Day 1 of Social Distancing

Los Angeles, United States

Today was my first day doing this social distancing thing. We have entered a scary time in our history. Covid19 has taken over the world. Starting in China in October, but kept secret until now, this sickness has become a world pandemic.

Italy is in quarantine....so is San Francisco.....China, well it started there. So what do you think?

We have been given strict rules by the CDC and President Trump to: wash our hands vigorously, use hand sanitizer, not to come in contact (shake hands, hug etc) with anybody, and if you feel sick in any way to JUST STAY HOME.

It attacks your insides. Feels like a regular virus, flu or cold...but untreated it can kill.

It’s hard. My job has been shut down. I work at an elementary school, so we have switched to online schooling. They are six....so we will see how this goes. Tomorrow will be our first day trying it out. We are calling it “Pilot Week”.

Despite everything that’s been happening, my second job really wants me to come into work. They are a retail store, and will only close when the shops do. I worked there for an hour today. Trying to keep it minimal. But the money is nice.

Keep you updated!

I know I haven’t posted in a while, but that’s only because Life has just been work and school lately.

As much as I hate to give away my location, there’s no other way to describe them. They are by far my favorite group, although they are the ones I see the least. Instead of listing out names (because there’s too many to even try) Im just gonna go one at a time, because although these people are all in the same group, there never all together when I’m with them, unless its a HUGE party. 

Anyways, I met all these people through my ex, Sebastian, who I dated all through last summer and Ironically have known for exactly a year today. He’s not the most attractive individual unless you know him, but idc. I don't love people because of what they look like and I really like that trait about myself. 

But anyways, all these people are always in “P-town” doing they’re thing. Hopefully one day I am able to live down there and see them more, thats all I want.

Something I hate more than anything is having to write a long and drug out introduction on all the past events that lead up to the ones I am about to attempt to blog to you about (if i can keep up), so I apologize ahead for all the miscommunication and I will try my best to explain the background of my stories to you to the best of my ability. I doubt anyone will see this, but you never know.

The best introduction I can give you the reason for this blog I guess.  I’m not really the type to document the moments of my life so I’ll have a lifetime of memories to remember. I figure that if it’s worth remembering, I’ll remember it right?  Well that’s not the point of this anyways. This is mainly so I can keep my life in order and keep busy this summer after I graduate. 

You’ll notice while reading that I have many different groups and such that i tend to drift towards and away from, hence the name Psychosocial.  I consider myself one of those people who can practically get along with any social group, as long as I adjust the way I act. Some say that’s weird and fake, but to me its just how to interact with different people.

I would also like to point out that I have made this blog as plain as possible, as to not contradict or favor any of the social groups I talk about. The only thing I really don’t particularly like about having an anonymous blog is that posting pictures is nearly impossible due to face recognization, which is why once and a while I will post scenery or little unnoticeable things to capture the setting and help better see the moment as I do. I am also one of those people who believes what you eat contributes heavily to how your day is, which is why I will typically be leaving a list of the foods I have eaten throughout the day (I’m not going to lie, this is mostly because I need to watch what I am eating more to lose weight). In order to remain anonymous, I have also changed all the names I will be talking about.

You may not have met Kim Kardashian, travelled to Jupiter and been the fastest person on earth in one night, but you may have dreamt of it. Dreams are a sequence of thoughts, feelings and pictures which occur involuntarily during your sleep. They are controlled by your sub-conscience and are affected by what is happening in your life and what you are thinking. The average person has 3-5 dreams per night but the occasional have up to seven. Ancient cultures such as the Romans believed that dreams were direct messages from the g-ds. Most of the time, however, you cannot remember what dreams you have had. Sometimes we have nightmares, which are dreams that involve unfortunate events, such as having a monster chase you. You may have heard of 'dream-catchers', which are said to take bad dreams away at night whilst placed near your bed. Make yourself one, and look at their beautiful designs.

At other times, our dreams are literal 'dreams', with them consisting of surreal events such as winning the lottery, finding the cure to cancer or getting the present you have always wanted.

 Like me, you have probably woken up from an amazing dream, only to find out that you have a 'boring' life to live. However, at times like these you should always remember how thankful you would be if you had just woken up from a nightmare. Also, if this insane dream you have just had is achievable, remember that you have been woken up for a reason- to live it.

 Sweet dreams :)