𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕻𝖊𝖗𝖋𝖊𝖈𝖙 𝕹𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙 ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ When I was doing the 54321 technique to calm down, I kissed you for the one thing I can taste
˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥Lloyd Garmadon x reader ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥WC: 1.4k ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥Warnings: hurt/comfort, no Y/N, Lloyd has a panic attack, Dragons Rising Spoilers, spoilers for the series in general (from season one to the Oni trilogy), possible improper depiction of panic attack, may be OOC, English isn't my first language, improper use of commas and grammar, not beta read we die like Harumi
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The night is young and it is a busy Friday night in Ninjago city. The streets are bustling with vendors, families would come together and eat dinner under warm lights, young couples would confess their love under the full moon. It is the perfect night for a bustling city like Ninjago. However, even in this wonderful evening there is a certain group that still couldn’t enjoy the night or rather someone. The colorful ninja team who have sworn themselves to protect Ninjago against the many forces of evil that tried to take down Ninjago city. They have protected the city against serpentines, djinns, and many more and yet their souls still remain on guard to defend the city against any threats that are lurking in the city. Normally, during night patrols they would split up and take turns in protecting different areas of the city. Tonight is not that different, each of these colorful suited ninjas are in their station keeping an eye out on different areas of the city except for one.
The green ninja also known as the chosen one, the leader of the group, and the mentor of the newest members of the ninja team is assigned to stay back during the patrol. The other ninjas agree that Lloyd should stay back on the activity as lately he hasn’t been himself during missions and when they are lounging around in their scarce leisure time. Arin and Sora dragged you to the monastery to keep an eye out on their dear master, they have suspected that the two of you have feelings for each other but for whatever reason choose to not be together yet. When you arrived at the monastery you saw Lloyd protesting to Zane and Nya, claiming that he is in good condition thus it would be ridiculous to make the leader of the group stay back. Zane expresses his concern regarding Lloyd’s condition and Nya claims that it would be best for him to stay back and rest. Lloyd tries to retaliate but Kai groans and claims that he has heard him waking up in the middle of the night screaming and falling off from his bed, it seems like it is a recurring thing for Lloyd. You have a hunch that your crush hasn’t been properly taking care of himself evident from his ever growing eyebags, his thinning frame, and how he has been avoiding you for a whole month. Eventually, you agree and bid farewell to the others leaving you and the pitiful green ninja alone in awkward silence.
“When was the last time you slept peacefully?” you asked, trying to break the suffocating silence. Lloyd’s back was facing you at a distance, but you know better that he was trying to not worry you by hiding his body. “I’m sorry that you get to play babysitter for me, it’s truly embarrassing. I should take you back home and lecture the kids when they get back” he replied softly. He is avoiding the question as always. You have always known Lloyd to be selfless, always prioritizing others before himself even at the cost of his safety and wellbeing. No matter how much you try to tell him that he isn’t alone and that you and his family will always be there for him, he prefers to keep his problems to himself. This habit of his truly frustrates you.
“C’mon you need to take a shower, can’t have the mighty green ninja to also have green flies surrounding him” you joked. Lloyd didn’t laugh and stayed still at his place. Forcibly, you took his arms and carried him to the shower. Having visited the monastery a couple of times you know the ninja’s abode like the back of your palm. You offered to bathe Lloyd but he was too embarrassed and that he should have manners and let you wait in his room until he is finished. Now, donned in an adorable pinstriped matching mint green pajamas he enters his room to find you waiting for him sitting on his bed. You look adorable like this, he thinks. His heart yearns for a quiet domestic life like this where you would wait for him in his room at night so that the two of you could cuddle under the sheets and all of his worries of the world would disappear, but he can’t have that. Not when there are new villains arriving to destroy ninjago every single day, not when every single person he loves risks falling into danger. You are too precious and deserve to be cherished by someone else, someone who is normal and not a hideous half-dragon half-oni creature like he is. Not by someone who could instantly destroy you and break you at the palm of his hands, you deserve to be held by caring hands and not by his hands that carried blood that have slain many.
He recalls his previous experiences with failure and grief. That time where he has to banish his father, his failure to save Harumi, Zane’s sacrifice, everyone else that he couldn’t save, and his conversation with himself during the trial of uprooting. He feels disappointed at himself, if he could’ve trained more, been faster, stronger, wiser he could’ve been more like Wu. Lloyd is sweating, he is afraid of losing you too and he feels lightheaded. He feels like the entire room is spiraling and getting closer to crush him by each second. You notice how his expression changes and his breath becomes shaky. Lloyd is trembling right now and you notice it, next thing you know he is holding his chest and falls into the ground and his body is still shaking. You rush over to him and put his head into your lap, you remember what your school teaches you on what to do if there is someone who is having a panic attack and decide to give it a go.
Holding his hand you told him “Lloyd, listen to me. Take deep breaths okay…. I’m here with you and I’m not leaving, okay. Could you please name 5 things that you can see.”
“The bed, my desk, my chair, the carpet, and pillows”. You’re relieved that he listens to you and answers your question.
“How about 4 things that you can touch?” You asked him again.
“The floor, my pajamas, my hair, and you.” He replied. That last answer of his made you skip a beat in your heart but now is not the time for this you thought to yourself.
“Good job, Lloyd. What about 3 things that you can hear?” Your eyes soften as you notice how his breath has become steadier.
“The chicken in the living room, the TV, and the fireworks outside”
“What about 2 things that you can smell right now?”
“The incense and your clothes”
To your relief you noticed how his previous symptoms have now died down and decided to ask him one last question.
“Last one, name me one thing that you can taste.” You look down on him and Lloyd looks at you with longing in his eyes. It speaks louder than any words that exist. Suddenly and without warning Lloyd gets up and kisses you on the lips. Placing your hand on his face, you finally recognize that your feelings are mutual and return the kiss. The both of you share a passionate kiss that is filled with love and desire for one another. When the kiss broke up you looked at each other in relief and laughed. All these times the both of you are afraid of rejection and it turns out there was nothing to be afraid of. The two of you spent the night cuddling in Lloyd’s bed while watching TV. Lloyd’ body is flushed against yours and not paying attention to whatever is on the screen right now, knowing that there is no safer place than home. You play with his hair and give him occasional pecks on his cheek or his shoulders to reassure him that he will always be loved to soothe his worries. Eventually the two of you fell asleep tangled in each other’s limbs, and for Lloyd? It was the best sleep that he has ever had, he wishes that the night would never end.
It truly is the perfect night after all……
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˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ A/N: Hellooo sexy people! I am back and I got this idea from a tiktok prompt and I NEEDED to write a fic about it!! This piece was meant to be a Sanji x reader, however I was scrolling through twt and saw one post about Lloyd having a panic attack and changed the course of this entire fic whoops!
˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ Sorry if there are any misinformation regarding panic attacks, I am a design graduate and not in the med field
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