pairing: ryujin x fem!reader
summary: âŚryujin wanted all this to stop, as she could clearly tell that youâre hurt; you didnât stopped.
contents(warnings): angst, suggestive, cheating, bad ending, cursing/swearing
genres: angst, suggestive
you crossed your arms and leaned against a wall, looking at the door. it was half past midnight and your girlfriend still didnât returned.
ryujin shouldâve been home three hours ago.
the doorâs knob turned, revealing ryujin behind it. a slight smile appeared on her face but yours didnât showed any emotion, making ryujinâs smile drop.
âi- hi, baby,â ryujin started to take off her clothes, looking at you, âwhy are you still awake at this time? i thought you were already asleep.â she continued but it was obvious that she was nervous.
you continued to eye her. âjust wanted to know how my girlfriend spent her time fucking other girl.â ryujin froze at your words, feeling sick. she did not wanted you to find it out, not like this. âhow do i know? darling, youâre bad at hiding things from me.â you whispered in her ear, your hot breath sending shiver through ryujinâs spine.
âi- it- it didnât mean anything, i⌠i just-â
âsure it didnât. you donât mind if i will call up my friend and just sleep with her?â suddenly, ryujin felt like her heart was tore apart and felt jealous but she knew that she canât feel that way.
ây/nâ iâŚâ you cut her off, as your lips slamming against hers.
ryujin doesnât kiss back at first, too scared to do anything. she tries to pull away but your hand on her neck keeps her in place, âitâs okay, just pretend that iâm her.â you whisper before your hand palmed her breast.
ryujin wants to stop. ryujin wanted all this to stop, as she could see hurt in your eyes, she canât take more of this. sheâs sick and tired of witnessing you like this but you donât stop. âis it easier to do when you imagine her instead of me?â your breath hot on her skin, as you scratch the area where you see a hickey.
ryujin lets out a whimper, your words cut deeper than knives. she shakes her head, silently telling you ânoâ. it feels like someone stabbed her in the back again, as she couldnât read expression in your eyes anymore.
you pinned her against a wall, kissing her neck but not like you did it before, not anymore. ryujin keeps her eyes closed, she wants to believe that she could possibly be only yours again if she has to do this.
your hands slipped under her shirt, âdo you ever imagined me while fucking her?â ryujinâs throat is too tight to answer, and she hopes her face can say this all for her. âi think i just asked you a question? yes or no, answer me.â you demanded, your grip onto ryujinâs waist tightened.
ây-y/nâŚâ she whispered, in the verge of tears. she could burst in tears at any moment and you didnât showed any emotions. she doesnât know what hurts more; the way youâre treating her, or the way she made you feel to make you treat her like that.
ânuh-huh, thatâs not her name.â you say before you slammed against hers again, and right when ryujin finds courage to reciprocate the kiss, you pull away quickly.
it feels like someone stabbed her in the back again when she sees you wipe your lips after the kiss. ryujin watches you taking your phone with you, as she suddenly tries to prevent you from getting out from the house. ây/n, no, wait!â she tries to stop you, pulling your hand to her, feeling hot tears falling from her eyes.
âcall me when youâll think you fucked with her enough. but for now,â you slightly pushed ryujin away from you,â âi donât want to see you, donât you ever do this to me again.â you said before you slammed the door.
ryujin finally lets herself cry, begging you on her knees to come back and talk with her but you couldnât hear her pleadings anyway.











