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i ended talking ab gaza. another crazy thing ive witnessed as a byproduct of its' constant media coverage, is a movement of people who become zios or isra*l supporters purely out of spite, and/or for the sake of being contrarian. to spite the notion that palestinians are people worth their empathy, to rebel against a concept they seem to feel is 'shoved down their throats'. in a world where this is the way people move, how can you not become disillusioned? how are you possibly meant to have any faith in humanity? when the leader and president of the most (arguably) powerful nation in the world, is a convicted felon? and that's only for white collar crimes, nevermind his long documented history of gross perversion and SA. like the world has not felt like a real place - i was gna say since 2016 but i guess you could say ever idk, that's just when my little brain 'woke' up to the world around me lol. the world is genuinely a big joke. and idk those are just two things off the top of my head, highly relevant rn, and yet would not even fulfil one whole percent of fucked up things in the world today. the kinds issues that plague my mind and cause the suffering of billions globally, the cruel irony is that theyre all preventable. and thats the sick part. preventable, or solvable in this world with the resources we have. but because im little old me and youre little old you, nothing we can do (it feels like) will even make a dent; bc the people who want bad shit to happen, have the means and ability to make it happen and keep it happening however long they deem necessary until they get what they need. im basically writing mad world from 24 fuckign years ago lol. but idk that's just more proof that things dont or havent truly changed overtime. they might have in the material world, but human nature hasnt changed. the desire for power, the hunger for wealth and status, despite the countless times humans learn and are taught the lesson that that shit doesnt matter, that nasty greed still has always prevailed. esp because in our capitalistic societies, that shit is actually rewarded - you get a fat bag if you trade your morality and capacity for genuine love. ok c part 3 lol
