, I promise, this one is the last one,” Narcissa promised and without thinking, you clenched your teeth, squeezed the hand and whined out that loudly while pushing, your head almost exploded.

Somebody pulled Andromeda out and you finally breathed out loudly. Your whole body was so sore and your legs were shaking. Something else slid out of you too and you just breathed out, laying silently.

“Why is she quiet?” Bellatrix asked as she jumped to the baby who was in Narcissa´s arms. Narcissa murmurred some spell and you felt something leaving your body again, but this one didn´t hurt at all.

“She is alright. She has the pulse, she is breathing and she is so beautiful,” Narcissa said and you kept laying on the bed with no energy at all. “Here you go. Arms as I taught you,” Narcissa said to Bellatrix and she put her hands into a position really similar to Narcissa´s hands. Narcissa softly put little Andromeda into Bellatrix´s hands and then she got to you. “How do you feel?” Narcissa asked you and you weakly closed your eyes.

“Tired,” you whispered to her and Narcissa sat down next to you. She pulled something out and then you realized it was some potion, but you didn´t know what was it.

“I got this after giving birth to Draco. For pain, mental and physical,” Narcissa informed you and you nodded softly, taking the potion from her. Your hands were shaking so much, Narcissa supported your hand with hers and helped you to drink the potion.

As you were finished with it, you looked over at Bellatrix. She was holding Andromeda in her arms really carefully, like she was from porcelain. You smiled and your eyes started closing slowly.

“Y/n? Cissy is she alright?” Bellatrix asked as she saw you and Narcissa nodded.

“I just gave her a potion. She has to rest a lot now.” Narcissa said and somebody stroked your hand, but you couldn´t see them. “You will take care of Andromeda and I will take care of Y/n, deal?”