#writingsofawannabe

I hate those days when you're just sad and horny and don't want to be around people but want to be the closest you've ever been with anyone and not being able to express this makes you want to explode but sharing this with anyone would make you feel overly vulnerable and strange, but you have this feeling over the usual stress and self-consciousness you already obtain in your messed up image of yourself that nothing and no one can change and you feel lost and alone, surrounded by people who may support or even love you but you can't truly feel any of it