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18. When they fight, how do they make up?

In another reply, I mentioned that I can’t imagine them fighting in canon. Even with the perfect situation that could’ve cause a disagreement, Levi backed off and vented his anger and frustration on Eren and Jean.

But! let’s say they did fight about something, because there are plenty of AUs and I can imagine them fighting in those. 

Levi - if it’s a relatively minor argument, he’d start doing little things for Erwin to show him he’s sorry. He’d try to start a conversation. If it’s a bigger argument - he’d try to apologize and it would sound very forced and awkward, but Erwin would know it’s sincere.

Erwin - he’d write an elaborate apology and memorize it. Then he’d recite it to Levi in a somewhat wooded and devoid of feelings way which would make it sound like he’s not really sorry. He’d see that it’s not working and try again - this time with more feeling, leaving his memorized words out of it.

Will do!

Look at how intimidating I am!!

Mafia AU is definitely not an AU I think I can pull off, and I tend to gravitate towards humor, but here we go: 

“Are you smoking one of those vile things again, Erwin?”

“I’m a Mafia Boss, Levi, cigars are part of the image.”

I’ve thought about writing a post-ACWNR ficlet for some time so I took this opportunity. Hope you like it!

Erwin found Levi on the roof that night. The moment he opened the heavy wooden door, Levi’s head turned towards him. He was sitting on the edge, one leg bent at the knee, the other dangling down. A half-empty bottle of cheap alcohol in his hand. The moonlight was reflecting in his dark hair.

“Oh, it’s you.” Levi sounded disappointed.

Erwin wondered whether he wanted it to be someone else with whom he could’ve started a fight. His rage born of grief had not found an outlet yet. Erwin had stopped it cold with his speech. A speech that had a surprisingly effective result on Levi.

“I wondered whether you wanted some company.” Erwin said and stepped closer to the edge, peering down at Levi.

Levi shrugged, then added. “If you’re here to make sure I don’t throw myself off the rooftop, don’t bother. I’m not suicidal.”

Erwin found it amusing. A Survey Corp member saying they weren’t suicidal when everyone else inside the Walls were so sure all Corps’members were exactly that.

“I didn’t think you were. But you have halved a whole bottle by yourself. Your balance is usually great but-”

“I don’t get drunk.” Levi interrupted him. “I wish I could though.”

A lot of people turned to alcohol on the first night of losing dear friends. Erwin had witnessed that often enough. He did drink as well, occasionally. And he felt like drinking now as well. He sat down near Levi.

“Well, if you can’t get drunk, would you mind sharing your drink?”

Levi stared at him emotionless, his eyes boring into Erwin’s.

“Why do you need it?” Levi finally asked, referring to the alcohol.

“I… do you think the deaths of your friends have no effect on me? That I don’t feel bad about what happened?” Erwin asked and Levi’s eyes flared with rage. Erwin thought it best to put that fire down as soon as possible. “As I said, I didn’t kill your friends. And you didn’t either. But on the path to truth and humanity’s freedom, a lot of people will lose their lives. And every death which I’ve had a part in weights on me. The bigger the part,the heavier the weight. I’ve made my resolve long ago. But make no mistake, I am capable of feeling guilt and sadness.”

Ah, he’d shared too much. Erwin berated himself. He shared so much with this total stranger. Why? Perhaps because he felt Levi would understand. Perhaps it was the late hour that has untied his tongue.

“You should be the Commander.” Levi’s said firmly.

Erwin’s faced him, surprised. He’d heard other people whisper it among themselves. He planned on becoming the Commander, of course.But hearing someone say that to him was so validating. He liked Levi’s frankness.

“I hate the way they died.” Levi continued. “How preventable their deaths were. But at least they felt what it’s like to be free. Really free. Free from that hellhole in the ground, free from these stinking walls.Even for a little while.”

Levi tipped his head back and the moonlight shone on his face. Erwin watched, mesmerized. A tightness in his chest alerted him to a feeling he had managed to repress since the first time he’d seen Levi fly.Attraction. Ah, well…

Levi fixed him with his eyes again and Erwin found himself immobile.

“Do you think we’ll live to witness that? Walking out of these walls free? No titans left?” Levi’s voice had equal amount hope and disbelief in it.

Thank you for the ask, Nika! ♡♡♡

3. In your opinion, what’s your best fic?

I really don’t know tbh I’d like to say The Sweetest Blood since it’s my latest one and one of the fics I’ve spent the most time on. It’s also the first fic that includes more serious world-building and my first more plot-ish fic. 

I usually write one shots and from those I’d say one of the most successful are:

HP - Truth or Dare With a Dash of Consent, Wing To The Face, Wrong Malfoy, Mr. Potter 

but imo I think The Change (wip) is one of my best because it was my first time seriously trying to set a certain atmosphere and I feel like it worked so I’m kinda proud of it. 

6. Is there any fic that makes you super embarrassed to reread and remember you wrote that?

Not really. I wouldn’t re-read my first fic ever tho.I let reviewers influence the story and I regretted it so I’m never doing that again. And I wouldn’t upload it on my AO3 but I wouldn’t say I’m super embarrassed about it. I’m just (hopefully) a better writer now that I was back then.

7. What’s the fic you most want to continue (unfinished or no)?

The Sweetest Blood for sure! Which is ironic because I’ve never been so enthusiastic about a fic before and wrote so much in such a short time but it’s the wip that has received the least attention lmao 

For other fandoms (I’m one fandom at a time kind of person and find it extremely difficult to write for a fandom that I’m not currently super interested in, sadly)

HP - Fatherhood Suits Draco Malfoy & The Change