#wtfd

Unsent message from Zoë: Hey, everything okay?

“I can’t get you out of my head, Zoë. I know I’ve been really stupid but… It’ just that this whole fucking quarantine made me realize how big of an influence you’ve got on me. From the first moment we talked to each other—even though you tore me down completely—I could only look at you with admiration. And no matter how difficult you made it for me afterwards, I think we had no other choice. That first kiss you gave me and all those secret meet ups, even me moving in with you… All of that was done with so much love. I had never experienced anything like that before. I know I’m not the easiest person, it’s not like you’re a very easy person, either. But I didn’t really know how or what to do… Because I just loved you so much. And I still do, Zoë. I think about you all the time. I long to lie next to you again, to comb through your hair, to look into your eyes…”

“It can't go on like this, Senne.”

“No, I know.”

“I find it super strange to say it like this, but... I still love you, too. For real.”

𝚉𝙰𝚃𝙴𝚁𝙳𝙰𝙶, 𝟶𝟺.𝟶𝟺.𝟸𝟶𝟸𝟶

𝚆𝙾𝙴𝙽𝚂𝙳𝙰𝙶, 𝟸𝟸.𝟶𝟺.𝟸𝟶𝟸𝟶

“What have you been up to?”

“I can’t get you out of my head, Zoë. I know I’ve been really stupid but… It’ just that this whole fucking quarantine made me realize how big of an influence you’ve got on me. From the first moment we talked to each other—even though you tore me down completely—I could only look at you with admiration. And no matter how difficult you made it for me afterwards, I think we had no other choice. That first kiss you gave me and all those secret meet ups, even me moving in with you… All of that was done with so much love. I had never experienced anything like that before. I know I’m not the easiest person, it’s not like you’re a very easy person, either. But I didn’t really know how or what to do… Because I just loved you so much. And I still do, Zoë. I think about you all the time. I long to lie next to you again, to comb through your hair, to look into your eyes…”

“I call you Seppe because it distances me from the truth. When it’s Senne it gets too real, too close to my heart.”

I knew that this force was calling I won't be broken by the past I felt myself, I felt myself coming back ♪