#write and write

MAHL  | Untitled

i cannot recall where it began

i think that when you truly love someone, it does not stop

moreso you may not know where it begins

it cannot be measured

and so cannot be compared

it moves us

it is the very reason we move

you cannot slow it

once a heart is opened

love comes gushing in and out

and it does not become full or empty

is it not marvelous?

nothing runs out of it

it is not something that leaves us as we give it

nor does it reach a maximum when it flows into us

it heals us

and is also sometimes the reason we hurt

but in the pain we grow

as we do in every passing moment

love and be loved

and do not think for amoment that there is anything wrong with it

MAHL | Every Passing Moment

this spilled out one afternoon in the course of like 10 minutes and i edited it the following morning, before editing once again upon posting it now. i'm not bothering to study the algorithms or times of day with most activity on this app. i'm posting this now cause i've been telling myself to start for ages and haven't.

I see you in the distance, I see you in my dreams.

I know this is a lie but I want to feel so alive.

So fake the happiness I feel that I lose myself in it.

I think I am doing well. I think I am in bliss. 

I refuse to wake, I refuse to partake.

Tell why my mind must be so lively? 

Wondering through the halls of smiles and handshakes that lead me nowhere.

I dream away again to a land of another. 

The world I fell into is so beautiful, but in such a swirl of confusion. 

I could wake up distraught, but instead choose to wake up in light. 

I am wondering through mountains. 

I am a silly boy running through the fields.

I fell, but laughed.