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@xcainn
āAh--Cain. Iām going to the mess hall to get something to eat. Are you coming? I was going to meet up with Ethos as well if you didnāt mind.ā His stomach had already started growling since he finished a huge report to the commander, and now that dinner was finally ready and he had finished his work in time, he didnāt want to miss out.
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āWhat about you coming closer and getting a real kiss?ā
I still canāt believe that I got to meet @xcainn , and even spend most of the day with her! It wasnāt easy to meet because of the awful phone service + my sister (Iām so gonna try to go with friends next time), but everything worked out in the end. We got to go out for sushi for lunch, and attended the Killing Stalking panel later in the day. 10/10 was so worth seeing her! Did I mention how sweet and beautiful she is irl?! I got shy at times because I wasnāt sure what to say, I didnāt think Iād ever meet anyone from tumblr so soon! o///o Btw, I really did end up crying, but when I got home because I didnāt want the perfect day to end ;w; I hope we get to meet again in the future!
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From X
āYou know what Iām talking about.ā His voice was low, cold eyes glaring at the man he thought he knew. Everything Cain said, it was all fake. When he hugged him, when he told him āIāve never wanted anyone as bad as I want youāā¦ it was all a facade. It was just a play to get Abel to trust him, to get Abel wrapped around his finger so project Thebes would work. The realization hit him full force and now his emotions were threatening to break him down. āPhobos showed me everything. This whole timeā¦youāve been deceiving me. I trusted you and you lied to meā¦ everything youāve said has been for you, to benefit that stupid fucking project that I donāt want to be a part of! But I donāt have a choice, do I?ā His voice began to shake. Tears peaked at his eyes, but he held them back. He wouldnāt cry, not in front of this asshole. āI donāt know why I trusted youā¦I donāt know why I thought you cared about me. Iāve just been a pawn this whole timeā¦ā He ground his teeth, nails digging into his own palm. āYouāre just an asshole without a heartā¦ā He couldnāt trust a single person anymore.
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@xcainn yelledĀ āGIMMEā. // technical angst call.Ā || selectively accepting.
Ā Ā Ā Ā It STARTS with a gasp of breath - the pain hitting him in the chest. Itās not real - itās not a physical pain, itās one that heās dealt with many times before. Ā The pain of being alone. Physically. Mentally. It was draining, the reason he stayed so quiet, the reason heād never gotten close to anyone. His fears conflicted; he feared being alone, but feared abandonment just as much. Thereās a lot running through his head - the recent thoughts of Cain, the way he looks at Deimos, and if he actuallyĀ needs him. It means he relies on him. That heās useful, but that one day... His usefulness will wear. Heāll no longer be need, or wanted.Ā
Ā Ā Ā Thatās what causes him to shake.
Ā Ā Ā Breathing becomes labored and hands start to shake, and he stares down at the floor, as if thatās supposed to ground him somehow, as if thatās supposed to make him feel better somehow. Itās the sound of boots - heavy on the ground that shocks him the most, body going completely rigid as he recognizes exactly whose they are. Who they belong to.Ā
Ā Ā Ā NO. He canāt see you like this. You look weak.Ā
Ā Ā He tries to steady himself, to stand, but finds himself falling forward.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āC-Cain... Cain, no... Please donāt...āĀ
Ā Ā Ā You canāt even get the words out. Itās a gut wrenching feeling, and he canāt meet Cainās eyes, let alone look towards him. HeāsĀ terrified. This was the one person he never wanted to see him this way, and he can feel nails gently dig into his thin uniform, thinner than the flight suits they wore in combat. Enough that it hurts.Ā
@xcainnĀ
From ~X~
Abel's face was a slight pink as his heart fluttered in his chest. He felt entirely too embarrassed about the whole thing, but he couldn't stand it any longer. What he said was the truth and maybe something inside him wanted Cain to say the same to him. It wasn't exactly a confession of love, it was how it sounded. He'd come to the discovery that he needed Cain in his life. Just to be there. He didn't want to lose the fighter he'd come to trust so well. And he hoped Cain felt the same, though it was definitely a stretch for the stubborn fighter. Abel hardly wanted to focus on Cain when he confessed what had been on his chest. His eyes found a spot on the floor and remained there when the words came out of his mouth. But the fighter's response made his head snap up and his eyes focus hard on the other's. "That's not what I mean!", he said, slightly frustrated. "I need you...just you..." his face turned even darker with embarrassment. "I don't want to lose you. Because...because I feel like you're the one person I can trust." His eyes rested on Cain's the entire time. It didn't matter what people said about his fighter, he knew Cain. He trusted him.
But baby, don't leave me Shut your mind off and let your heart hear me I won't trade this for nothing I may not ever get my shit together But ain't nobody gonna love you better
Don't leave me Shut your mind off and let your heart breathe You don't need to be worried I may not ever get my shit together But ain't nobody gonna love you better Don't go What we have here is irreplaceable No, I won't trade this for nothing I may not ever get my shit together But ain't nobody gonna love you better than me, yeah Love you better than meĀ
