#yixing.

so i felt sorta guilty that we have so many requests left and announcing the drabbles i felt would’ve disappointed sme and idk i dont wanna disappoint you guys so im gonna try harder to clear these requests out (gradually) here’s one for now ^^ (and thankyou for loving the blog, i’m sorry you had a bad day that day but hopefull you can read this whenever you’re sad and feel a bit better <3)

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It means nothing. You’re better than bitter words and hateful remarks. Just move on. Leave it behind.

You try to comfort yourself in vain. It got to you. There was no buffer for the negativity that was thrown at you. And there was no filter in your mind to keep the memories from rehashing themselves. Glares slicing through you and the tension building in the air that surrounded. You wanted nothing more than to run away from it but you needed to face it, and that weighed you down a little more every day.

You knew you’d crack looks like today was the day. You were thankful for this time alone, to just let everything pour out. Shaky breaths supplied whatever oxygen the lung in your tightened chest could take. You had long stopped trying to wipe away the tears; they were replaced as quickly as you could soak them up with your sleeve. Now you simply curled up in the corner, arms hugging your torso tight to try and close yourself in a little more, provide a little more security.

The sound of the front door opening alerted you to the arrival of Yixing. Your breath hitched. Was he really home already? What time is it? I he home early?

You glanced at the clock in your room. It’s that time already? You’ve been spending so long feeling sorry for yourself you’ve let time fly past you. Go clean yourself up!

Scrambling up and wiping yours tears away, you snuck out of your room, hoping he wouldn’t notice but he spotted you and chirped out your name. You pause momentarily, not looking up. You didn’t want him to see you’d been crying.

“One moment~” you called out in a raspy voice before scuttling off to the bathroom

“____? Is everything alright?” Yixing asked in concern, following you

“Fine!! Everything’s Fine!” you reply, keeping your head down so he couldn’t see your face

You ran into the bathroom and closed the door quickly, turning on the tap; you let ice-cold water run over your hands before splashing it onto your face in an attempt to calm the redness around your eye. You hear Yixing knock tentatively and ask if you’re okay and you respond with a simple “mmmhhmm”

He waits a little before trying again

“Do you feel sick?”

“No~”

The click of the door triggered you, turning off the tap, you covered your face

“YAH! I…have no make-up on!!” you yell, voice muffled by your hands

Lay walked up to you, “I know” he sighed, holding your wrists and pulling your hands away from your face, “you don’t wear make-up at home”

His eyes darkened and he pouted upon seeing your face. He lifted your hands to his pouting lips and pressed them to your fingers.

“What’s wrong?” he asked quietly

 You shook your head.

He sighed heavily and picked you up bridal style, taking you back to the bedroom. Sitting down with you in his lap he held you to his chest. He planted a soft kiss upon your forehead and stroked your hair gently.

“Is it the same person?” He looks down at you

You nod silently, letting yourself melt into his chest, finding comfort in the rhythm of his heart and his hand running down your hair.

“Do you want to talk about it?” he asked

You shook your head again. You didn’t want to revisit it, not yet. You felt tears sting your eyes, you were falling apart because of it, you couldn’t hold yourself together. Every word picked you apart and you found yourself coming undone in Yixing’s arms. And he let you cry, watching helplessly, comforting you with his embrace.

“Shh~ its ok, when you’re ready, we’ll only talk about it when you’re ready” he whispered

You found yourself relaxing, nodding. Give it time, you told yourself. You smiled a little, feeling better. You could deal with it with him there, knowing he’d be there for you when you needed him would get you through.

“You know how hard it is for me to see you like this?” Yixing sighed, letting his hand glide down your cheek

His eyes rested on your face, staring dreamily, “my poor angel” he murmured, lost in his daze

You smile back up at him press your lips to his gently. He gave you a shy smile and hid by burying his face in the crook of your neck and leaning into you.

“It’s good to see you smile again” he mumbled into your skin

You giggled and brought him closer, “you can thank yourself for that, I don’t know how, Zhang Yixing, but you always know how to make me feel better”

He dragged you down into a lying position and you curled up into a ball against him, his arms enveloping you.

“Good, I just want to make you happy~” he coos

You smile, “you do”

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UWU DIMPLE

aha yes anyway thankyou for requesting and just a reminder to keep voting for the drabbles! Kai is currently leading~