now iām stuck thinking about rookās hazy moments.Ā the times she goes into that state of mind where she has to go and go and go until she is too tired to go anymore.Ā and iām sure some of that stemmed from being conditioned to do whatever she was told to do.Ā obviously not as bad as staci because she was seen as the strong - but enough to make her work herself when someone needs something to the point of fatigue in some cases.
and to add onto theĀ āstrongā thing, she was told that the whole time - pushed to the top of some fucked up favorites list and then when she did what she was originally intended to do, she was told she was weak and alone and nothing and as something that shouldnāt have bothered her due to that hate in her heart, it fucked her up quite a bit.
