#xavierly

the name charley:

NICE 

30: A song that reminds you of yourself: flawless // beyonce (ft. nicki minaj) B]

OH HELL YES BLESS YOU

Favourite Female:

Allison is so important, she is so important, so so important. Although the catatonic Lydia after her death is also one of my favourites because ugh character development and parallels !!!!!

Favourite Male:

Stiles Stilinski, I just want to bundle him up and cuddle him until he feels okay about himself and his self worth and the things about himself he tries to hide. But then again I could say the same for Derek Hale. I feel like I’m cheating by listing two for each oops.

3 Other Favourite Characters:

So apart from those four (haha my bad) it would be Scott, Melissa and Isaac!

3 OTPs:

Scott and Allison will forever be my favourite, I mean, they were meant to grow old together, he was the first boy she ever loved, the only boy she’ll only love, and it was devastating to watch it end

I’m kind of really digging this Stiles and Malia thing, and I don’t understand it but they’re just so cute together ??????

PAPA STILINSKI AND MAMA MCCALL ALL THE WAY

(I’m cheating already so I’m going to just yell VERSATILE STILES AND DEREK FOREVER AND EVER because I can’t believe I forgot it but I can’t not mention it)

Notp: 

Skittles has always kind of weirded me out since they’re like brothers to me, but sometimes it’s cute, I guess?

Funniest character:

Stiles Stilinski. Stiles Stilinski. Stiles Stilinski. STILES STILINSKI. 

Prettiest character:

I’ve got to say Allison! Both her and Crystal are just, ugh, I could go on for hours. Lydia gives her a very good run for her money though, that’s got to be mentioned! A very close second!

((((oh shit I did it again)))))

Most Annoying Character:

It kind of annoys me how some things relating to Malia are gratuitous and unnecessary? OH BUT JACKSON

((((NO IM NOT DOING THIS ON PURPOSE I SWEAR)))))

Most badass character:

Derek Hale, especially with scruff

Character I’d like as my BFF:

Well Scott (even though he would put me in mortal peril oh so much) or Allison gASP OR BOTH

(((((I’m reading this back and I’m so ashamed of myself))))))

Female Character I’d Marry:

I’d marry Lydia, because she is ambitious and to be honest I find that very sexy

Male Character I’d Marry:

Oh wow I have so many headcanons between Stiles and Derek and Scott and but no nO MORE CHEATING OK ID MARRY STILES BECAUSE I CANT BE IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH A STOIC STRONG SWEET BEARDED MECHANIC OR SWEET PUPPY FACE VETERINARIAN WITH CURLS WHEN I CAN HAVE SPASTIC ELEMENTARY SCHOOL TEACHER WITH A THING FOR RESEARCHING ARCHAIC RUNES (heavy breathing)

Character I hate/dislike/least like:

KATE ARGENT /hisses

You are a little shit. Don't argue with me, you'll agree in a few year's time. Right now, you're peaking. That's right, you are. You're at your zenith, the highest summit you've never had to climb, and it's amazing, right? Everyone knows you, everyone seems to like you, you are never at a loss for people to hang out with, no matter the event.

Well I want you to start bracing, start learning to get into the descent position, because if you've peaked, it means the rest of the journey is headed down. Don't fret and panic and look for the oxygen masks, they won't do you any good. You need to trust in yourself, because when this plane plummets to the bottom of the ocean, a plastic pocket of hopeful wishes won't get you anywhere. You need to believe in your own ability to get back to the surface before you suffocate, and it will be hard, trust me, I know. Sometimes that terrifying and overwhelming terror is like a dense fog, and you feel like you're choking and everything is closing in on you. You will feel that, it's kind of inevitable. But it's okay. Trust your arms, trust your lungs, trust that you'll break the surface in time.

You're going to hyperventilate twice in your life (so far). One will be private, one will be public (in that order). Learn from it, control it, and I want you to figure out early on that no one is going to support you forever. Find your feet, find the ground, march on and forwards, and do everything to the maximum. Because if you're gonna do something, don't half-ass it, it's not worth wasting your time otherwise. Go hard or go home.