#x-cest

so. Evil X got sent back to the void after having been under Jeff's command which fucked them up harshly, and now they can't help but miss X. Miss the times they had with xem even though those memories are stained by Jeff's control they were under while getting to hang out with X

In a way, maybe that was the reason they didn't try to escape earlier - being given the magic to mind control Xisuma tapped into their desires they didn't want to admit. It was a power trip, it was something they aknowledge they shouldn't have done, but god, the other option was to go back to the isolation of the void that Jeff dragged them out of. Make Xisuma unreachable and merely a muse to keep idolizing.