#yappinggggg

at the time, I was really mentally unwell as a kid, I had a lot of mental health issues and hurt myself often, but back then, we had a big national exam before primary school ends and rewatching this series made me get the motivation I needed to lock in and study 😭 all bcs I wanted to be as smart as my favourite character, karma 😭

I would always rewatch it every year, sometimes the entire thing or just my fave episodes,, but in 2023, I got obsessed again LMAO my interests never faded and I started to rebuild my oc again and their lore w karma,, I had another huge national exams when I was 17 that will determine which uni will accept me and my ass was writing a chapter for my assassination classroom fic every week withour fail💀💀 and I was planning to enter law so I really needed good grades and here I was writing fics

I could have exams on that week and I'd still have a chapter ready, to the point that I wrote a 100k fic by the time it reached june/july of 2024😭😭 I drew so much ac art that I still have up in this acc and met so many lovely ppl, it made me socialise more online again! and funnily enough, the anime did help me w my studies as much as it sounded like I was distracted 24/7 (I was, but I have my ways to lock in🫡)

I target first place in rankings every exam just to be like karma and it worked!! he was a great motivation for me to study properly,, I even bought merch along the way, his nendo, his figurine, some of the mangas, the other side mangas like the graduation one and even made my own personal ones for my yumeship

ac is such a big part of my life, I don't think I'll ever stop loving it,, I won't say it's the most show stopping series ever, but it was important to me and was there for me every time I needed comfort

anyway enough yapping, I'll be enjoying the movie in my kayano cosplay tomorrow and I can't wait!!