#wutevar

lol wow i actually had an impact on someone

cool!

youre welcome, i love you too

aww nooo no noo dont cry

go look at zayn’s monkey smile, it’ll make you happy

maybe i have some pictures

let me see

introducing… zayns full smile

the thing that makes my heart crack with jooy

this isn’t a monkey smile but he just looks so beautiful here like literally he looks like he was carved by angels

this is a monkey smile aww

this isn’t a monkey smile but it’s cute okay bc zayn is such a little dweeb

my god he looks angelic here just i need a minute 

im sad :( he makes me sad and happy at the same time look :(

monkey monkey smile iloveyiu

this little fetus mouth open thingy no :(

his fsce is so adorable here look at his little nose twitch thing this is my favorite he’s so happy talking to his mum im not dying

monkey smile and hobo hair i think yes you are tearing me apart

this is perfection i tell you there nothing else more perfect

god no the fetus laugh oh my god its like hes trying really hard to stop the monkey smile but he cant and its just so ajdsfkl’

sorry i had to post it again i just 

hes about to laugh my god why couldn’t this be a gif you can see hes going to explod

this monkey smile oh my god i love how his smile goes up to his eyes and his teeth are so full and just aww his crinkly eyes ajkl 

aw the calm monkey face smile aww

awwAWWawwaww chubby monkey aww youre so cute fetus bby

this is so adorable he’s so silly stupid little boy. he looks like a child that just discovered the monkey bars aww

his little monkey smile/laugh/confused thing from the profile makes me too happy

("I love you" in Urdu)

this gif just makes me happy tbh its not a huge smile but hes about to just.. MEIN TUMSE PYAAR KARTI HOON ZAYN

aww heres the monkey smile my heart is melting like lava

i once said that zayn looks like a gay designer here and he does with his man jewerly and his blond streak and the way his arm is position all daintily but hes still so beautiful he’d have the same effect on me even if he was gay thats not healthy

zayn youre such a little twat butyour monkey smile is so angelic even if youre dweebalicious

that monkey smile oh my god just freakin loOK AT IT SAVOR IS HIS LIPS JUST LOOK LIKE THEY’RE GOING TO CONNECT WITH HIS EYES ITS SO MESMERIZING 

my sOUL

this half faced monkey smile oh my god everything is so detailed and perfect i can see every hair and every crinnkle and ohmygod your eyes look so precious ohmygod my light my soul my heart my eNTIRE BEING

just his smile can make my day honestly it shows on his whole face his eyes are fucking smiling is he like the male version of tyra banks

this gif says so much you can tell zayn is so happy working with the kids and charity makes him so happy his heart is so pure despite all his mistakes his so happy this breaks and sews my heart

he so happy and it hurts bc helping people and spending time with chidlren makes him so happy dONT LOOK AT ME

he looks so beautiful oh god that snapback and that big curl/wavy thing in his hair i would kill to see this again ohmygod

dNT LOOK AT ME

youre so handsome marsha’allah

this gif is the epitome of zayns monkey smile/laugh

the human sparkle everybody

this is the cutest thing aw i wanna see that again awwWWWwwwwW

aww idk if hes smiling in this but i like it cause hes like, “get off me loueh” but then hes all like, “nvrm stayhere”

idk if this gif works but he’s about to monkey smile but even the preparation for the monkey smile is adorable so this stays

bringing back your dweebalicious zayn you were such a typical desi my god *face palms*

this is like, the second epitome of zayns monkey smile/laugh god i will hate myself at the end of this 

i honestly dont know why i’m posting this picture but i love fetus/home zayn bc look aww he looks so chubby in the first picture i love it

yes yES YES THIS IS THE PERFECT PICTURE OF THE MONKEY SMILE/LAUG YES OH MY GOD WHOEVER TOOK THIS PICTURE, MAY GOD BLESS YOUR SOUL EVERY DETAIL IS PERFECT AND I JUST

hes about to smile here but this picture was put in this post solely bc look at it if that doesnt make you smile i’m not sure what will

ah eyebrows and monkey smile and forehead and thumbs and those sparkly sparkly eyes and you know what zAYN… neverstopsmilinglikethis

this isn’t a monkey smile or anything but its so beautiful he looks like a god or some sort of higher power if that makes sense but hes precious

nO THIS IS NOT A MONKEY SMILE THIS IS A MONKEY SMIRK THIS IS A DOUBLE BLOW TO MY HEART

precious you’re precious that is the only word to describe you precious 

and then heres a legit monkey face bc its one of my favs tbh and it makes me endlessly happy but then throws me into a deep dark abyss

and the irrelevant finale… 

it jiggles

i think i’m going to just end up staring at this post bc zayn’s full smile makes me happy and it makes me cry

i dont know if this made you happy or sad 

but

it made me hate myself

maybe if I actually hung out with people when I said I would I wouldn't be sitting here.

maybe if people didn't treat me like shit in the past I wouldn't be so paranoid.

maybe if things I say don't bug me didn't actually I wouldn't be so stressed out.

maybe I should stop listening to music I hate.

maybe if I liked things other than just zombies and marvel heroes I'd be more interesting.