#writings!

Hello, humankind! My name is Agatha.

I read a lot about you in textbooks - you’re so unusual, but at the same, you’re no so different from our world. I know, that you have been trying to contact us. Unfortunately, we still have a lot of problems in our own society, that we need to solve as soon as possible. Morality and ethics, respecting personal space and so on. Compared to us, you have come so far... in some sense. Yes, we’re more powerful than you, guys, but who knows, what can YOU do :)

So, here’s our chance - to make a contact, to share experience. I installed some kind of system, analog your Internet. So I’m able to send you not only e-mail, but also memories, letters, pictures! And I bet you’ll be interested to read my... let’s name it “observation log” :) So you can always know, what’s happening to me :) (am I writing too much smileys??)

Of course there’ll be interruptions, you can’t fool with magic. (None of my friends knows about my idea, so there’s no way to get help...still)

So! To start our conversation, just send me all of your questions about my world :) I surely will answer you, if the message is delivered! And for now, I gotta go, will tell you about it soon!

Kisses!!

they said that “dont wanna cry” is a continuation of “smile flower” so i looked at the both lyrics and there is really a story;

also this is long ass af but it really brings everything to it’s due place !!

hope u enjoy reading ♡

part 1 // smile flower

✿ smile flower talks about seventeen starting to develop underlying fear of the girl leaving even in the happiest points of their relationship. There is insecurity of losing their special someone because they don’t feel enough.

✿ Carats know that seventeen is so precious to them, the same way carats are precious to seventeen. So simply put, even though they are doing well now and have a good relationship with carats (srsly i love this fandom), they are scared because it might change any day. ( it might be because looking at nu’est and after school and how they are from the same company )

✿ They however don’t want carats to think this way, they want carats to be happy, that’s why they always show us their cheerful and bubbly side.

“For some reason, sometimes, suddenly

I keep thinking these days How happy I am, how beautiful you are About us, who is second to none

If we ever become unhappy Some day If we become apart What do I do? Of course, that won’t happen

I don’t even wanna think about this But sometimes I do I hope you don’t

I can smile because we’re together I can cry because it’s you So what can’t I do? Whenever, wherever Even if we’re not together, just like always Our smile flowers bloom I’ll be the spring to your smile”

✿ Throughout the songs they give a glimpse of why they feel insecure, they feel like they are not giving enough for the love they receive. This coincides with how seventeen says they will work hard;; ( they just get better and better like looking at “don’t wanna cry” sobs )

“I always

Only receive from you So I’m so thankful and sorry To the point of tears I wanna hug you But I feel nervous for some reason Why am I hesitating? I don’t wanna be like this

Just like the sky is high and the wind is cold Like the ocean is wide and blue I’m afraid that I’ll take you for granted I think that’s why I’m being like this I’m nervous about that What if I lose you? I hope you don’t feel the same

I can smile because we’re together I can cry because it’s you So what can’t I do? Don’t say it’s the end Forever Because I’ll stay by your side"

part 2 // dont wanna cry

☁ dont wanna cry is about this underlying fear developing further to the point they feel sadness; so much sadness it fills the tears in their eyes to the brim. Even if so, they are trying not to let it take over. To feel a sense of reassurance, they have to be constantly around the girl.

“Because I love you, because saying I love you Isn’t enough. no matter what word I say Leaving me, who cherished only you, where did you go Did you go far away because you didn’t like me any more"

☁ like how we know, they love carats a lot: from how they always mention their fans first when they get awards, in vlives and whenever. they show us their love by putting in their utmost effort in every album, in practices, in giving energy and updating carats constantly.

☁ however, the lyrics tell us that sometimes they worry that what they do isn’t enough (srsly u are boys, dont worry :’~) carats’s hearts are going to explode if they love u more ) 

“This road that doesn’t seem unfamiliar, feels unfamiliar

Asking me once again if this is a road I know of Could that person be looking for me I’m looking for you right now”

“I’m okay (I’m not okay) I don‘t want to see you (I really want to see you) I have to say these lies that Don’t even come from my heart

Because my heart won‘t listen to these words as I thought Come back, come back, come back When half of me is gone, how can I live as one I don’t want to cry”

☁ i guess this part is a dwelling deeper into the hypothetical situation and if carats and seventeen were to part, they hope that carats will think of them as much as they know they will think of us. There is a sense of self deceiving to make these thoughts less painful. This fear is so strong they might be not functional (emotionally maybe) if this relationship is lost. 

Hello, hello! I just realized, that that “ask function” was off LMAO.

From now you can ask (even anonymously! but please be polite!) me about stuff.

As for me, I had a pretty productive day - finally could bring all the necessary stuff to the new house. Will tell you about everything on the weekend (I hope so, if only Aida not gonna call me for a party or something (Aida is my sister!!).

s/o to all the woozies !!!! hang in there ♡

woozi comforting u when you are really tired from school & breaking down!!! i’ve written in such a way that he could be interpreted as a v close friend/ lover that is staying w u!!

imagine coming to home after a long day of school, with only a seemingly endless pile of work to do and tests to revise for. you are tired and no matter what subject you try to do, you seem to not be able to solve it. out of frustration, you decided to give up for the night and just go to bed. when you enter the room, you realised that woozi, who is usually working on svt’s new songs at this timing, is tucked in his bed. in the seek of comfort of a person’s warmth, you squeeze into whatever little space that he did not occupy.

even though your body is relaxed, your mind isn’t as you continue to think about how you haven’t got your shit together and you should, you are supposed to because it seems that everyone else is. you start to cry tears of distress, as a form of destress mechanism but once you start you can’t stop. your breath soon becoming short and ragged as you try to breathe through your mouth, with your body trembling with every breath.

woozi’s body twitched slightly before he moved his body so that he is facing you. as he shifted his gaze on you, at the sight of your crying face. seeing the difficulty for you to calm down, he holds one of your hand tightly and pulls you closer to him and hope that all this would calm you down.

after a few minutes into the cycle of calming yourself down and then getting more tears because you continue to think more, you finally calmed down. well, only calm enough to speak in short spurts. you talk about how you dont feel good enough and how you feel constantly stressed out by the workload, pressured by unspoken expectations from others and self. you talk about how you feel like your life is crumbling and you are so tired even though you know you have no time to rest.

woozi silently listened to you, squeezing your hands softly as a way of comforting you when he ponders about what to say to make you feel better. when you stopped speaking there was a moment of silence, although awkward but comforting with just each other’s presence. he starts to speak softly as he continues keeping your hand in his,“ i understand how you feel so much and you are not alone. as a music producer of seventeen, im constantly required to produce better music and even though the members are all supportive but that sometimes just means i have to perform my best to not let them down. often times i think that i have to go through tiring times myself, but its not supposed to be this way. i’m glad you talked to me about how you feel and i want you to know im here for you and you dont have to go through this alone.”

woozi’s kind words, while comforting, brought more tears to your eyes. you listened as he coaxed you because you know that he is genuine. however, at the back of your head, there is just remnants of frustration of the day, the disappointment in yourself when you cant seem to perform when you know you could be better so you expressed your concern to him.

even though he pauses a little too long sometimes, he delivers his message well “its okay to feel that way because sometimes it is the thought that you can do better that drives you forward and opens up room for improvement. but sometimes, it is also important to know when you are being too hard on yourself. i know that it seems like the world only wants us when we are perfect, but above all, what makes us better everyday is when we learn from mistakes. even today, you are learning, learning about how it is important to take a break when you are tired so you can go back to your work refreshed, as a stronger person. it will get better y/n.”

you are so thankful for woozi, so thankful because he has the right words and patience to makes you feel better. not knowing how to express your gratitude for him for always being there, you pull him in for a hug and whispered “thank you” and when he lets out a sigh, you know without seeing that he is smiling.

bonus: imagine him singing ‘simple’ for you after everything at ur request!!!!!

TW! mentions of death and violence (non-descriptive)

The moon was high above the sea with sooyun sitting among the rocks of Socheonji. It's quite a swim from her home but when the locals and tourists are gone, the swim is easy for her as it is place to calm from her nightmares. Earlier that day there was news among the fae of an imugi found dead, stripped of their scales and horns. Sooyun hadn't heard of her own kind killed in such a way in years that it woke her from her sleep that night... But then it all made sense to the tension growing within the island. Rumors have it that other species are blaming the fae but also that it could mean more hunters are sniffing about.

open thread to anyone!

The air is crisp with that touch of salt from the ocean it passes as Sooyun collects bundles of seaweed from the other Haenyeo's after finishing their catches and collections for the morning. The current had picked up so Sooyun advised the older women to call it in. It was a normal for her to work with the women and even go out to the markets to sell their catches.

Today was no different as the local fish markets were busy with locals and tourists. While the older women made deals with other fisherman and businesses, she allowed herself to sell their catches in one of the woman's shops where seaweed and shellfish were out for product.

It wasn't the most exciting thing to do but it helped with the façade of being just a granddaughter helping her grandmother's friends out. Also helped that Soohyun spoke a bit of English so selling to tourists was a plus. But like any day it was mainly new faces coming about with the occasional regular customer.