read on a03 | read on sqwa
spn s1 | azazel!johnsam | explicit | 3,000 words
𖤘 some ghost of christmas past type shit, yed, special child!Sam, Azazel possessing John to get to Sam, John doesn't know it's happening, Sam doesn't know it's not his dad
⚠︎ rape, happens in s1 but there are flashbacks all the way back to the late 80s
The demon sidles up behind Sam, smirking as it lays a dry, lingering kiss to the top of his head like an anointing.
"I couldn't have visited a happy child so many times, John. They struggle and scream for their real mommies and daddies. They tell! Not our Sammy."
OR
The one where John learns just what Azazel did to Sam while possessing his body.
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality✓ Free Actions
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
I want them to fuck instead of watching the game at the end of a very supernatural christmas but! actually what I want more is for both of them to want to and then to sit there and pretend to be thinking about sports as they get increasingly drunk on over-spiked eggnog and the faux nostalgia of colored lights in a motel room
I want both of them to know this is the right moment, if there's ever a "right moment" to suggest incest. both of them have stopped pretending Dean isn't dying or that they aren't scared. they're not trying to tease or pick a fight or pretend that their christmases as kids were anything more than what they were
Dean keeps pushing the little horns on the amulet into his chest and Sam watches him. wants to do it for him and press hard enough that the bruise it leaves will still be on Dean when Sam has to wash and dress his body
Sam wants to put his tongue in Dean's mouth and his hand down Dean's pants and he's wanted that for as long as he can remember but there's something different between them tonight that makes him feel like Dean might actually let him get away with it
Dean sees him watching and assumes Sam is still stuck in the wretched reality of having a whole year to mourn before the real hurt comes. he could comfort Sam, could kiss Sam, could lie overtop of him and protect him from everything that isn't them
but how could he do that to Sam? if Sam doesn't want that, Dean will have fucked up everything with just enough time to make them both miserable. and if he does, Dean will be starting something they both know he can't finish
read on a03 | read on sqwa
spn | wincest | explicit | 3,000 words
𖤘 Sam shits himself during sex. that's the entire fic. to be clear. that and some post-nut clarity
⚠︎ "lady doth protest too much" + "I regret everything I've ever done" style dubcon
The room tilts around Sam. He's doing the worst, most shameful thing he can imagine and he's doing it in front of Dean. On Dean.
But Dean hasn't shied away, hasn't even flinched. Is still hard and still touching him, pupils blown as he looks at the mess between Sam's legs.
ᝰ.ᐟa while back, @drowninginredink informed me that this fandom is well below the scatfic quota so I'm doing my part. if it drives away some of my followers more's the better
hot take: you don't have to be sexually experienced to write great smut. like. you can write an incredible murder scene without first committing homicide
but. if your personal awareness of sex comes primarily from fanfic, your smut will likely read like fanfic
(this is NOT a bad thing, just a thing. we have all read and enjoyed our fair share of "one finger, two fingers, dick" porn)
imao you just gotta get weirder about your research. watch a grower dick get hard in real time, deepthroat something, contort yourself into the position you're describing, read fetish journal entries, dig into that reddit thread about squirting. and! don't forget to read at least a little smut that isn't fanfic
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality✓ Free Actions
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
just a lil off-screen dark and profoundly unhappy johndean for father's day ♡♡ thanks @dadfuckerfest for giving me a reason to finish this! it's been in my drafts for months
they've only been in Maine a couple weeks and Dean's already got a gaggle of quintessential American high schoolers eating out of the palm of his hand. already got said palm between the bare crossed legs of the prettiest girl in the senior class, Amy or Angela or another top-ten baby name in 1979. it's a little cold for what little she's got on, but they're drinking and Sam knows she's hoping to be in Dean's literal jacket and proverbial pants by the end of the night.
there are no other little brothers with them, but Sam is Dean's so they let him come along. they always do.
the girls always open their legs, Sam always gets a couple sips of Dean's beer, and some guy named Kenneth who's way drunker than everyone else always opens his mouth to ask if they want to hear The Worst Thing Ever. and Dean always says yes because it's how he makes friends so easily, plus the guy's "worst thing ever" hardly ever is.
turns out Kenneth-from-Augusta's worst thing is pretty bad.
"so there's this family in Nova Sorcerya-"
"Nova Scotia," one of the girls corrects with rolled eyes.
"'s what I said!" Kenneth stops for a drink with his finger up like someone will steal the conversation if he lets them. "like... ten? or I dunno maybe fifteen years ago, this girl is like fourteen in Nova Scortia and she tells her teacher her dad..." he pauses for effect with his finger back up in the air. "... uses her like a wife"
Dean's face switches off like an old tv set. he doesn't move his hand or drop his beer and none of these strangers will clock it, but there's nothing in Dean's eyes or deflecting smile. all the kids keep looking at Kenneth in rapt disgust, but Sam's watching Dean
the family Kenneth keeps fuckin talking about is nothing like their family, not really. but the girl was the same age Sam is now. and none of these normal suburban kids, who maybe have never cleaned a toilet, can imagine a family like theirs
Dean's girl even says so. says, "I can't even imagine"
no one's ever set a dog on Dean or made Sam shovel out a latrine with his bare hands, but they've both played bait for worse-than-dogs and dug plenty of graves including some they feared might be their own. they know how to talk to teachers and cops and social services. hell, they've been running CPS drills since Sam started walking
Dean comes back into his body suddenly when Kenneth starts talking about how the girl had to sit outside while their dad fucked the little sister she practically raised because the only way to protect her was to be there after
his voice is vicious when he spits, "some fucking sister"
Sam's not sure if it's physically possible for Dean to break a beer bottle by throttling it, but it sure looks like a valiant attempt. Dean's hand looks even meaner where it's pinching at squirmy girl-thigh.
he can't do anything about the bruises Top Ten is definitely gonna have, but he snags the bottle for a sip. Dean's gaze follows the motion and his jaw unclenches as Sam's loud suck leaves spit on the edge of the glass.
Sam's known for a long time. he knows a little more seeing the acknowledgement of it in Dean's eyes, but he laughs and shoves at Dean when the bottle gets snatched away, letting the playfight and shittalk make Kenneth forget whatever Canadian horror he was teeing up to reveal next
