#yeah bc same

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i'm going to be honest. it's been twelve full hours since i've known about the kris issue, but i still can't come to terms with it. at all. there are fans who are selfless. fans who are taking in this horrible news as best as they could. fans who love him so much that they are willing to let him go and take a path that will bring him away to somewhere none of us can follow. but i can't help but be selfish when i think about what would become of exo if he leaves. members he'd spent the past few years training hard, having fun and forming precious bonds with. members who are probably shattered completely by this sudden decision. i simply cannot bear to see one of our twin towers, our mr. galaxy, our fan fan gege, and most importantly, our duizhang to leave, and after only two years at that. i'd only become an exo stan on november 17 2013. that amounts up to only 7 months of stanning this group of boys that i now love so much. exo is my happy pill, and a very big reason why i am able to get through most of my bad days. people always think that fandoms never last and you would get tired of supporting your favourite band one day. and maybe that is true. but i know, deep down to my bones, that i would never look back and regret loving exo. because no matter how much i insult or tease them, these twelve boys are the light of my life as of now, and i never regret things or people that make me happy. you don't understand how terrible i feel not being able to do the same for kris, or the rest of exo, for that matter. sigh. i don't know about you, but i just want my boys to be happy again.