1.20 AM : [voice note] *extremely loud noises, groans, laughs, &barks in the background*

Lily : ok now what sirius has given you. james potter?

I always try to keep my feelings. I do not want to ruin the friendship we shared. Seeing you with others, listening to the happiness you have with others are much better than not being able to see you again. And this all ran well until that one day.

The day we played Truth or Dare in class. The day you got the Dare question. The day you were asked to say the girl you love in front of the class. The day that you said you already had the one girl you love.

And it was also the day that you told me I was just a friend to you. It was the day that you said that the girl was the one I hate so much. It was the day for the first time drinking alcohol.

I could not hold that feeling anymore. You always said that I was strong woman, but that day I cried a lot like a baby. I kept drinking, drinking, and drinking until I, unconsciously, texted you.

I love you so much but I’m just a friend to you. Sigh.

And, as always, in a second you replied, ‘Are you drunk?'

I laughed, I could not stop laughed while crying until I slept, not respond your text.