With a little reluctance, I let go of Yamaguchi's hand as we entered the little cafe. The overall atmosphere was so homey, I almost forgot that I had never been there before. When we got up to the counter to order however, my sense of ease quickly faded and anxiety took over as I tried to read the menu. I could speak Japanese fairly well but still had trouble reading it. I felt my face burn read from embarrassment as I tried frantically to remember everything I had learned. (1/2) ~Emi
It didnât help when the obviously new, young barista snickered a bit at my efforts. I felt my voice get smaller and smaller and my throats feel tight. Too embarrassed to look up at Yamaguchi, I played nervously with the hem of my shirt and quietly panicked. (2/2) ~Emi (Ahhhh this took forever to send in sorry DX Iâve been so busy itâs nuts @_@)
Yamaguchi approached the counter with you and looked it over with ease, about to open his mouth to speak, when he noticed the barista give off a quiet scoff. He frowned slightly and looked down at you. He was shocked to see you looking so frail, so feeble. His chest tightened up and he reached out to take your hand firmly in his.Â
âWhat would you like? I can order for you,â he said softly to you as he gave a sidelong glance to the barista. Heâd known how hard it is to interact with strangers and heâd frequently had panic attacks when having to deal with workers in the service industry. He couldnât imagine how hard it was for you when you could barely speak the language.Â
(Itâs okay bb Emi! Iâm the one whoâs taken so long and Iâm sorry for that. Please forgive me ; u ; !)Â











