#wtfnidog

You: talk about it.

Me: 1. I love baking 2. I love crafts and making things, tye dying tshirts, making letters 3. I love football, and cook outs and tail gating 4. I LOVE DANCING and hate that you won't go with me, I hate that you complain about it because honestly anything that you ever wanted to do, I would do with you because YOU asked, and I don't understand why you won't with me. 5. i want to go on a date, so badly more than like anything. A real date though, a thorough one, that starts with flowers and picking me up and ends with walking me to my door and kissing me goodnight. 6. I love phone calls and talking about my feeling. 7. talking about the future makes me happy because I plan everything and I want you in that future and talking about plans is adorable. 8. I love you, I'm so freaking in love with you. My mom knows it, my friends know it, your friends know it and I'm sure you probably know it. & I don't care that we haven't been dating forever, but I do, I love getting interested in the things you do and when I'm with you I feel better, I don't feel shallow and stupid. You make me real, if that makes sense. I love everything you do and honestly if you don't love me it's not gonna make me stop because I think you hung the moon and I think everything about you is perfect in my mind. I get on you about not being interested and stuff because I'm afraid that you don't like me anymore or don't want me, and I don't think I could handle that. I don't care if this isn't the perfect moment to tell you, like you want everything to be, this is my moment, when I want to tell you because it's how I feel.

Me: And I regret nothing, I don't even feel stupid for telling you this, like I normally feel after I confess something. I feel good. And if you tell me you love cats, then thats fine. But I love you. And yeah. Thats all.

:) 

I'm sorry that you hate me,

I'm sorry you think that I don't care. 

I'm sorry that I'm not enough for you,

and that you think that this isn't fair.

I'm sorry I said all the wrongs things,

I'm sorry that it's just the wrong time.

I'm sorry that I can't express my feelings, 

and that I keep them bottled up inside. 

I'm sorry that I hurt you, 

I'm sorry you trusted me, and I failed.

I'm sorry for the last 9 months 

and all that it has entailed. 

I'm sorry that you still love me,

I'm sorry that I feel the same.

I'm sorry we can't be together, 

i love you, i want to hangout with you everyday. i don't care if we just sit in bed all day. just the thought of that me with you is amazing. i am working my life and getting everything together. i am finding out who is my friends & who isn't. the right thing to do & the wrong thing. i feel like i am growing up with time i am not with you. my thoughts are different than usual. i just want to be with you & everything to be okay. my thoughts are more towards my future & my life, if i do something what will be the consequences of my actions. i just want to be with you. the thought of you talking to other guys just kills me, but i cant let it happen because we aren't to together.