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...you know i'll always say I love you more, right? You do show it, maybe even more than I do, and honestly you make me feel like the happiest man alive. I love you Yejun, always.

Apparently Lucas is now a member of ICE Entertainment... I would just like to say that Tauro-oppa isn't being very wise...this could be very bad for his reputation. Posting a selca with him, now? The nerve he has!! It is hard to say this, but maybe it is time I switch biases in Z.diac...Tauro-oppa could cause too much trouble for Z.diac and Static Media.><;;;;

♡ ♡ ♡   R I V E R   F A N   A C C O U NT  [ 15/08/14 ]

These photos are not the best quality because I was being shooed away while taking them! Also, I was very nervous and I think sad??? 헐~ I was not feeling so good while visiting Tauro-oppa today because I saw him with that man. I wanted to break down and cry. TT^TT I think the rumours are true... It looks like the two of them were on a date earlier. They were coming from the direction of a coffee shop. There was also a body guard following them around. The company must know about Tauro-oppa's friendship?? The guard told me to "get a life" and I told him that this is my life. He looked very annoyed with me. I hate adults! Lucas Andrews is the other boy's name and, after searching him up online, I've found that he's a foreigner that just moved here from Denmark (or was it Denver??? *sigh*). He apparently does ballet. I'm wondering if someone has footage of him doing it? He has very nice skin. He is very handsome...But no where near as cute as Tauro-oppa! No one is cuter than my Tauro-oppa! Maybe it is not so bad. Maybe if they are dating they won't last very long. Then I will have a chance with oppa. Should I start taking ballet? ㅎ.ㅎ I am still so sad. 행쇼.

I've done some research on the matter. I'll have an update posted shortly. 휴~

Lucas Arthur? That is hard to pronounce. Is he a foreigner? All oppas go to foreigners...*Sigh*  Why do they not like their own blood??? I do not understand.How do you know they have been cuddly? Tauro-oppa isn't the type to cuddle with non-Z.diac members out in public, as far as I know!!! He is a reserved oppa. He is careful. That is why it can be hard for me to find him.Do not start rumours if you do not have proof! Especially ones that can hurt the hearts of others!!!!! Come to me with (non manipulated) image proof next time!!!!!! Until then, I do not wish to speak of this "Lucas Arthur" person.

    hasn't everyone heard gossip about Cola? I mean come on! have you been living under a rock? uh, no offense! I guess there's a few things not everyone knows though. River saengie saw him walking around barefoot in some food joint last week and he got kicked out for it. hah! why would you want to walk around in a public place without shoes anyway? think he gets into bed every night with those filthy feet? he seems like one of those boys who has daddy problems.

    he's gay - no hiding it. or close to it, at least. he'd go after an older man, for sure, but that's pretty illegal so there's your good gossip of the night, dear reader. I think he has the hots for Tauro though. River is going to hate that. I ship River and Tauro so I think Cola needs to back off that, otherwise River might take her anger out on me.

    and here's something to stir your thoughts a little bit - I heard he got down on his knees a few times to strike it big in the company. probably didn't work though, because that stuff only works in movies. a kid wouldn't know that. but is it true? I'll let you think about it.

Do you think I know the name of this guy? Is that how you perceive me to be? Invasive of oppas privacy? I know what I know from doing my own research and also gathering information from other people. I've seen this guy in person. I wasn't following them, they just happened to be where I was at the time. I couldn't see his face clearly. They are just friends, so why does it matter? Tauro-oppa doesn't like men like that. He looks at me in a very special way every time I see him. That look is reserved only for me. You could never understand.Are you going to doubt me again? If you doubt me you won't get any further information. 호호호~ Careful now~~~