The moment i jump out of a moving car because u aren't listening..
because you antagonize me... Belitting my feelings and over powering how i feel instead of loving me how u expect to be loved.
It never fucking fails...
And this is the moment i know that you...are my best...but the absolute worse person I could ever be with....
My mental has been drained...
I feel so hopeless with you..
I stopped sharing who I rlly was with you.
You don't appreciate me.. It shows..
You think I owe you... It shows..
You don't know what real love is.. U dk how to love.. Never did..
You aren't ever emotionally available.. Ever..
U just held me as I cried and listened to another empty promise u make me..
You're never there for me when I actually need you...
You and I... Just aren't it...
But you aren't The person I need you to be for me the way that I try to be everything you want...
We just aren't meant to be in my book.
I want someone to grow me...
Not build me up and knock me down whenever then pick me back up then knock me right back down... I progress just to go back fifty more steps...
This has never been healthy since day one.
I want a spouse who makes me better period...
Never ever cater to my feelings..
..In the most genuine purest way.
Goodbye... My love..Goodbye Yancee..