Our first day had only just begun and already I questioned what I had gotten myself into. Between the scratchy woodland objects as toilet paper and the bushwhacking I could feel myself weakening. As long as I kept my mind on the beautiful views and the people I was with I should make it through, I thought. But with each step came the sneaking suspicion that what was around the corner might not be as easy as I thought.
The summer before sophomore year had been planned perfectly. Just the right balance of socialization and adventure had been calculated and packing was somewhat complete with the constant push from my mom. The trip was two weeks long and I wanted every minute of it. In my mind I had made the limited description of the Appalachian Trail into a beautiful picture of a gentle woodland trail winding through the woods, the tender springy ground ever-waiting to accept my boots and help me quickly, painlessly wear them in. The new people I would meet would instantly become lifelong friends and with adorning matching packs we would happily stroll through the woods for two weeks.
I played this picture through my head the whole trip to New Hampshire. The car only had two windows that opened and our AC had been broken for months. Sitting in the backseat, I tried not to let my sweating face bother me; at least I didnât have very much stuff, I thought. All I had with me was in one backpack in the trunk. Two white shirts, a couple pairs of underwear, a couple bandannas and a limited supply of other clothes were going to get me through these two weeks for better or for worse. At least I had cut my pack weight down to 15 pounds. I should have the lightest pack, I thought.
I was ready to live the AT life painlessly and joyfully with my 15 pounds of clothes strapped to my back. One quick parent meeting later, I was joyfully stuffing my belongings into a grungy green backpack I was issued along with half a tent I would be sharing with the only other girl on the trip, and two huge bags of group gear. The one poop shovel had been given to a hairy standoffish boy, and was thrown into his backpack where I was afraid weâd never see it again. The other girl and I were the last ones left on the grass fighting with our packs. She was 15 as well and all I knew about her was that her dad owned a Porsche convertible. Thinking back to my sticky windows and broken AC I felt a bit shy, but she agreed to share her toilet paper with me so we became fast friends.
The group was ready to set out and just by looking I knew that happy little 15 pounds had shit the bed. Now I was carrying 4 liters of water along with everything else. My back strained as I tried to pick up my pack and put it on the scale. My suspicions were correct soon after 53.5 pounds of group gear and half a tent was strapped to my back and I was left cowering and realizing I had to pee really badly still and this was the LAST chance to use a real bathroom I would have for a very long time. Maneuvering around a 53-pound pack is like having a 7-year-old cling to your waist and chest and each time the pack had to come off it entailed a new array of zipping and unclipping.
Not even a mile into our hike I could see a huge pile of boulders going up what looked to be 100 miles. Being a human teeter-totter, I had to slow my pace to something like a crawl. I felt like a 200 pound toddler trying to climb up the slide at the playground. The pack was making this incredibly hard and Cate, the only other girl, had begun singing loudly about half an hour ago. I donât usually mind singing, I like to do it myself. But in our predicament I wasnât in the mood to hear any more Disney songs. Thankfully the top was near, we hauled our packs onto an overlook with the most breathtaking view I have ever seen. We were only two miles from where we had started in the morning but the height we had come was incredible.
Everything was beautiful and I was starting to think the heavy pack was worth it when I realized I needed the shovel. The only problem was I was too afraid to ask the boy who was setting up a tent with the group of six other boys. Luckily Cate seemed to be unfazed by asking boys for a poop shovel so she marched right up and got it for me. We had been informed earlier by our counselors Sierra and Adam that no toilet paper was allowed. They had informed us that rocks, sticks and leaves were our best bet and we should get used to it now, as we were practicing âLeave No Trace.â Other than Cate not letting me use the toilet paper I knew she had, we were getting off to a good start.
There were tents set up but we all chose to bring our sleeping bags dangerously close to the edge to sleep under the stars. The poop shovel boy had brought his bag close to mine and began nudging me. GreatâŚ. Just great, I thought. I scooched my bag a bit closer to the edge. If I roll off the mountain tonight, I thought, itâs going to be poop shovel boyâs fault.
Morning came and we all were starving. We all ate a breakfast of about a Âź of a cup granola with powdery milk. I felt my stomach grumble, and I wanted to dip into the snack back weâd been given, but it was supposed to last seven days and only five edible snacks remained. I had already given my two Slim Jims away because they looked slimy and smelled strange. We filled our water bags from the stream and dropped two small iodine pills in for each liter. The iodine turned our water a yellowish-brownish color that resembled really concentrated pee. Adam told us we had to bushwhack to get to the next trail. Two to three hours passed and we came out of the forest exhausted and scratched up. The next âtrailâ left us all staring up in dismay. The set of ski slopes we would be ascending was a vertical 50 degrees of torture which lasted for five miles. This meant more toddler crawling in places and at the slowest pace ever. The group emerged on a cliff, also sweaty and a little miffed, for the whole time we walked tourists had rode the chairlifts to see the view at the top of the mountain, smiling and happy.