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It had been some time, a week maybe two that she'd been staying at her home in the country. It had been a mess, everything that happened but they'd gotten all of them, and gotten the girls out. It was hard to remember but she vaguely had a memory of asking John while he was carrying her towards the jet if they were out. He'd sad a few things but all that stuck in her mind was, they were the last two out.

She hated thinking about what happened, the things she could hear and the feeling of being helpless. It was just another scar on her of wanting to help others but at the same time, she wasn't paying enough attention to stop herself from being caught. People were freed though and she had to keep that going in her mind.

It might have been easier if it all hadn't got to John so much either and the choice of the team to let them both recover separately, at first angered her and then she realized that neither needed to be around each other because he wasn't him and Kara was a empty hole of regret. She would have made him worse, and he would have done the same to her.

Kara hadn't seen him at all, she hadn't talked to him but they'd exchanged a handful of texts. Nothing more than checking in. She'd been told that John checked in on her but had talked to Wanda and Audrey, Kara not wanting to talk to anyone, yet. The texts were sweet and felt the way they did before the mission which was a place Kara often found herself wanting to be.

She knew John was coming to get her. There was part of her that didn't want to go back to the city and back to fighting bad guys. Even the thought of using her powers, or feeling pain any of it at all made her hands shake. How was she going to be around John and be the same woman he loved. She was still so broken and going back to do the same things she'd been doing. She wasn't ready for that and didn't know when she would be.

She sat in her favorite window, arms wrapped around her legs and a cup of coffee sitting next to her. When she saw his bike pull up and had to smile. As his helmet slipped of, Kara stood up and went towards the door, walking out onto the large wrap around porch. He looked so different, so much the man she'd feel in love with before all of these new bad things unfolded and for the first time in awhile she smiled. Her hands ran over her body, knowing she was about twenty pounds smaller and her skin a pale color it had never been before. She chewed on her lower lip, now at the top of the stairs looking down at him.

Kara knew that they were supposed to be going out but she was still busy getting ready for the meeting in the morning. She looked up at her friend who'd wanted her to join. The two women walked in and Kara saw a seat at the bar, not far from a group of people that looked a little rough. She knew in the club she'd be fine and they looked as though they were having a good time with one another. Well all but one of them but she could tell he was a miserable type and it made her shake her head.

Slipping into the chair, she motioned to the bartender that she needed a glass of pinot grissino. Once the glass was placed in front of her she looked up over at the group that sent her the drink and she noticed a metallic arm wave and she nodded, mouthing thank you to him.

It had been a long time since she'd seen her cousin's best friend but at least he was getting a little r&r before they leave tomorrow. She didn't recognize any of the rest and she put the group out of her mind. Kara opened her files, beginning to go over them before the morning . Feeling someone next to her, she assumed that Bucky had decided to come up and say hi but instead, it was a very large soldier.

Her head tilted up looking at him and she sighed. "I'm so sorry but I already have a drink and I've got to get this work finished. The man became angry and Kara decided it was much better to just ignore him. That was until he picked up all her papers and tossed them down. Her brow furrowed as she looked up at him. "What are you doing, soldier."

He grabbed her arm, dragging her off the barstool. Her eyes widened as she reached out to grab the bar but her fingers gripped onto the first arm that was near her. All she could get ahold of was the sleeve of the man who seemed to be aggravated when she walked in. Before the man finally pulled her into his arms her eyes connected with the man, such a bright blue and she wondered. Her lips got out a mummer of asking for help. The man who was dragging her though placed his arms around her as she was pushing on his chest.

Kara heard them coming up the elevator and as John and Natalia walked in, Kara's eyes widened. She could see something happened to them. Natasha looked out of it and she was injured. John was banged up but she'd seen him worse. Maybe John should go to Yelena and she'd take care of Nat.

Kara grabbed Nat and started walking her towards medical. "John something happened to Yelena today. She received a call, was gone for almost 12 hours and then when she came back, she was shut down."

Nat began to push off of Kara. "Not gonna happen, I'm taking you to medical and I promise John can take care of this." Kara nodded to her best friend to just go as she moved Natalia towards Audrey in medical.

Going to the top of the tower, Yelena stood on the edge looking out towards the sky. Her expression seemed as though she was somewhere else. Her red rimmed eyes didn't seem to focus on any one thing. She could hear John coming towards her but she didn't turn around. A tear streaked down her face. "Maybe I shouldn't have tried so hard. Was it worth doing everything I did just to be afraid of it coming back.... Melina was correct we will never be free. Never be free."

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[MOVING] The sender moves the receiver’s shirt to the side to access their breasts ( John to Kara - before they’ve gone on their undercover mission )

Kara hadn't expected it to take John as long as it did to finish up the painting on the shield. She'd given him access to a lot of materials so that he could do whatever he wanted. She was about to go down and see what he was doing when she received few text from him. He seemed to be coming back up but he needed to take a shower before coming over. She sighed, wishing he would have just done it at her place but messaged him back.

{Text: Walker} Okay. I'm glad you got it done. I'm gonna lay down just let yourself in see you soon.

Kara laid down on her back, trying to push out all the thoughts that were in her mind but it didn't take long till she dozed off. She knew that John was quiet list Steve, the serum giving them agility that most don't have but she never knew that he could be quiet enough that she did't wake up when he'd come in.

She didn't wake up till she felt his breath on her body and his hands roaming up towards her chest. She felt his hands move her bra to the side as his big hands enveloped her tits causing a jolt of pleasure run through her body as she felt his calloused thumb graze her nipple. Kara's back arched slightly off the bed as she opened her eyes and smiled as he was sitting over her, her small body pinned down as he smiled down at her.