#yay fml

i have to write a dissertation but all my research is now irrelevant according to my tutor, i have no idea what i'm gonna write about and i'm stressed cause i'm bad at written work and i really need a good grade, i have also been ill for like 3 weeks now and i am so done with having a cough and feeling dead all day, all my friends like to do is get drunk but i keep getting too drunk and throwing up and feeling gross, i just want some weed tbh, also my family is moving house and i've gotta go back and help soon while trying to juggle my final year uni work andddd i can not seem to find a decent guy to hang out with and fall madly in love with and i miss having someone that's mine soooo badly... and i think i'm putting on stress weight 😑

I cut my hair and now i look like fucking Ted Logan but it's all good, i'm not crying

im always surprised by how easily I get triggered ^⁠_⁠^

that fucked up moment when you care so much about someone but the world just wouldn’t allow you to be happy so you just lay in your bed with no desire to wake up ever again

((I'm going to destroy my brain.))

cracked my phone screen !! :D again !! :D yay:D:D

I was going to have a much needed "treat yo self" weekend but now I'm going to have a "how much do I hate myself for being irresponsible" weekend